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@prodjayysoul @grimgardx

I don’t want you to leave my life
My baby, my sunlight
Like how’d I get this low?
My words get stuck in my throat

And all the things that I’ve done for you
Yeah they add up
I just want you to pay attention
to all my love

Yeah you know that I’ll do that
I need you bad to distract
My everyday bad disstress
I just want you to confess

If any feelings you may have
Did not come out in the past
I don’t wanna move too fast
Just want me and you to last

I don’t think it’s too hard
Even when close you feel far
I take your heart and discard
I gotta keep up my guard

Now tell me, what do I mean to you? 
Girl, when was I mean to you 
Why are my feelings obscene to you?
I’m tryna come and see you

blxty
love me like u said u would do
act so cold like the flu
idk what to do
break my heart into two

if i fall down would you pick me up
if i felt alone would you show me love
i could feel better just give me ur touch
ur touch

I don’t want you to leave my life
My baby, my sunlight
Like how’d I get this low?
My words get stuck in my throat

And all the things that I’ve done for you
Yeah they add up
I just want you to pay attention
to all my love

Yeah you know that I’ll do that
I need you bad to distract
My everyday bad disstress
I just want you to confess

If any feelings you may have
Did not come out in the past
I don’t wanna move too fast
Just want me and you to last

I don’t think it’s too hard
Even when close you feel far
I take your heart and discard
I gotta keep up my guard

Now tell me, what do I mean to you? 
Girl, when was I mean to you 
Why are my feelings obscene to you?
I’m tryna come and see you

Spotify

obscene w/ blxty (jayysoul grimgar)

lyrics: 

Rar:
該如何找到失去的回憶
我還是逃不掉 有你的結局
是否有與你相同的平率
寒冷的冬天麻痹我的情緒

是我曾經過的太美好
溫暖突然變得好煎熬
看著萬花瞳  突然下了雨
想到你但我知道可能回不去

這痛的感覺
這是我內心下的雨

 死後所有都完結
是否算肇事逃逸

這種存在
想要逃避
但我來不及
我在等待你釋我入棺材裡
好冰

uhm ill freeze yea till im solid
solid
愛你愛到全身麻痺

uhm 透明

又回到一樣的結局
我再次死在你懷裡
我們慢慢結成冰
別傷心
我下輩子去找你

Mk:
結凍的淚 融化又結冰
被傷透了心但我卻上了癮
就像一場夢現實全都換成泡影
透明的湖泊讓我看到自己倒影
想逃跑卻抵抗不了你的心
雨水滑落指尖滴拉滴拉滴
心灰意冷達到冰點如何平熄
snow in my veins 再痛我也不在意
穿梭夢境
我依舊不見你的身影
失溫的我卻抱不到你
im so cold

雨 ft. MK (prod. radkoun)

...bring it back!

lil birthday gift

full song out now https://soundcloud.com/azaleabettigole/for-you-until-im-gone

lyrics:

And I can't stand to reason with 
The things that you've been speaking about me
About me
And I can't stand to listen to 
Whatever you were telling me to change
Its all the same

Cause' I heard it
As you called me
And I told you
I was lonely
And it sounded
So insulting
But I swear that it was nothing
Now I'm not there
When you need me
And its hard when you can't see me
Its all my fault

Its all my fault

Emotions on a string
Tied in a gordian knot 
For the thoughts that I will cull
It made me dull
And I can't shake the feeling 
that I won't be missed at all

And my blood pressure keeps rising
Through every step I take
Its not enough to kill me
But I think I might just faint
And I'm sorry that you're watching
With nothing you can do
How can I be there for myself
When I can't be there for you

When I can't be there for you
You
When I can't be there for you

for u (demo)

Headmate

hypnotized
if you come down to the garden we could verbalize
for the hollow of your mother
you could chase the time
and turn it into something else
all the things you did to me are poisoned
with immaculate intelligence that i feel
whoever told you that You can turn it down at godspeed

its ok now
but all i wanted was a feeling

one free fall
shutdown
rising me from the above
smacking me into the ground
if i could
i would let you know the truth
but all i see is staring at and waiting for me
cant let it decieve

all the morning routes
and the night sky
we're just falling out
in a new time
line the feeling
open my eyes
break the ceiling
as the wall cries
about meanings
no regarding
only live it
in the timelapse
and believe it
like do magic
like the kids we used to be

one free fall
shutdown
rising me from the above
smacking me into the ground
all i see is burning colors
i dont wanna see the light

Break the pen
I dont wanna play nor pretend
That we could be something that would work
Only if we break all the amends
I dont wanna have you as a friend and i dont wanna hear from you again
Everything thats been on your mouth
You can let it have some air
I fall through the pieces of the glass
Always on my phone but left on read
I dont wanna feel like im a mess
But i really think that im a mess
I dont wanna have you as a friend and i dont wanna hear from you again
Everything thats been on your mouth

https://www.instagram.com/p/C-99kt1MsWI/

soft

right back where We left off #inspirational
august 25 2024

then i saw it... again?

The moon looks better than it did last year
Or maybe I'm seeing it different now
I never it see that clear

The first time I told myself
that I love me was when I was someone else
The first time I let the ice melt
was when he forced me to break out of my shell

I Was Someone Else

what are we talking about?

featuring:
@leastfavorite
@bhproducer
@prodmusa
@wishlane

produced by:
@dossyx
@leastfavorite
@draf2k

anylonger

empty (kiss of life flip)

production by me, extra vocals done by @elliemillss
drums ib toe+squarepusher

this summer
i want nothing to do with u
this summer
i want nothing to do with u

i broke my promise
once again

this summer (i broke my promise)
i want nothing to do with u
this summer (i broke my promise)
i want nothing to do with u

i broke my promise i broke my promise

Broke my promise

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