I know you think it's never gonna get better than this
Sitting in your room, going through her pics
But trust me, I've been right where you are
Give it six months, you won't even care

You'll be fine, you'll be fine
I know it doesn't feel like it right now
But you'll be fine, you'll be fine
Swear to God you're gonna figure it out
One day you'll wake up and it won't hurt the same
You'll meet somebody new, won't remember her name
You'll be fine, you'll be fine
Just give it some time

Go see your friends, even if you don't want to
Put on some pants, get out of that room
I'm not saying you gotta be over it tonight
But sitting there alone ain't doing shit for your mind
Pre-Chorus:
Call me up if you need to talk
I'll come through, we can just drive around
I promise you it gets better from here

You'll be fine, you'll be fine
I know it doesn't feel like it right now
But you'll be fine, you'll be fine
Swear to God you're gonna figure it out
One day you'll wake up and it won't hurt the same
You'll meet somebody new, won't remember her name
You'll be fine, you'll be fine
Just give it some time

I know you think she was the one
But there's gonna be someone better, trust me
This ain't the end of your story
You're gonna laugh about this someday

You'll be fine, you'll be fine
I know it doesn't feel like it right now
But you'll be fine, I promise you'll be fine
You're gonna make it out
One day you'll wake up and it won't hurt the same
You'll look back on this like it was just a phase
You'll be fine, you'll be fine
You'll be fine

Just give it time, you'll be alright

YOU'LL BE FINE

The Truth

The Truth (feat. Dax)

Antidote

I'm Better (stripped)

God Can You Hear Me

RIP to the fallen <3. Full Lyrics below.

Hello it's me again
I know I know I shouldn't be here right now
I don't know how else to cope

Got another call didn't wanna pick it up
Cause every time it rings lately it's never good enough
News to make me numb news to make me sick
Another person gone another casket another trip
To a funeral home standing in a suit I hate
Looking at a body that don't even look the same
As the person that I knew as the person that I loved
Now I'm driving home alone wondering if I've had enough
Of this life of this pain of this weight I keep carrying
Everybody leaning on me who's gonna carry me
I'm the strong one I'm the rock I'm the one who don't cry
But I've been breaking every night when nobody's around to see me die
A little more inside a little more each day
Smile a little harder so they think I'm okay
But I'm not and I haven't been for months
And I don't know how much more of this a person can become

Cause I'm tired of being strong
Tired of holding on
Tired of saying I'm okay when everything is wrong
I'm tired of the loss
Tired of the cost
Tired of rebuilding every time I get across
Just to fall again

Grandma died then grandpa then another then another dropped and it hasn't stopped
Then my faith then my sleep then the feeling that I got
Any fight left in me I've been swinging at the air
I've been praying to a God I'm not sure is even there
Not sure if he's listening not sure if he cares
Not sure why he keeps on taking people and leaving me here
To feel it to grieve it to carry all the weight
Of the memories and the moments that I'll never recreate
And everybody says they're in a better place now
But what about my place what about my breakdown
What about the nights I can't sleep cause I'm thinking
About the last words I said were they enough I'm sinking
Into something dark and I don't see the bottom yet
Pile keeps getting higher I ain't seen the top of it
Phone rings I don't answer cause I can't take another hit
I'm one more loss away from losing it

Cause I'm tired of being strong
Tired of holding on
Tired of saying I'm okay when everything is wrong
I'm tired of the loss
Tired of the cost
Tired of rebuilding every time I get across
Just to fall again

I don't want to hear it's gonna be alright
I don't want to hear they're watching from the sky
I don't want to hear that God has got a plan
I just want my people back
I just want to understand
Why it gotta be like this
Why it gotta hurt this bad
Why I gotta lose the ones I love
And act like I'm not sad

My brain is a warzone my heart is a grave
My soul is exhausted I've been trying to be brave
But brave doesn't pay when you're crying in the shower
Brave doesn't help at 4 AM losing power
Over your emotions over your thoughts over your mind
Over everything you built watching it decline
And I'm not looking for a fix I'm not looking to be saved
I'm just trying to survive another day inside this cage
That I built that I'm trapped in that I carry like a shell
Heaven for everybody else but for me it's been hell
And I'm not saying I'm the victim I'm just saying that I'm tired
I'm the mansion and I'm burning and I'm the one who set the fire
But I didn't mean to I just didn't know another way
To deal with all this pain that keeps on piling every day
So I'm standing in the flames watching everything I love
Turn to smoke turn to ash turn to dust turn to nothing

I'm just tired
I'm so tired
I don't know how much more I got
I'm just tired

TIRED

Lightwork is a declaration of purpose.
This song is for anyone walking out of darkness and choosing obedience over fear. God doesn’t just save us — He sends us. Every lyric is a reminder that when you carry His light, darkness has no choice but to move.
If this speaks to you, you’re not alone. Keep walking. Keep shining. The work matters. ✝️✨
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Lightwork

6 Feet Deep

I’m writing this at 3:10 AM on December 28th, 2025,I just found out a peice of my heart is gone forever. You came into my life what feels like yesterday and I’m not ready to say goodbye yet. You feel like a best friend. A daughter. I really love you more than words could ever articulate. I’m not good with expressing emotion and for some reason I feel like you know that and are okay with it. You never forced me to explain myself or judged me for my wrongs, you were just there for me every time I came through the door with your eyes wide ready to make me feel loved. I should’ve spent more time with you. My moms otw to be with you before we let you go for good and I can’t be there. You’re in pain and I cannot soothe you. I can’t hold your hand or give you a treat. I got home a couple hours ago from dropping off at the vet and something in me told me it would be the last time. I walked you into the room because you were scared to be left. I should’ve bought you that Big Mac. I should’ve thrown you that ball more. I shouldn’t have spent these last few weeks worried about your weight and what you ate. I should’ve fed you caviar and let you drink a milk shake. You deserved the world and so much more and I’m sorry I didn’t deliver that. I’m sorry you never came to my new house because I was “too busy”. I’m sorry your forever home isn’t gonna be with me. I wish I could pet you one more time. I wish I would’ve told you how perfect you were. I would trade 10 years of my life for one more week with you. I wish I hade taken more pictures with you while you were here.

I love you. I’ll see you again soon. 💙

Aspyn “With-A-Y” Clodfelter.
July 9th 2022 - December 28th 2025

With A Why

Padded Room (Freestyle)

Houston Texas but the pain made me. You can’t define me. I do it for the love of the game 🖤.  I have been working on and making music for over 20 years. I've put a lot of my older songs on here, but the most recent songs are new. I appreciate you and I hope my music finds you right where you are.

YOU'LL BE FINE

TriLL