Slowed songs

new sad playlist

Sad bby playlist

thanks for listening ((:

LYRICS:
Fuck you and your sympathy you never leave me alone
Please stop treating me like a child I’m like 47 in dog years
Why won’t you let me be who I wanna be
It’s like you’ve all trapped me inside a box
All my parents and elders and even some friends that i’ve had

I just want to be me
Not this perfect little boy that you see
I want to write what I want
Not what you believe
I want to write, my own story

So i’ve heard a lot about what everyone thinks I should be
Like what the hell has the world already planned everything out for me
I don’t want to be responsible like you think
I just want to write music and scream all the lyrics that mean a whole lot to me

I just want to be me
Not this preppy little asshole waiting for yr approval
I want to yell all my lyrics in hope that you’ll understand
That i want to be different.

a song for the troubled youth

Little test with my new mic I did a while back. One take.

From The Dining Table - Cover (with rain)

occam's razor

Shinigami - i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares

the last demo before the album is officially released
(artwork done by allyssa van cuyk)

affection

travis scott can't say (slowed and reverb)

Magenta - Single

magenta

This Album is one close to my heart talking about Feelings and Emotions I've been through or am feeling.

This Is For My Girl (feat XANSEII & APOLLYON)

on streaming platforms now... like this one: https://open.spotify.com/album/4yCmN2nKdJ4i0k6rtRyExL?si=qGSsvJLqRSqSK3Ox1nC_nQ

This song is by no means romanticizing school shootings, it’s just something that came out of my head when I was sad about the state of the world and gun violence is the US. If u have bad thoughts, please reach out and get help <3 you are not alone and senseless violence isn’t the answer in these situations. Please stay safe and take care of each other. 

_____

in light of recent events.

lyrics:.
so he wakes up every morning
just as alone as the as the night before
and he walks himself to school
with his backpack and his coat

no one bats an eye 
oh me oh my

and he walks home in the evening
to a house no one would touch
and he stares up at the ceiling
all the voices are too much

that voice he kills
he can't sit still

so he wakes up one bright morning
empty look upon his face
no one wonders in the evening
why he comes home so dreadfully late

he goes to bed
clouds gather in his head

so he goes to school that morning
heavy baggage on his back
pulls out guns with ammunition
oh and he won't be the last

it can't end good
it never would.

it can’t end good

Doing it wrong-Drake (slowed and Reverb)

Kendrick Lamar - LOVE. (slowed + reverb)

u guys have been wanting me to upload my music to something for the longest time, so for now... here u go! can't wait to be in the position to give you guys better quality production.

Friendly Neighborhood Poltergeist

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From The Dining Table - Cover (with rain)

RebeccaJeanne