produced+mixed by @bloodsekai
https://open.spotify.com/album/7FwG0qlX90gXE9PXVjjk4R?si=ZYw0mlMDTG-KVdLK5qyE5w

lyrics

shawty so bad w the cuts on her wrist
i tried so hard but i cant fit in
i hate ur guts but i wont admit it
i wont admit it

i wna kms everyday
sick n fucking tired of the pain
suicidal thoughts every single day
yeah i feel so fucking crazy

ima loser i only got 3 friendz 
your voice repeats in my head
ik that im stuck in the pastt 
for you i wont relapseee

 shawty so bad w the cuts on her wrist
i tried so hard but i cant fit in
i hate ur guts but i wont admit it
i wont admit it

my phone dont get no calls
hate myself and your the causeee
looking like a fag with my clawsss
your the 1 ill 4ever wanttt
if i die your the 1 id haunttt x2
all you do is taunt x2

i wna kms everyday
sick n fucking tired of the pain
suicidal thoughts every single day
yeah i feel so fucking crazy 
shawty so bad w the cuts on her wrist
i tried so hard but i cant fit in
i hate ur guts but i wont admit it
i wont admit it

haunt (p. bloodsekai)

very wifi skel inspired rip

prod by. me

Everytime I see youre eyes
I know that I will be alright
We will both get through this night
If I know that you're by my side
Alexis I'll make your dreams come true
Call me crazy but I know what I must do

We'll get better I hope you know 
We can change the weather if it snows
Cause are souls are tethered I won't let go
I won't let go
I won't let go
I won't let go

Everytime I see youre eyes
I know that I will be alright
We will both get through this night
If I know that you're by my side
Alexis I'll make your dreams come true
Call me crazy but I know what I must do

Alexis

i saw you at the store 
staring at the floor
i really wanted to talk to you

ur looking really bored
arms hanging like a cord
how could i brighten up ur mood?

i really wish i wasnt such an awkward idiot
wanna tell u a sentence but i cannot finish it
being in conversations just makes me the dizziest
i dont know how to respond im such an embarrassment


words are choking 
i ruined the vibe
i should start smoking to ease my mind
i wanna run back home and forget it all
but im stuck in this hell hole all day long

my lifes a sad story
i got no one to hold me
i suffer by my lonely
i think im dying slowly

throwing up my insides i really wanna die
when is it my time








 




awkward idiot

@bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/51ZjJcupHpaKxT2Oib82Q5?si=9d15a65a50364a84

so many failures and more to come
my future is so crushed
im turning into crumbs
i swear im just too dumb
affection i want sum
but i'll never get nun
can't even love myself
im trapped in my own hell
im too young to be true
i wanna feel sum new
they tell me then go do
but i dont have any clue
in my room im so glued
wish i could hit undo
always knew i was doomed
need somewhere to run to

im looking all over
to keep my composure
i need dopamine
i need sum exposure
i really want closure
life sucks as a loner
too bad im afraid of
tryna approach her

hit undo Prod bloodsekai

basically the past month of my life as a song

take my life and rewind
it haunts me every time 
cus everybody knows
that i wanna fucking die
put ur arms around my body
and tell me that u love me
cus u dont want me to die
uve seen the cuts all on my body
.
take medicine to help me with my sickness
but nothin ever works thats why i gotta slit my wrists up
and ill take hallucinogenics
so my days just go by quicker
but i end up needin more cus im jus gettin even sicker

my life demo

instrumental: @bloodsekai & @odihu
featuring: @odihu (1st / chorus)

yes, it's the ksi song. shout-out shortstumpyengine for the inspiration/composition.

--- lyrics: ---

i've gotten so lost
i'm left inside the cold
nobody but me and myself, i'm alone
scars on my body that i will not show
there's no way to cope, guess i'll just grab the rope

woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes
woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes

loosen up ur neck
it looks like u might snap
looks like u might have a crush
well that might be too bad
i wanna make u sad
i'll ruin what u have
ur sobbing, well i'm glad
declaw u like a cat

i love the thrill of it
get a bloody nose
despair thru ur bones
ts feels like coke
spreading all the grief, time to put on a show 
sadness goes around as they cry out their woes 

i have no remorse
miss evil of course
so give me a tour
before the scythe hits ur door

i've gotten so lost
i'm left inside the cold
nobody but me and myself i'm alone
scars on my body that i will not show
there's no way to cope, guess i'll just grab the rope

woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes
woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes

thick of it thomas ksi remix

this is how the story goes (ft. odihu)

@bloodsekai

hi my name is riamu yumemi and i am 7 apples tall, apple emoji 🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎

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when i wake up
i get a call
oh who is it?
it's just my mom
i wanted it to just be you
i wanted it to just be you

to just be you
to just be you

tomorrow starts
i'm feeling blue
do i have plans?
well yeah, i do
you couldn't come
that afternoon
you should've come
that afternoon

can you reach out
and call me soon?
did you forget
or did you move?
i really wanna see u dude
cuz i'm so scared and so confused

can you reach out
and call me soon?
did you forget
or did you move?
i really wanna see u dude
i feel betrayed, so sad and blue

when i wake up
i get a call
oh who is it?
it's just my mom
i wanted it to just be you
i wanted it to just be you

to just be you
to just be you

bloodsekai - but you should be here too...

(odihu)
scars on my wrist as a beg for help 
im throwing my notes in a wishing well
hope that i die and i go to hell
i know i deserve it who am i to tell

take the life in me away
kill me now cut off my days

(yuki)
rlly in a bad mood
shoot my face
stuck inside dis classroom
im a disgrace
promised that id @ u n we can play
but im jus havin a rlly shitty day

scars on my wrist
heart's a constant abyss
no dopamine
no signs of bliss
no hand to hold no lips to kiss
im so deprived of everythin
x2

throwing my notes in a wishing well w yuki


wagh i luvv u

she so special 2 me  i wanna kiss her
iswear uuuu so swag, damn im that nigga
iwish i cld call u mine yea thats my issue
stare at yr face time 2 time iluv ur pictures
aye girlll yoo woof u so silly
straight uppp,, yea come fuk wit me
posed up, u so bad im fuckkin tripping
phone die n im stressed bc sheee missing

And i hope one day maybe youll b outside my headphones
grab u close nn never let go. shawty u so fuckin special
i dont ever want u goin
nowhere but 2 come hold me n give me pets girl
shawty u so fuckign special
i swear u so fuckign special

SUMTIMES IM FUCKKIN DEAD
IDONT KNOW THERES THESE THOUGHTS UP IN MY HEAD
IT DEPENDS IM STILL LOST UP IN MY DEBTS
U ALL I EVER WANTED AND I CANNOT QUIT
GIRL NOO I CANT EVER FUKKIN QUIT
I GOT CUTS AS MANY DIAMONDS ON MY WRISTS
I WANNA DIE BUT WITH U GIRL I CAN PERSIST
ID FUCKIN DIE 2 GIVE U LIKE ONE REAL KISS
ONE REAL KISSSS

		  

uu so special shawty !!! x_x

based off of higurashi


coming to ur house
i wanna hang out
but secretly im gonna blow ur fuckin brains out
i said i brought u lunch but i really brought a gun
now its time to have fun and im out for ur blood
silencing ur little screams
im aiming right at ur teeth
going down 
blood on the ground


cupid didnt send his lyrics

now its time to have fun

prod by. me

Please don't go and tell
No one about this
There's not much to me at all
So can you stop the pressing

Cause it all comes down to what you really are
And you're really just a snitch
Just a snitch

Snitch

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I prod most my stuff.

Snitch

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