decided to make a part 2 for https://soundcloud.com/1akura/lost-all-i-got-02ashes-1
prod drmabeats
lyrics:

that day u told me its over
nowadays its all i think ab
ur heartt gets cold like october
cn u pls tell me wen things went right south
whts on ur mind, can u pls let it out
1 day ur fine, the next u yell so loud
idk why i cant figure this out
idk why i cant figure this out

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

when its time ill come out
from this mess out my shell
say ur fine i cant tell
(tht ur really not)
but i guess time will tell
when will i find myself
stuck in the pits of hell
(ik u never cared)

now im done stop tryin
u tried to take it all from me
yea i stopped, stopped cryin
from memories that made me bleed
yea im done stop tryin
ur somethin that ill never need
ur evil stay away ffrom me
i swear that ur heart is full of greed

whts on ur mind, can u pls let it out
1 day ur fine, the next u yell so loud
idk why i cant figure this out
idk why i cant figure this out

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

lost all i got pt. 2

broken ft. navyxower (dash)

Written by: Reapers Shadow
Produced by: Jang0
Mixed & Mastered by: @angelsofsorrows 
Artwork by: Reapers Shadow & angelsofsorrows 

Lyrics:
[Intro]
I just want somebody here for me 
But nobody is ever around 
This past summer was hell
& I don't know why I feel like this 

[Chorus]
Just let me exist please
Without wanting to die 
Winters coming 
& I feel a breeze

[Verse 1]
My persona has changed 
& so has the rate of my descent 
From this mountain top
This rage inside won't ever stop
At this rate I'm boutta drop
Like six stories
I don't know 
If I'll get up in time

[Bridge]
If only you would've found me 
I could've lived
Now I've hid all my feelings away
Cause I'm worthless anyway 
At least that's what I think 

[Verse 2]
The memories are still haunting 
But I can't be losing anymore time
Hope one day 
I'll find someone to love me
The song I wrote you in June 
Means a lot to me 
It's time to become the real me
& accept my femininity

[Chorus]
Just let me exist please
Without wanting to die 
Winters coming & I 
Breathe slowly

The Summer From Hell (Prod. Jang0)

partying like a night shift, i stay clocked in
start a moshpit, two steps, like nico im ahead
i'm fucked up in the alleyway, pitch black she giving head
if I ain't on the stage, afterparty at the crib

spooky season i got kandi in my hand and on my wrist
these bitches be plastic, like a boo bucket
shawty hit me up on insta, i dont know what love is
but we could turn up at the next function

see me shining on the strobe, paparazzi taking pics
and everyone staying lit with these fucking glow sticks
but i'm staying in the back ain't nobody notice 
these memories feel like a blur, camera out of focus

hard to go to any function, everyone knows who i am
you motherfuckers never book me so hit my instagram 
tired of this energy because it always goes to waste
and I'm lucky that there's people out here that give me a better trade

partying like a night shift, i stay clocked in
start a moshpit, two steps, like nico im ahead
i'm fucked up in the alleyway, pitch black she giving head
if I ain't on the stage, afterparty at the crib

spooky season i got kandi in my hand and on my wrist
these bitches be plastic, like a boo bucket
shawty hit me up on insta, i dont know what love is
but we could turn up at the next function

self made dj, got a pc not a console
and now i'm on my own cus this scene is fucking awful
these artists act like chickens, and these labels act like gonzo
and i stay dragging on my enemies like im hanzo
and these days it's impossible to know who fucking cares
always asking for a share but they never want to share 
well oops bitch i just shared your affair
look look look look look right there

spooky szn 🎃 (artixan)

(order: hope, joshiguess, reaper)
https://soundcloud.com/hopewithindarkness
https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow

mixed by: joshiguess (+ hopeiwthindarkness self mixed)
mastered by: joshiguess
production unspecified: provided via loui jay

No we not the same, get out of my lane
I hate when people talk shit
They never live up to their expectations
So why the fuck you say what you say in the first place?
Cus you never fucking lived it
I got a life I got a purpose
While your shit's just fucking worthless
Your music is garbage throw that shit in the trash
Never coming back yeah make a track
Subtract flows like math
I'm cracked at this music shit with this autotune
I can pop off any day I want to

Don't need love for me I just need the guidance
Look at me straight into my eyelids
So I know that you're being real
Don't cut a deal just to cut me off
I'd do it myself but I'm not a shop
To be honest I don't want this to flop
Every time that you see me drop and
Every time that you speak I swear that I 
Just wanna feel love deep down, not me frown
In my bedroom, you in bed too
Facing away so you don't have to
See me in pain or see me in vain
Don't want you to overthink, but I get if you sink
Back way down to your emotions 
Like a shipwreck inside of the ocean
Never want to cause commotion so I drank the potion

I drank the potion
She told me to pick my poison
It's life or death, hold you to the end
And I ain't riding trends, yeah I just genre bend
Huddled in a tent with a ten out of ten
And I won't forget all the time we spent
(yeah, oh-oh-oh-oh)
And yeah it's hard to say goodbye
And now im' sitting here wondering why
That you never call me

Falling in love is like a dart 
you either hit the mark or miss it outright
Will I ego death like quad or will I deflate 
Like I'm brakence either way 
I'll feel like a (deep fake) deep fake of myself
Maybe a la carte & a second dish for the entree ya

I don't want you to fade out
Like it's the next day
I just wanna help
JUST WANNA HELP
Don't you let this be the end
Because I wanna see your face again (see your face again)
Ice filled cracks in your heart will mend
Just know you're not alone in the world 
There is someone you can call a friend
Someone you can call a friend

spotify

in a dark shadow of hope, i guess.

Written by: Phantom Eclipse 
Produced by: Rouz Haunted 
Mixed by: Phantom Eclipse
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork link: https://risibank.fr/media/314781-dark-sombre-emo-edgy-scaramouche-scara

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Kumari]
Did you ever notice
That the end is coming
& there's no way to
Escape it
Make it
Take it
& face it
Cause it's the end of your life

[Verse 1: Kumari]
Otherwise 
You'll never realize 
Your hidden potential inside 
Shadow you're the hero
Of this time line
Called you a joke 
but now they're the punchline
Teeth sinking through in the dark
Bloody streets and shuffled footsteps 
Shadows at the door step
While you concede to your desires
Everyone dies slowly

[Chorus: Kumari]
Did you ever notice
That the end is coming
& there's no way to
Escape it
Make it
Take it
& face it
Cause it's the end of your life

[Outro: The Ghostly Shadow]
Have you finally waken up 
From your dream
Soon you will 
& you'll find out the truth

The End Is Coming (Prod. Rouz Haunted)

The meaning behind my name is "The idea of the Reaper is cool yet scary to me & I live within the shadows of everyone and everything"


I make music about my struggles, frustrations, & Passions
I play video games, watch anime, & Chill with my friends when I'm not making music

@angelsofsorrows l is my close friend and mixes my songs along with my other close friend @joshiguess huge shoutout to them wouldn't be able to pursue music without their help