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Working on my own songs right now so here's this for now

❤️ OR SOMETHING idk :/

Painfully Sober (with Teenage Disaster)

Booze Hounds Ft. HKFiftyOne (Teenage Disaster Cover) Prod. BMTJ

september

teeth (you)

MASK (FEAT. BLCKK)

https://open.spotify.com/album/7jsLbJhaBDuL6nJIO47x4j#login%3Fflow_id=a6de5c8a-3b42-4e66-baf8-ed0e31fe3850%3A1680259362 where i got from

Collapsing

NEET and DethTech - Collapsing

cant look at you
rotting dead body tissue
can you feel anything?
stupid cant even talk right
making a fool of myself one more time
i want to kill my mind
try to end my life not the first time

so useless i might aswell be dead
never gonna leave my fucking bed
i'm worthless feeling so jaded 
waiting for my pain to come to an end

were falling in
skeleton bodies
sitting here just bleeding out slowly
giving in to the pain i suffer
would rather die than find another

so useless i might aswell be dead
never gonna leave my fucking bed
i'm worthless feeling so jaded 
waiting for my pain to come to an end

carve out my fucking flesh
you make me feel like death
you did this to me
its all your fault

so useless i might aswell be dead
never gonna leave my fucking bed
i'm worthless feeling so jaded 
waiting for my pain to come to an end

might aswell be dead

and i cant take this shit no more
my blood spills out all on the floor
you promised everything to me
but all you did was ruin me

you have lips like razor blades
your words cut through my fucking veins
kiss my neck and bring me pain
my love was always in vain

darling take me back to before
i cant even look at your face anymore
darling i'm losing my mind
you make me want to fucking die

i've had enough of you
nothing you said was true
ran off to some fucking guy
the moment we were through
and i cant take this shit
hope you find someone who loves it

don't go don't go
darling youre all i know
please go please go
you make me feel so alone
don't go don't go
darling youre all i know
please go please go
better off with no home

darling take me back to before
i cant even look at your face anymore
darling i'm losing my mind
you make me want to fucking die

im just ur problem

(he is cloaked to me
the voices give me nothing)

losing myself for you was my one mistake
delusions dragging me down, cant bury my fate
leaving everything behind 
you'll never see my face again

this is the fucking end 

take my hand and run away we'll end our lives tonight
death in each others arms sounds like bliss by your side
when i'm with you everything hurts so much fucking more
as our blood drips down on us we fade to nothingness

i love when you enjoy my pain
fucking slash my wrists for you baby
bleeding out, its beautiful
that you don't care about me at all
don't change for me now darling
my disease is my love for you
no drugs could help me get through

take my hand and run away we'll end our lives tonight
death in each others arms sounds like bliss by your side
when i'm with you everything hurts so much fucking more
as our blood drips down on us we fade to nothingness

dying 4 ur luv

first song of 2024, enjoy :)

ps. sleez aint over >;)

luvsick ft thxsomch (prod re6ce + noah terefe)

brown eyes*

featuring @dethtech

i won't see angels when i die
let it happen, let me lie here
i'm done trying to be like you
keep pretending like you didn't steal my heart
you'll take all i have and take all my memories

these blood stained eyes can't see your face
i can't stop the blood

when i'm dead ill write to you in dreams
roses dying, light the cigarette, i'm a bloody mess
i should've known our love would end in tragedy
i watch the tears fall from your eyes, i'm so heartless

buried deep beneath your skin
lies the hurt that broke you
clawing from within
god knows the height i've left to fall
all i can see is you've gone cold

when i'm dead ill write to you in dreams
roses dying, light the cigarette, i'm a bloody mess
i should've known our love would end in tragedy
i watch the tears fall from your eyes, i'm so heartless

i can't sleep when im with you
she had the wings of an angel
but that girl was a devil in disguise
i saw her wings were broken
so she just stood there as i died

i wont see angels when i die, they'll laugh as i fall

i wont see angels when i die, they'll laugh as i fall ft. DethTech

is suicide too much?

Staring at the ground
just thinking to myself
I wanna talk to you
but you're looking at someone else

My head is full of smoke
it's getting hard to see
You're so far away
you're so out of reach

I don't know what to say
I don't know what to do
wish I knew how to be
wish I was more like you
you float right through the air
and I can't keep my cool
wish I could run away
wish I was more like you

someone else

stop listening to this shit cover and go listen to my actual music PLEASE

miss america-jaydes (cover)

new version of my first cover
also mic broke :(

hysteric-jaydes (RE-cover)

I feel like a loser you hear me say
I know you also feel this way
I need you more than words can express
You’re a product of my depressed

(Prechorus)
So wont you be my girl
Me and you against the world
so please be by my side
holding hands swinging side to side

(Chorus)
Schizophrenia girlfriend
Schizophrenia girlfriend 

You mean so much to me
Even though you’re a fantasy
I wish you were really here

no one else to ruin our day
you and i can waste away
I need you more than words can express
You’re a product of my depressed

(Prechorus)
So wont you be my girl
Me and you against the world
so please be by my side
holding hands swinging side to side

(Chorus)
Schizophrenia girlfriend
Schizophrenia girlfriend 
When will it end?
This delusion in my head

You mean so much to me
Even though you’re a fantasy
I wish you were really here

Schizophrenia Girlfriend

we made this like 2 months ago 

prod by. @deadyami

w/ @akira3ksucks

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/44nIhegzZLQSoC5buGanGh?si=fb18ebd3a9134411

pwnd/
I know it's hard for me to give a single fuck 
When I wake up I'm always thinking bout' us
Taking tablets knowing that I'll end up in a rush
But if you call me back I will be singing about us
I was sober until I met this girl 
She told me run the way I'd fuck up your world
But I'm stupid I like watching my life burn
But that's what I get and why it still hurts
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know you would just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
And that's why I still pick up you're calls

redize/
I'm left on read again
I'm still seeing red I guess, but just know
I'm still mad about it I can't help from shouting
About all the bullshit that you wrote
How could I forget about you said 
I'm feeling left for dead 
Yeah I hope you know
Yeah I hope you know, yeah I hope you know
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know that you'd just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
That's why I still pick up you're calls

Care abt us w/pwnd [+ deadyami]

redize