I know I talk a lot
But I still try not to bother
If it was her choice She would end it all (I know it)
Don't know if I'd try to even stop her

Where is it at
What is my head thinking of
do what I have to
Call me selfish all u want
How about instead
next time we talk U just shut up
And hear whats said
and maybe ill get my point acrooooss

Bother

production by me, extra vocals done by @elliemillss
drums ib toe+squarepusher

this summer
i want nothing to do with u
this summer
i want nothing to do with u

i broke my promise
once again

this summer (i broke my promise)
i want nothing to do with u
this summer (i broke my promise)
i want nothing to do with u

i broke my promise i broke my promise

Broke my promise

production by me

sometimes i wish i was someone else
but after all, whats the fun in that
i know i lost my patience last week
but after all, i know you love me back
but after all, whats the fun in that

i wonder how it couldve been
if i had left myself alone for one more night
theres so many things i shouldve said
im leaving myself in the past, ill leave her dead

i cant keep things to myself
because after all, whats the fun in that
and i cant lie sometimes, i want to fall in love
i get so worried that u might not love me back

i wonder how it couldve been
if i had left myself alone for one more night
theres so many things i shouldve said
im leaving myself in the past, ill leave her dead

Learning to love solitude

ft @trustt 
prod @xaev

lyrics/
@lynyou
lost my fucking mind 
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind
think i lost my fucking mind 
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind

what more do u want from me
every step i take theyre still haunting me
i been screaming in the dark i let it swallow me
i ran so far away from my past its still part of me
im carrying this weight on my back
if theres a way out baby tell me where its at yea
im carrying this weight on my back
i take 1 more step and its fading to black

@trustt
tell me what you want, i got 4 of it
girl don't tell me lies, i'm so full of it
bitch i see the goal, ya i'm scoring it
when i see your name, im ignoring it
cuz fuck that, i can't stand most people
when i'm mad im lethal
im sorry im just fearful
talking to myself in the mirror, i lost me
tell me what you see, i dont feel like me

@lynyou
think i lost my fucking mind
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind
think i lost my fucking mind
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind

catch up^

prod @lynyou
cover art @trustt

@lynyou
i got 2 racks on my body i got 2 racks for my twin
i cant switch up on nobody thats a mf sin
i feel like im chosen bitch all i do is win
dropped a bag on these jeans then i do that shit again
i just walked right out the bank boy i dont gotta play pretend
i got money coming fast bitch i cant even count to 10
i just walked right out the bank boy i dont gotta play pretend
bitch dont hit me up again boy im not ur fucking friend

@trustt
if i cut you off throw you out and you still complain
this is why i dropped you little bitch  don't taint my name
showing my true colors i hope god decide my fate
breaking through the canvas when i spray em i see paint
i got jewels on my body and especially my waist
that percent of hating i got all of in my bank
all that time you wasting i can tell you got no play
im so done with winning i got nothing left to say 

@deepinparis
if you cant catch all this shit im saying you not listening
how am i supposed to count these racks when i cant count to 10
i just took a break to come back better than ive ever been
ive been going too damn hard i need to ease it up a bit
i got so damn rich remember the day it clicked
you said you think its out of reach i know it never is
maybe you wouldnt sound so bad if you put effort in
when i get up on the mic im leaving an impression bitch

prod me
remake of a 2023 song
@trustt

@lynyou
im feeling generous today i might just let u slide
i know i said im going easy but i killed him twice
ur acting lame as fuck not to my surprise
and im still going up no i didnt lie
i learned how to focus on myself
some things just never change
some things just never change
(only if they dont have to)

ill buy the whole store act like i give a fuck
i grabbed like six bags i dont think thats enough
u going downhill its looking rlly rough
u try to play it off but u keep messing up

nah nah 
acting like u got my respect
talk down 
ima make u drown in regret
nah nah 
if u got a problem, disconnect
yea yea
i just watched u fold under stress

@trustt 
hundred dollar jeans on my body 
plz dont talk to me
girl come rip it off
cuz it dont even feel like me

i fall through the floor
walk through walls
rip through the ceiling 
bitch come turn it round
#360
hit rewind then repeat

fool him once
fool him twice
fool him three times
not to my surprise ya (x2)

surprise

Now this is truly just digicore
😭😭😭😭😹😹😹🐱😸
prod @lynyou
@lynyou @trustt

fakeFriends +trustt [bonus]

april 2025

when i was younger, everybody seemed much older to me
now life is changing and i don’t believe anything i see
farewell, i always knew that you would make it out
i’m still going but as time goes on, the silence gets loud

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i put my whole life at risk ‘cause i tried to fit in
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
i end up starving myself, breaking my fucking hands
they never taught me to stop being codependent

i put down the guitar
sing to myself in my bed as i’m sinking in
i never thought it’d be hard
and when he passed, i had tried to breathe it in
who knew that life would be like this?
my old friends told me i’m psycho, and i didn’t like it
and i try so hard, i’m always trying to fight it

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i’d rather kill my best friend than take my fucking meds
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
if only i would’ve told them i’m a fucking mess
i could’ve learned how to stop being codependent

Codependent

Second song I ever wrote back in 2021. No re-recording just edits. Been hanging over my head for years so its nice to final get it out

Broke my promise

red letter diary