xowillow cover + @bloodsekai

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0RHM2lVQmkyg1CThPz8jMI?si=7ugw5TuNQ_GjQUi74W4cqQ

Im feeling super out of it
Next to you my heart starts to flip
Im super lame
Cant entertain
And when I try and talk to you
I always end up looking rude
I dont know why
I fail every time

I took some tips from guys online
Put on some lipstick then I'll find
A girl like you
You are so cool
Youre super punk
I super suck
You sucker punch my fucking guts
I cant be fine
I'm out of line

Dont wait for me
Delete your discord
Don't wait for me
I'm already gone

loser cover

prod by me.
cover art by me.

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/18Wj6ONTw9q0XFIOS0jweB?si=75d9f83c2b1f4427


I think she wants me dead
4x

I'll go talk to no one 
Maybe she'll like me better 
She tells me to move on 
with her blood stained sweater

It's my fault I don't know what I did
I fucked up, no I won't do this again
I'll take another hit until my eyes turn red
She says I'm full of shit I think she wants me dead


I think she wants me dead
4x

I'll go talk to no one 
Maybe she'll like me better 
She tells me to move on 
with her blood stained sweater

I think she wants me dead
4x

I think she wants me dead

we made this like 2 months ago 

prod by. @deadyami

w/ @akira3ksucks

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/44nIhegzZLQSoC5buGanGh?si=fb18ebd3a9134411

pwnd/
I know it's hard for me to give a single fuck 
When I wake up I'm always thinking bout' us
Taking tablets knowing that I'll end up in a rush
But if you call me back I will be singing about us
I was sober until I met this girl 
She told me run the way I'd fuck up your world
But I'm stupid I like watching my life burn
But that's what I get and why it still hurts
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know you would just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
And that's why I still pick up you're calls

redize/
I'm left on read again
I'm still seeing red I guess, but just know
I'm still mad about it I can't help from shouting
About all the bullshit that you wrote
How could I forget about you said 
I'm feeling left for dead 
Yeah I hope you know
Yeah I hope you know, yeah I hope you know
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know that you'd just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
That's why I still pick up you're calls

Care abt us

Care abt us w/pwnd [+ deadyami]

im getting famous
see me on the tv 
they L O V E 
they all wanna meet me 
but i dont really care 
life still isnt fair
4 shots down i dont have to be aware 
(x2)

pretty scene 
you can see 
will that make you wanna hang with me 
uh ohh
i really like her style i wanna cut my throat 
(x2)

famous prod zakuro

prod by me.
w/ @lovecupid1

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2HCxMW9gQq31XiYK97ueUt?si=4HujxzUSQ3CcG7xbCJgCUA

this song is abt my friend alex and his shty relationship <3

*they broke up lfg! </3

redize/
You say you love me but I can't really take any more
I come on over, then we fight, what are we fighting for?
You thought I wouldn’t notice all your post on twitter 
Now you got me feeling bitter
Threw me out like I’m some litter 

All my friends hate you
And now I know why
they try to talk me out of it
But I cant snap out of it
You’ll slit you’re wrist 
And then go tell me that’s it’s my fault
I couldn’t wait for you to leave 
I guess that’s my flaw 

cupid/
You told me unfollow all my friends
Well let’s just play pretend
It’s my fault 
It’s my fault 
Does that makes sense to you ?
Then you said you hate me 
Like what did i do
You always have them cuts all on your wrist then i say
How does it feel to make your bf turn pale in the face
Then you said you wanna leave
Why do you just wanna leave
Just tell me why do you want to leave

Love of sorts w/lovecupid

adult films w/ humanendeavour

prod me

@humanendeavour

i want you forever
is it too early to say that now cause
love like this dont wait i wont back down
you could be my heather
the calm in the chaos
be my solid ground
when the world
is spinning
your my only sound

@odihu

please let this last forever
im really broken down by this ugly weather
but your love always lets me breathe
im struck with love inside ur touch
youre really good at making me blush
pouring out your love into a cup
your words hit me just like a truck
so why is life happier by ur side
my days are bright even during the night
im full of dopamine like i just hit a strike
without you theres no purpose youre keeping me alive

forever w/ odihu

@bloodsekai

hi my name is riamu yumemi and i am 7 apples tall, apple emoji 🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎

--- lyrics: ---

when i wake up
i get a call
oh who is it?
it's just my mom
i wanted it to just be you
i wanted it to just be you

to just be you
to just be you

tomorrow starts
i'm feeling blue
do i have plans?
well yeah, i do
you couldn't come
that afternoon
you should've come
that afternoon

can you reach out
and call me soon?
did you forget
or did you move?
i really wanna see u dude
cuz i'm so scared and so confused

can you reach out
and call me soon?
did you forget
or did you move?
i really wanna see u dude
i feel betrayed, so sad and blue

when i wake up
i get a call
oh who is it?
it's just my mom
i wanted it to just be you
i wanted it to just be you

to just be you
to just be you

bloodsekai - but you should be here too...

prod me
yes i cooked
Our love story
Could be kinda gory
Far from boring
We'd meet at a post-apocalypse
Yeah, I'd be slowly walking
In a group stalking
You, you'd be the only man alive
That I could not resist
Then all of your friends
They'd try to kill us
But only because
They'd be jealous
That our love is deeper than
Edward and Bella's
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, oh
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
'Cause I want ya
You'd be hiding in
A second floor apartment
Knocking all the stairs down to save your life
From the undead
Double-barrel shotgun
Taking out the slow ones
Then you'd see the passion burning in my eye
And I'd keep my head
Then all of your friends
They'd try to kill us
But only because
They'd be jealous
That our love is deeper than
Edward and Bella's
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, oh
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
'Cause I want ya
And I'd try not to bite and infect you
Because I'd respect you too much
Yeah, that's why I'd wait until we got married
Oh, and our happiest days would be spent
Picking off all your friends
And they'd see a love this deep won't stay buried
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, oh
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
'Cause I want ya

The Zombie Song w/vivisection

prod by. me

Please don't go and tell
No one about this
There's not much to me at all
So can you stop the pressing

Cause it all comes down to what you really are
And you're really just a snitch
Just a snitch

Snitch

Produced by Mark Xenophontos 

Lyrics by Mark Xenophontos 

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We're going home to Zhoon-jee-eye
Zhoon-jee-eye, Zhoon-jee-eye
Racing through the memories as the skyline fades away
We're going home to Zhoon-jee-eye
Early in the morning
Where the sun cuts through the grey

'Cause I'm waiting, waiting
But it's hard though, so hard
Miles stretch out like open wounds
Far from the love
You must fight for
In empty hotel rooms

'Cause I'm standing, standing tall
Never falling, never fall
With you by my side I'm soaring
When the world goes cold
Yeah, I'm gripping what is real now
Breaking every doubt I've known
With you by my side I'm soaring
Finally coming home

Go to the park by the lake
Where we carved our names in stone
Watch out for the memories
That pull us back in time
But we already got superpowers
Stronger than the fear inside
To places we've never known
You're the reason I'm alive

'Cause I'm holding, holding on
And it's worth it, so worth it
Every mile that tears us apart
Close to the love
I would die for
You're the beat inside my heart

'Cause I'm standing, standing tall
Never falling, never fall
With you by my side I'm soaring
When the world goes cold
Yeah, I'm gripping what is real now
Breaking every doubt I've known
With you by my side I'm soaring
Finally coming home

You showed me love when I was hollow
You showed me rest when I was wired
You gave me something I can hold onto
When I was barely breathing
And brought out my best
Gave me a reason for living

I will never forget you, Zhoon-jee-eye
These streets remember why

My heart is yours, forever yours
Just take it, just take it
And never let it go
Never let it go, no
'Cause I'm standing, never falling
With you by my side I'm soaring
Through the distance and the doubt
Yeah, I'm standing, always standing
You're what living's all about

This is home! Zhoon-jee-eye!
This is home! Zhoon-jee-eye!

We're going home to Zhoon-jee-eye
We're going home to Zhoon-jee-eye
Never let it go
Early in the morning

Jundiaí

rock and roller on the interwebss.

I prod most my stuff.