Kazuma

Don't Cry, I Know It's Okay

dark

just 1 second
@1yugenn
@mkne
me

you'll hate me forever
can't sleep when u have me tethered
you'll have me forever
underwater holding all this pressure
ughhh i need time for me girl
said i love you but that is not me girl
got me crying feel like i'm gonna hurl
i rlly wish that you where not my world

i dont wanna feel right now
i dont wanna feel right now
i just wanna heal, i might drown
i just wanna heal,, i might drown
and i don't want you to go away from me rn
i don't want you to go away, go away, rn

let me pick you up
you help me pick my mood up
oh no,, i think i screwed up
u stuck to the past like grow up
yah i messed up so what
now ur in my dms so i know u peeped my glo up

forever (yugen x maknae)

Weather Patterns (prod. notmorgn)

i should've told u~


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and so, its a tragic, fuckin mess
i been so lost, i cant seem to depend
on ur  attitude, its all i ever meant
all i ever said

*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch

~autumn~

i let my roots dry
that shit has taken it's toll
so i sit instead consuming these souls
(oh) it's getting old
why'm i even scared of being alone?

i hear tapping on the glass
shadows engulfing my past
my thoughts growing rash
I watch the waves while they crash
let me assess where i'm at
because this shit's getting bad

oh if i tried a little harder, 
then i'll be what i want one day
but every chance that i get, 
all of the memories fade
it's like my lips are sewn shut
i'm playing endless charades
or i'm just stuck in a dream
i must be stuck in a dream
~
i was always on you, in yo messages
i wrote a song to fill the void, yet i created it
and yet we know, we said our sorrys, bitch i meant that shit
I WANNA PACK UP ALL MY SHIT AND TAKE A TRIP

BUT IMA TAKE A SHIT
think about my past life, and everything i did
i fucked up my system, with alcohol and wished
i never fuckin did that, i wish i only said
I LOVE YOU MORE, TO THE ONES WHO GAVE A SHIT!
i broke so many hearts, man i wish i never did
magnified distress.


*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch

*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch.

/end

break a branch w/ autumndropsdead (prod. dercept)

i was picking something off the vine 
working with what i got if you get it 
bouncing off the walls im in my mind
i can be too much i admit it  
didnt know what to type when i read it
so into the void i let it 
i dont ever wanna stop trying
i dont care if i dont im gon regret it
i been on my own since a lil kid
havent felt at home since a lil kid
everything i wanted i been living it
why the fuck is none of it fulfilling 
i been tryna chase this feeling
all this time and space that its stealing
my life its like if i let you inside 
know it meant the most that you were in it
i was picking something off the vine 
working what i got if you get it 
bouncing off the walls im in my mind
i can be too much i admit it  
didnt know what to type when i read it
so into the void i let it 
i dont ever wanna stop trying
i dont care if i dont im gon regret 
i been on my own since a lil kid
havent felt at home since a lil kid
everything i wanted i been living it
why the fuck is none of it fulfilling

Grapevine (prod. sorrow bringer)

Lund - 13
Vocals & Production By Lund

Lyrics:
Gun to my head
Like I’m better off dead
What I feel in my heart
Try to smile instead 
Days pass 
Burn the candle both ends
Though I smile thru the pain 
It’s getting harder to pretend
 
Hollowed out
Stomach sick 
I still miss you 
Even after all the shit 
You put me through
I know it’s wrong but
Theres something about you 
No I don't want to stay here
Without you

Caught in between
All the lies and deceit 
Questioning everything 
Love isn’t all that it seems 
I know now 
Stress ring 
Thru my head 
I Can’t sleep 
I’m human not a machine
Is this what it’s like 
losing everything

Caught in between 
Living hell & a dream
Tearing apart at the seams
Praying to god
But he won’t hear me now
Happiness just
Out of my reach
I think 
it’s time that I leave 
1 in the clip
Ima let it sound. 

Gun to my head
Like I’m better off dead
What I feel in my heart
Try to smile instead 
Days pass 
Burn the candle both ends
Though I smile thru the pain 
It’s getting harder to pretend

Hollowed out
Stomach sick 
I still miss you 
Even after all the shit 
You put me through
I know it’s wrong but
Theres something about you 
No I don't want to stay here
Without you

I should hate you 
But I’m missing you instead
Cause when I say I love you 
Girl I mean that shit till death
My heart was skipping beats
But ain’t no rhythm since you left 
My head is full of memories 
That I just can’t forget 

So wrong 
How you treat me
Girl
Fucking with my head
I’m done
Playing games with love is
something you’ll regret
I’m crushed
Gave you everything
took it all and left 
So long 
To the future
We could’ve had

Blood on the concrete 
Beauty in the violence 
Lying thru their teeth cause 
There’s poetry in fighting 
Stronger than you think 
Know that 
We ain’t going silent 
Pain inside me
Adding fuel to the fire

Gun to my head
Like I’m better off dead
What I feel in my heart
Try to smile instead 
Days pass 
Burn the candle both ends
Though I smile thru the pain 
It’s getting harder to pretend

Hollowed out
stomach sick 
I still miss you 
Even after all the shit
You put me through
I know it’s wrong but
Theres something about you 
No I don't want to stay here
Without you

love song 4 the ghost i see in my room sometimes 

original beat by killedmyself (chopped and pitched)
additional violin by my good friend Mohini 

its not somethin else
its exactly whats the most obvious
its so easy to tell
and im no good at hiding it
its rly not that hard to figure out
the obsessions not mutual 
i know u like me but not as much
i wanna be what you think about
i cant help but fall in one sided love 

and im stuck in it  
i get so dumb in it 
there might be something
to make me feel more whole 
somehow 
your touch that feels like home 
but then u cast me off and i end up more alone
strung up
im just a puppet
u can make me dance 
im happy to perform 
in ur bed
im nestled up and warm
hoping 
the night can last more long 

ive been numbed up i dont feel it 
i dont feel the touch im too hollow
can u help me get more human 
maybe some emotions to borrow 
i think im the worlds best escapist 
back then i just didnt wanna exist
so i buried my head in the sand
look at all the time i wasted

. . . . .

when im in your arms it felt so warm like home

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Lyrics: 

Oh, you want problems? well me too
If I'm not that guy then I don't know who
If she want's drama let me get in my mood

Three, two, one, go
Everything is on go
No new friends my circle's too close
Too close
Push the agenda won't lay low
No I won't lay low
Till' I hit top five then I might go ghost
I type in caps lock cuz you get on my nerves
She don't want love, want a brand new purse
Guess she just like me but that's why it won't work
Yeah that's why it won't work
She don't want me to lie but the truth hurts worse
Want paradise so I took on Turks
Always want pay back but I had that first
Yeah I had that first

Oh, you want problems? well me too
If she want drama let me get in my mood
If I'm not that guy then I don't know who
Why you worried bout' mine?
Let me do what I do
Okay cool

Wanna ask what you're doing on Friday
Haven't seen you in like five months
I wont be there when you land bae
City view with a roof top lunch
I guess plans change
I'm aware and you bet I wont be in touch
Cuz I've got problems of my own
I don't need you on my phone
She want the caramel swirl on her venti cup
Better put me on
She want the black corset with the back laced up
Something I'd be on
She want it right now said she want it live
I am not Neon
Believe me I'm trying my best
Used to wear hearts on my sleeve not my chest
Fuck it onto the next
If it's drama that you want let me get in my mood
If I'm not that guy someone tell me who
Said you want problems, well I do too

Oh, you want problems? well me too
If she want drama let me get in my mood
If I'm not that guy then I don't know who
Why you worried bout' mine?
Let me do what I do
Okay cool

Written by: MoeTheKidd and Kid E$s
Produced by: Wonderlust Beats

MOOD

guitar by me

monsters
inside my walls
they like break me
down
until i crawl
save me
i think i lost
the war between
myself and i
leave me here to rot
i’ll take u back any day
with no second thought 
do u ever feel the same
would u kill for just a day
for us
to meet
once again

walls

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Hold on (prod. Fantom)

I AM A FAN OF YOU

https://open.spotify.com/track/0dNCeehEjDBEtCMsB9uhaV?si=0003760b4eb94268

https://music.apple.com/album/fan/1752016995?i=1752016996

You don't gotta ask me twice 
You can have whatever you like, swear to god   
You're the holiday lets celebrate  
Today is a special day with you  
Everything is tucked away  
Everything is in its rightful place now  
Can i be the one to say 
You’re redefining perfect in every way   
You're the holiday let's celebrate 
Everyday is special here with you   
Something caught my eye again 
No matter where you go you somehow draw me in  
Now you're making me forget to blink 
I'm starting to think governments involved in this   
You're the holiday let's celebrate 
Everyday is off when i'm with you  
It's true you’re the holiday let's celebrate you

you only ever show your face every other month
mostly at the end of the year 
do you ever stop to think 
that this is a global manipulation marketing scheme
you’re the holiday let’s celebrate consumerism

HOLIDAY

Chasing Ghosts

Observer

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First single off my EP 'Colours' featuring @JoeyXL

Download & Stream 'Colours' EP : fanlink.to/ozziecolours

Artwork by www.djunsei.com

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Relax (feat. Joey XL)

"things need change yeah i swear"

written, produced, mixed, masterd by TRECHOR BOY
cover art by TRECHOR BOY
guitar riff courtesy of MARC GARCIA 
vocals: @sushisai, @trechorboy


Lyrics: 

[SUISAI]

cause i cant fight
those subtleties and little things
take over me

you'll never see me again !

like please just slow down
bad heart beat skipping when i breathe
every night somehow
things need change ye i swear
like look around at what ive become now
like holy fuck what a let-down
constant bombarding to the walls
tear this place to the ground

(X2)

[TRECHOR BOY]

watch out 
for when i pull up, limousine
sippin white sprite, cola, no codeine

another day pass bash my head through plate glass 
now im bleedin from my fuckin- 
i cant feel anything below my neck & 
you stand still and watch it take me out

[SUISAI]

like when did we decide 
feelings compromised
every little thing
that you said to me
i thought we'd be
better off this time
wish we never tried
lie to myself
bottle up to the brim
overflowing
right out that top
CAUSE I CANT HOLD BACK
NO SENTENCE CAN EXPLAIN
STAY QUIET
TRACK BACK TO BEFORE ALL OF THIS
HAPPENED CAUSE WHAT WAS THE POINT

like please just slow down
bad heart beat skipping when i breathe
every night somehow
things need change ye i swear
like look around at what ive become now
like holy fuck what a let-down
constant bombarding to the walls
tear this place to the ground

BAD HEART

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BAD HEART w/ suisai

striptease

I hope you guys love this song as much as I do. sorry for the wait this is the beginning of my new genre :)))))

Heaven Sent (Prod.Sønata)

striptease - carwash (slowed)

this is my life

prod by @trechorboy
cover art by @trechorboy

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

the seasons change 
& its getting colder
my mind is the same
but im getting older
piece of shit 
20 something
low life bitch
if i was incarcerated
i would prolly snitch
i had a dream 
last night
where everything
was just alright
i woke up
in regret
that my life 
hadn’t ended
all quite yet

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

i searched for a reason to not kms & found nothing.

Recorded/Mixed/Mastered Naive 
Produced: prodbytheswitch

Better Hope that I don't end up famous
Cuz your timeline will be dangerous
Won't remember what your name is
Better Hope that I don't end up famous
Cuz your timeline will be dangerous
Won't remember what your name is

Tell me that you think we in the past tense
Fuck these memories I can't manage
Tough times and they always leave damage
You do every single thing you can to leave me callused
Let's play dress up fess up while you pretty
Everyone tell us we a mess I feel guilty
Curtains when we shut the door this time
Best friends till when you say you're not mine

Fell too hard and I know that I'm in it now
Shell come apart every time that I figure out
Maybe as of lately I been feelen too much
Hate fate on the days when I see all your bluffs

Downtown mood fades like these streetlights
She got on her best face doesn't mean her heart nice
When you need it know that I should go delete it
Where you keep it that thing that should be beaten
Pieces run together when she hates all of the weather
And I know that I know better but I'll leave you alone never

Tell me that you think we in past tense
Fuck these memories I can't manage
Tough times and they always leave damage
You do every single thing you can to leave me callused
Let's play dress up fess up while you pretty
Everyone tell us we a mess I feel guilty
Curtains when we shut the door this time
Best friends till when you say you're not mine

It's okay if you wanna just fake this
I know that you love every single fragrance
Of me good or bad as of lately
Love me as you should no maybe
This Mirror reflects more than I remember
Hope I don't give more than I can lend her
Cope through the cold all of this December
I know we'll make it
If not your jaded
Better Hope that I don't end up famous
Cuz your timeline will be dangerous
Won't remember what your name is

Tell me that you think we in the past tense
Fuck these memories I can't manage
Tough times and they always leave damage
You do every single thing you can to leave me callused
Let's play dress up fess up while you pretty
Everyone tell us we a mess I feel guilty
Curtains when we shut the door this time
Best friends till when you say you're not mine

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dress up fess up (prod. prodbytheswitch)

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