prod by @deadyami

w/ pwnd

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/44nIhegzZLQSoC5buGanGh?si=fb18ebd3a9134411

@akira3ksucks

I know it's hard for me to give a single fuck 
When I wake up I'm always thinking bout' us
Taking tablets knowing that I'll end up in a rush
But if you call me back I will be singing about us
I was sober until I met this girl 
She told me run the way I'd fuck up your world
But I'm stupid I like watching my life burn
But that's what I get and why it still hurts
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know you would just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
And that's why I still pick up you're calls

@redizesux

I'm left on read again
I'm still seeing red I guess, but just know
I'm still mad about it I can't help from shouting
About all the bullshit that you wrote
How could I forget about you said 
I'm feeling left for dead 
Yeah I hope you know
Yeah I hope you know, yeah I hope you know
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know that you'd just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
That's why I still pick up you're calls

care abt us w/pwnd [+ deadyami]

ft @lovecupid1
deleted @yukisasayaki song
dm cnaw discord for takedown
why did it blew up after 2 months

=== lyrics ===
[yuki]
i walk in, everybody laughing
blood on my wrist, i knew this would happen
don't even tell me that you care a single bit
cuz i know you're a liar and stupid fucking bitch
avoiding every gym class, just to hide my slits
yeah it's getting way too much, i just wanna call it quits
but you're sitting here beside me
i need you to like you give two shits
so stay another day
cause i love you girl to bits

[lovecupid]
i think that I like you a lot
i'm so plugged up on my phone
all i do is think about you
i don't know what to do
constantly
on my mind, think about you all the time
i just wanna talk to you, i dont know what to do
that's all on my wrist, talking here in this class
so you're talking to a different guy, why would you do that?
you said I'm the only one, why would you do that?
i think i'm obsessed with you, i think that's all I can do

[yuki]
i walk in, everybody laughing
blood on my wrist, i knew this would happen
don't even tell me that you care a single bit
cuz i know you're a liar and stupid fucking bitch
i walk in, everybody laughing
blood on my wrist, i knew this would happen
don't even tell me that you care a single bit
cuz i know you're a liar and stupid fucking bitch
avoiding every gym class, just to hide my slits
yeah it's getting way too much, i just wanna call it quits
but you're sitting here beside me
i need you to like you give two shits
so stay another day
cause i love you girl to bits

call it quits

prod @bloodsekai

everything haunting me
screams so loud i cant think
could feel your stares
i cant breath
minus me im worth nothing
take me what will change
im just orbiting 
i wont face what waits
running's been working

your words drain my soul
i am being pulled
to a life thats dull
i just want to sulk

ahhrrahhaaha

please let me be
(they're told me leave they told me bleed)
my brain hates me
(but idk but idk)

everything haunting me

everything by me
ft: @homesick2005

i dont wanna waste ur time
but u think that im ugly
and im a waste of time
so dont waste ur life
bc the girl ur waiting on will never arrive
how many times will you lie again
and ill lie awake
is it all in my head
i don't wanna pretend
why do u think its fine
when we're never alright
fill my head with ur lies
and leave me out to die

hate the way uu speak but ur always on my mind
hate the way i cry i feel like ill go blind
and all the words u say girl youve never been so kind
and you always act like ur just such a ray of sunshine
n now ur telling me i whine
girl ill never be fine cuz i wasted all that time for you
and now we're done and we are through

i hope that ur fine and that u've been okay since we've been gone from each other
i saw u on ur phone
yet u left me on delivered
why dont u go
and leave me alone

waste away w/ homesick2005

https://open.spotify.com/track/1NCucKNiA95f9yxt28FqpH?si=90441ae34bbe46b5
prod. deathsuppressant
lyrics:

you hate me
i dont know why
ive asked you like 1000 times
i just dont wanna be despised
and attacked for the things i like </3

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again 
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody hits my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

i really miss your touch
is it love or lust?
every time my name is brought up you have a fuss
you tell your friends im dumb
when you see me you throw up
and i dont know how that is
cause we used to be in love!

like what the fuck did i do?
you said you love me 
thats a fluke
your a batshit crazy bitch
what the fuck did i get into?

no friends i need some buddies
when you notice me
i feel lucky

i just want a simple hi.
talk one time then say goodbye
i just want another life
dont bother me when im with my knife

cut ,cut, cut

i feel like im not enough.

i know you wanna spill my blood :/

so do it slowly

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody hits my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

why arent i happy happy? (p. deathsuppressant)

prod me

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7wbR0GUy87PX2ujRKdFAWk?si=Oac_OlLBSMuAQ4XueFJF4g

heres some things that i hate about myself
like my name but some others find it tuff though
wish my mom just had us go find help
cause she said that she’s never letting us go
i never know what day it is
when i smile its meaningless
empty bottles and promises
kinda corny just deal with it

brown eyes black hair
they never said lifes fair
one leaves one cares 
now they're tryna get me outta here
I always go for the pretty girls
but bring them into my shitty world

an invite to nothing at all

prod me

Hey, I'm sorry
About what I said that night
I couldn’t stop you from running 
At your party
We might get some closure now
So can we just get to talking

I tried to get you back 
I'm drowning in your green text
And I'm just so upset

Party Foul

party foul

im sick :cc

https://open.spotify.com/album/5EI5taQXFBtcKzxZrQr8zu?si=2C3UHf52SqGiL6j0AXVSPw

@bloodsekai

it all went bad 
its not like im sad
ur probably mad
ur better off glad
my words meant less
cant say no or yes
hope ur not hurt
i knew this wouldnt work

my love isnt eternal barely lasted a month
u had me for forever but that wasn't enough
i tried to hold on hold on for so long
i tried to be honest but it felt wrong
i hung on to lust 
but u just wanted love
each day always felt the same
u'd bore me it was so lame
unless i spoke no words were said
trust me i drowned in that silence
i felt guilt when i left
ur too much for my tolerance
im glad i came to my sense
"when will you find love?" idk when
its not something i think i can
i always know how things will end

it all went bad Prod bloodsekai

happy halloween rockers

prod me

Spotify: https://spotify.link/4vprXxd5NXb

w/ piggybank112

@redizesux

I couldn't wait for ya
On halloween cuz I was left on seen
You left me with just tricks no treats
And dirty kisses that'll rot my teeth
Honestly you should've just od'd
Would've made my night just oh so sweet

But I'm getting really tired of 
Being left alone yeah I feel so lame
And you're to blame
You're the fucking one
 to blame

@piggybank112

Your cherry chapstick
Was about to touch my lips
Halloween baby
No more time my mom says come home
And don’t be late
And i tried to stay long 
Before are Halloween date
We got out of the car
You took of going so far
Going around the town
I couldn’t see you in the dark

stood up on halloween

stood up on halloween w/piggybank112

Solo Town (prod. billionstars)

instrumental: @bloodsekai
vocalists: @bloodsekai + @vedbend + @/yukisasayaki

halloween inspired song from last month, please enjoy to your desire. (sorry for the lack of uploads, i've been making too much music and not finishing any of it...)

--- lyrics: ---

i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

was it always this difficult to think?
what's different now, is it me or the mirror?
i imagine the greys and blacks within
turned me into a freak, a monster that just cries and weeps

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now

(i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

+ layered with vedbends part)

i try to run away
i couldn't move at any pace
as tears fall down my face
my teeth are falling out
i guess i'll drown inside my doubts
i always cry and pout 

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

carve out my eyeballs treat me like a pumpkin
rip my guts out baby i feel nothing
u wanna put me on display i guess thats something
i'm a puppet baby put me on your strings
ur always in my head like the axe in my skull
but u always want me dead i'm so fucking tired
baby pass the pliers
i'll dismember my body n ill put it onto wires

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?