this break gave me life a year ago, and it gives me life now

came from apple music, on a desperate quest for this guys’ socials, huge fan, i hope you keep making music man, insanely good

03

https://open.spotify.com/album/4BuJ4jRfLoTj9rQ8vi94zk?si=KSnxOYr9T0qwGS16BoSYEQ

lyrics >
talk
it anyway...
stop
tryna control
but with the glass half full, i was staying awake
and i've been running out of options and i needed a taste
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
'cause i don't want you to think i'm like this
'cause somebody wants you
and you never talked to me anyway
didn't you want to?
what i'd do to fucking crash at your place,
sora you don't know the half of it
you gave somethin that i cannot replace
sora you don't know the half of it
(you don't know the half of it)

do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that? (so)

'cause i dont recommend u
look through your camera roll while you're figuring it out (yeah)
so sora, when will you come home?

and i don't want you to think im like this
'cause somebody wants you
you never talked to me anyway
didn't u want to?
what i'd do to fucking crash at ur place,
sora you don't know the half of it
you gave somethin that i cannot replace
sora you don't know the half of it
.
if you read this, i will see you soon in the town below the dancing star.

sora

im all in, catch me when im falling
i feel nauseous every time ur calling
so im sorry if u feel like im ignoring u
it feels like every word u say isnt true

ur in my head yet again
im overwhelmed, why can't it end?
u left me broken stuck with my emotions
all till the end

im all in, catch me when im falling
i feel nauseous every time ur calling
so im sorry if u feel like im ignoring u
it feels like every word u say isnt true

be cautious whenever ur talking to me
on the highway driving in the whip top speed
im flying, took every drug i could see
feel like dying, cause i just wnna be free

i don't even know
i don't even know
wanna move on again
i don't even know

falling
catch me when im falling
catch me when im falling
catch me when im falling
*2

(silly little drop ^^ :D)

nauseous

been away for a little while feels great to be back

lyrics:

baby what I told you
is a lie
and I’m stupid for thinking it was over
surrounded by clovers
soon to fall over
am I a weeping willow
surrounded by trees?
wonder when you’re gonna sit next to me
wonder how you think of all the ways I’ve changed
do you?

and this ain’t the same
body I was in when I met your skin
don’t know why I’m so anxious to win
and I think about this often
am I the fucking worst
attempt at a coverup?
my identity’s equivalent worth
(fuck)
take out the power in me

(its almost like I know what I’m talking about)

baby what I told you
is a lie
you cried when you read my journal
I died when you crossed that hurdle
and you labeled me as stupid and running away from my life
soon enough you’ll get why I’m over it already
it’s not that important to me anymore
I’d rather spend time walking with my friends
or playing the show of my life
maybe I was just too invested in it

baby
what I told you straight up is a lie
you say you’re okay inside
yea well so am I
or at least I hide it well
I live so confided in my shell

and this ain’t the same
body I was in when I met your skin
don’t know why I’m so anxious to win
and I think about this often
am I the fucking worst
attempt at a coverup?
my identity’s equivalent worth
(fuck) 
take out the power in me

Same Body

my anv7 submission w @swazyhq 
and im almost outta time
future isnt looking very bright
it seems like lately
people switch up on a dime
fuck em thats alright by me
let em live their fantasy

i keep running 
i feel like id do better on my own
let me hold on to something
the sun goes down by the time i get home
was it all for nothing 
cuz lately i been feeling nothing at all
no i keep running 
aw forrest gump dont have shit on me at all
look at my fingertips 
they bruised and burned from the cigarettes 
running through my thoughts just dont put them on the internet
i been up all night thinking about us getting intimate 
no i dont wanna die before i see your face again 
demons monsters hating them 
im on fire blaziken 
im not high as i can be i think its time to blaze again
i told you im caged in my mind 
put a date on the line 
i wont make it there in time

fantasy (ft. swazy)

I just wanna clear something up
I’m from a small town in a broken nation
I just wanna clear something up
You’re never gonna change if you don’t make some
You say you’re so afraid, and for what?
If only could make a couple bucks I’d be there
But I play it off
You’ll never see me in the room when I take off

I swear you couldn’t make it up
It’s a policy affair that no one cares about
And I swear I’m done and fed up
And no one’s ever gonna change if we don’t say sumn
Just stay off my back for one year I’m gone
Only worry if I’m wrong
You’re never gonna make it
Running round screaming in your songs
Could be wrong
By your definitions I don’t match your perfect Image
You’re never gonna make it running round screaming bout your affair
I don’t care

I just wanna clear something up
I just wanna
Yeah
(Hi)
I just wanna clear something
I just wanna
(Fuck)


But you’d never know the half of what was there
If you never ask
And you’re goin through the motions as if you don’t care
We know that that’s a lie
Yea you know that that’s a lie
And I know you said it twice
Yea I know you said it twice
Well maybe I’m wrong but you said it enough
Holding the advantage in your clutch
I won’t even mention all your luck
You were only 20 holding down a family on your own
How you’ve grown

By your definitions I don’t match your perfect Image
You’re never gonna make it 
running round screaming bout your affair
I don’t care

I just wanna clear something up

I just wanna clear something up

produced by @gordonsnyder and @patchymate
performed by @abbotwdm, @patchymate, and @ryanleahan

What you know about me
Ain't too true ain't too true
Baby take it if you want it
Can you take it if you want it cause
What you know about me
Ain't too true ain't too true
Baby take it if you want it
Can you take it if you want it cause
I suffocate
I wish I could ignore that
I know I caught feelings for you
I suffocate
I wish I could ignore that
I know I caught
I know I caught

Life of the Party
But I don't like when I party
Without you
Gone in the morning
Was caught in the moment
I wanted more out of us
I made it obvious still found you
Gone in the morning
Was caught in the moment
Life of the Party
But I don't like when I party
Without you
Gone in the morning
Was caught in the moment
I wanted more out of us
I made it obvious still found you
Gone in the morning
Was caught in the moment

What you know about me
Ain't too true ain't too true
Baby take it if you want it
Can you take it if you want it cause
What you know about me
Ain't too true ain't too true
Baby take it if you want it
Can you take it if you want it cause
I suffocate
I wish I could ignore that
I know I caught feelings for you
I suffocate
I wish I could ignore that
I know I caught
I know I caught

Isn't it lovely
Holding the drunk me
Kiss me 'till my lips bleed
Sipping too quick
I'm impatient
Isn't it ugly
Watching the drunk me
Drinking 'till I can't breath
Suffocating then I
So baby fuck going slow
Cause I need you more
Than you'd ever know
So baby fuck going slow
Cause I need you more
Than you'd ever know

Life of the Party

https://open.spotify.com/track/2uX0vVawqKth1VLnGwFAZt?si=8dca1770286242d3

I’m running running round
but I might slow down
the message is received
so tell me do you bleed

do you hear that sound
i know, its growing pretty loud
there’s no guarantee
so tell me what you need
before I go

were getting static
I’d love to believe that
id love to believe that help is coming on our way to us

were getting static
I guess that they hate you
I guess that they hate you

How could you set it
you left burns
fire in the works
two left turns
going in reverse
but its about damn time
how could you set it off
you left burns
fire in the works
two left turns
going in reverse

im running running round
but i might slow down
you gotta carry me
this is not time to breath

do you hear that sound
its coming from the clouds
there’s nowhere to hide
so tell me what you need
before we go

no need to panic
im coming to save you
im coming to take you to a place where we could take a stand

no need to panic
they don’t really hate you
they don’t really hate you

delaware

written and produced by me and @starsbeforesunrise
mastered by cherry

cherry:
empty
like the pit of my stomach
it left me
feeling cold and unwanted 
like the rainfall
i fall down down down
like a trust fall
will i hit the ground

dani:
if i wasnt dead you could have my heart
all i ever do is play a part
i dont wanna feel anymore
its tearing me apart, its tearing me apart
im gonna break before i bend
the best i can do is play pretend
im all alone once again
im back to the start, im back to the start

playpretend w/ starsbeforesunrise

Out now on streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/simonm/settle

"you will never get what you want"
Originally recorded in 2021

delaware

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