Felt this one in my bones. Bring me back to where life is relevant.

im giving up on love cuz i dont feel shit
i tried everything and im just getting tired of it
it's always too little or too much
im just wondering which part of my brain is making it tough

i get so tired of everyone
i just need my space just incase you tryna do me wrong
HOW COME
i can't fall in love just like
YOU CAN
I BEEN
chasing these people who offer nothin

im giving up on love cuz i dont feel shit
i tried everything and im just getting tired of it
it's always too little or too much
im just wondering which part of my brain is making it tough

i guess love is just too hard
maybe im afraid of showing them all my scars
making out in the back of my car
tryna find the reason i can't kickstart my heart
aye yuh and imma never figure all this shit out
i keep on thinkin about the memories my heads in the clouds
i got reasons that i keep all this shit to myself
i got reasons keeping distance lookin out for my health
guess it's my fault i got dropped off
cried in the back seat got no drop top

it's always too little or too much
i'm just wondering which part of my brain is making it
(feel shit)
just getting tired of it

just tired of it (prod. @siemspark x @daks9k)

A reimagining of the 2020 song "Devil in Disguise"
Produced by Dead Orchid

[LYRICS]
blood runs out like ocean tide
i'm just lucky i'm alive
almost dead my soul is rising
i've been waiting for this all my life

she's the devil in disguise
i can feel it in my spine
when will i realize
that it's time for me to die
i been at the edge for some time
but its time
i dont wanna jump but in the end
i think it's fine

i told you love you then you drove away
now you're no longer mine
i drove to your house and you told me
you're done pretending you're alive
what's wrong with me
i don't understand why
i can't hold you anymore
i just want you in my life

blood runs out like ocean tide
i'm just lucky i'm alive
almost dead my soul is rising
i've been waiting for this all my life

i won't make it through the night
i'm a poltergiest
my skin has been pulverized
no i'm not alright
your words cut through me like a knife
it's a nasty slice
you should take your own advice
and leave me alone if you can't play nice

lose control of everything you know even your soul
and when it's over you won't know because your brain has decomposed

Devil in Disguise 2023

;|~ there's still time to grow ~|;

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askdjskjd

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Lyrics:

too wasted for this
the words start to slip out of my mouth
its been so boring
life keeps getting worse, I cant take another minute

I get lost inside my thoughts
think of the light you brought
its temporary
you're gonna leave no matter what

yeah, you're the one who caused this
why cant u just be honest
don't worry about hurting me
you know that I can take it

I cant say that ill move on
you're not mine and ur caught up in my thoughts
I find it crazy how lately
you've been so on and off

make me a hole for two
ill save a space for u
ur so cold, my hearts dead
u haunt the corners in my head

watch over me as I sleep
and ik that I'm in too deep now
nothing goods gonna come from this
work hard to keep u now I gotta work harder to keep u out

but I see u everyday
how could I forget ur face
try to give u the same energy, then u go and look for me
tell me what u want from me

I cant even think of what to say to you
my thoughts are a puzzle, none of the pieces connect
so whats next?
the thrill of the chase keeps u locked in ur place
and I just wanna run away

I hope u get what u want out of this
forget our bond, redundant wishes
at least in the end itll be over
I hope u get to know her

I cant even count on my luck
nothing ever goes the way I plan
but I keep giving more than enough
there's some kind of cost that I'm paying
this is how the universe repays me

quit hopeless romance
when given the chance
I love then I get stabbed in the back
I just hope that this feeling lasts

get happy, tho its shortlived
if I could go back, I wouldn't do it
I forgive but I wont forget
all I know is ill feel regret

hope u get what u want out of this
forget our bond, redundant wishes
hope u get what u want out of this
is this what u want?

what u wnt [prod. branwen]

vocals and vocal mixing done by me 
beat made by @prod. grayskies

moonlight morii

Prod. @nowherevalley follow below
https://on.soundcloud.com/27bss
~Lyrics~
~Verse 1~ 
I talk myself 
When I miss 
The family I love 
I won’t forget about 
the memories
Giving out hugs 
You were a friend to me 
Remember,
Fighting off our enemies 
The thought of ending things 
Just needing some love
~Verse 2~
Tell me why I act okay 
When I know I'm really not
~Chorus~
And why do I pretend I'm making art
Guy's I'm just writing my words
I wanna create something of worth
cause nothing matters an
artists curse
I overanalyze till I'm bored
I wanna make something of worth 
and sometimes it really hurts
taking action to not lose your nerve
before the paint splatters the paper will blur
before the paint splatters the paper will blur
~bridge~
the paper....
I dropped it
On.. THE FLOOR!
And I DON'T Care ANYMORE
the paper
I've dropped it on the floor
and I don't care anymore....
~Chorus~
So why do I act like I'm okay when I know I'm really not
And why do I pretend I'm making art I'm just writing my words
~outro~
Just writing my words!
Just writing my words!

Word Vomit

word vomit (prod. nowhere valley)

prod wh1tespxce
mix and written by me :)

changed mix on 8/24

save me (prod wh1tespxce)

i won't back down
i don't want you back now
saturday night i blacked out (yuh)
friday night i found out (oo)
sunday night im trashed out in my backyard
cuz you know you attack hard
playing with my heart
like you're playing games of darts

i dont wanna die this young
i dont wanna bite my tongue
i dont wanna be myself
i dont wanna be somebody else
i dont wanna die this young
i dont wanna bite my tongue
i don't wanna say goodbye
i dont wanna leave this time
time time time time time
i dont wanna die
i just wish i had a new life
i dont like the way i live
i been getting sick of it

i dont really give a
(shit)
i dont really give a
(shit)
i dont really give a
(fuck!)
it's not that easy to
(trust)
so i keep it in the cut

i won't back down
i don't want you back now
saturday night i blacked out (yuh)
friday night i found out (oo)
sunday night im trashed out in my backyard
cuz you know you attack hard
playing with my heart
like you're playing games of darts
i won't back down
i don't want you back now
saturday night i blacked out (yuh)
friday night i found out (oo)
sunday night im trashed out in my backyard
cuz you know you attack hard
playing with my heart
like you're playing games of darts

i dont wanna die this young
i dont wanna bite my tongue
i dont wanna be myself
i dont wanna be somebody else
i dont wanna die this young
i dont wanna bite my tongue
i don't wanna say goodbye
i dont wanna leave this time
time time time time time
i dont wanna die
i just wish i had a new life
i dont like the way i live
i been getting sick of it

i dont really give a
(shit)
i dont really give a
(shit)
i dont really give a
(fuck!)
i dont really give a
(shit)
i dont really give a

..fuck

die this young (probelad + kledy)

Caffeine - Brakence | Bit crushed | Sped up | Happy

Scream

I taste like honey
When you're feeling cold
My heart is behind the station
Across the tracks

I like you
When you're feeling cold
The sweetness of our eyes
When the sun is high

That's the reason why
We chase each other
Across the school yard
Seeing the future
Life's a dream

Silent screams
When you're feeling cold
Life ain't what it seems
When you are immortal

The calls come from inside the house 
When you're feeling cold
Come on and let it out
Not every day is so beautiful 

We chase each other
Across the school yard
Seeing the future
Life's a dream
Life's a dream

Statuette of a lion
Secret in a garden
Reflections look brighter
Deep in the night - blue
Statuette of a lion
Secret in a garden
Reflections look brighter
Deep in the night - blue

We chase each other
Across the school yard
Seeing the future
Life's a dream
Life's a dream 

When You're Feeling Cold

“Becoming I” below ⬇️ mgmt: @milkreset
ig: @taiyokillstheinternet HMP-KTI

word vomit (prod. nowhere valley)

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