prod by @deadyami

w/ pwnd

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/44nIhegzZLQSoC5buGanGh?si=fb18ebd3a9134411

@akira3ksucks

I know it's hard for me to give a single fuck 
When I wake up I'm always thinking bout' us
Taking tablets knowing that I'll end up in a rush
But if you call me back I will be singing about us
I was sober until I met this girl 
She told me run the way I'd fuck up your world
But I'm stupid I like watching my life burn
But that's what I get and why it still hurts
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know you would just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
And that's why I still pick up you're calls

@redizesux

I'm left on read again
I'm still seeing red I guess, but just know
I'm still mad about it I can't help from shouting
About all the bullshit that you wrote
How could I forget about you said 
I'm feeling left for dead 
Yeah I hope you know
Yeah I hope you know, yeah I hope you know
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know that you'd just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
That's why I still pick up you're calls

care abt us

care abt us w/pwnd [+ deadyami]

(soundcloud exclusive)

lyrics:
it all comes crashing down
like who would have thought that it'd all come crashing down
i did, i knew it would all come crashing down
but now i feel like im a corpse
left all my bags at the door
maybe we'll cross paths on tour

road kill, leave me dead
ladybug, on my chest
take a pic, strike a pose
when im at my lowest i want you the most
my flesh, is your canvas
hate to say you used me for my cannabis
you're too high, im too drunk
it, it, it,

it all comes crashing down
like who would have thought that it'd all come crashing down
i did, i knew it would all come crashing down
but now i feel like im a corpse
left all my bags at the door
maybe we'll cross paths on tour

(prod. by JessieRosse)

crashing down

and i swear i just forgot you too
prod me

I've always wondered
How you look just like an angel
I guess it's not too late
For me to say
That I wish you were dead
Because you're back in my head

You love the rain
And so do I
I've given you a present
So don't be shy
And it's getting pretty late
And our time is running out

So I'll send you one more message
And say goodbye
To you

I just got you out of my head
And now it's coming back
Even though you just left
And it's out of my control
And now you're out of my reach
And I wish that we could've been
And that I wasn't so unseen

a love letter for you

everything by me
ft: @homesick2005

i dont wanna waste ur time
but u think that im ugly
and im a waste of time
so dont waste ur life
bc the girl ur waiting on will never arrive
how many times will you lie again
and ill lie awake
is it all in my head
i don't wanna pretend
why do u think its fine
when we're never alright
fill my head with ur lies
and leave me out to die

hate the way uu speak but ur always on my mind
hate the way i cry i feel like ill go blind
and all the words u say girl youve never been so kind
and you always act like ur just such a ray of sunshine
n now ur telling me i whine
girl ill never be fine cuz i wasted all that time for you
and now we're done and we are through

i hope that ur fine and that u've been okay since we've been gone from each other
i saw u on ur phone
yet u left me on delivered
why dont u go
and leave me alone

waste away w/ homesick2005

https://open.spotify.com/track/1NCucKNiA95f9yxt28FqpH?si=90441ae34bbe46b5
prod. deathsuppressant
lyrics:

you hate me
i dont know why
ive asked you like 1000 times
i just dont wanna be despised
and attacked for the things i like </3

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again 
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody hits my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

i really miss your touch
is it love or lust?
every time my name is brought up you have a fuss
you tell your friends im dumb
when you see me you throw up
and i dont know how that is
cause we used to be in love!

like what the fuck did i do?
you said you love me 
thats a fluke
your a batshit crazy bitch
what the fuck did i get into?

no friends i need some buddies
when you notice me
i feel lucky

i just want a simple hi.
talk one time then say goodbye
i just want another life
dont bother me when im with my knife

cut ,cut, cut

i feel like im not enough.

i know you wanna spill my blood :/

so do it slowly

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody hits my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

why arent i happy happy? (p. deathsuppressant)

prod me

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7vHdg7qWSBJekaV1Bite3K?si=vPJTCMGMTkyVvQ2UOaeXLA

Hey, I'm sorry
About what I said that night
I couldn’t stop you from running 
At your party
We might get some closure now
So can we just get to talking

I tried to get you back 
I'm drowning in your green text
And I'm just so upset

party foul

kinda old song but i wnated to get it out
prod me

holding
onto
ur neck
i choke
whats the point in letting go
u have nothing to live for

im so
sick of
ur fucking lies
hold ur throat against my knife
may u not scream or fucking cry

echoed screams from ur grave
bounce thru the hallway
nothing but dismay
calling, im falling ur way

twisted laughter
im a psychiatric threat
ill cut ur body into pieces
and make sure that ur not dead

letting go

https://open.spotify.com/album/7GyNh8QaHhZ2DohWW93nor?si=O-WwjX3cTFaKbsYIgGkrQg

grey skies, rainy day
my thoughts disarray 
i tried to talk today
but i suck face to face

shes nobody to me
but i still scare my words away
tell me why i cant just speak
its all embarrissing 

grey skies, rainy day
my thoughts disarray 
i tried to talk today
but i suck face to face

shes nobody to me
even then id still freeze
i missed out on developing
will socializing even make me feel complete

i tried to talk today 
had so much things to say
fear just gets in my way
at this age i know im not okay

i cant please everyone like a hero 
id rather stay silent just like a weirdo
my input is valueless zero
wish i could sing my thoughts away like mio

i tried to talk today (prod bloodsekai)

ill stop spamming this preset i need to get my others from my old computer

its 6 o clock and im trying to stay up
gotta catch the bus to school man this really sucks
i hate talking to people cause theyre always super rude
so i stay by myself and im always mute

im at lunch and i just wanna eat
a group of guys came up to me
can you record a video
i said sure then they gave me the phone
i was already in a bad mood
then they grabbed the phone and recorded me too
they laughed at me and said look at you
and i sat there and cried i didn't know what to do



everyday i suck up the pain
but i just want it to end so ill find a way
when will it all get better? it feels like never
when will it all get better?
its so much pressure


im finally home and i run to my room
my mom bursts on inside and says whats wrong with you
she said ever since the year started ive been rude
but im scared of telling her what ive been going through

everybodys mad at me
i live in pure misery
i get a message from a friend
its the same video again
my heads in the pillow while i cry
why cant i just fucking die
i look around for old bed sheets
so no one will find my dead body

everyday i suck up the pain
but i just want it to end so ill find a way
when will it all get better? it feels like never
when will it all get better?
its so much pressure




































when will it all get better?

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care abt us w/pwnd [+ deadyami]

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