[track4]
prod. me

lyrics:

distract me 
this time
red stripes (on my face) 
outline
my hands 
my spine
i shouldve guessed that its 
different than the picture

flash on, stare at the light flicker
giving it time, can it go any quicker?
flash on, stare at the light flicker
should've guessed it was different than the picture

@lyn_u
i can't feel it anymore
i broke down, hurt me to my core
you wanna leave, something i can't afford
talk to me, tired of being ignored
clear my mind, i can't even think straight
things take time, but i don't really wanna wait
and i'm not fine, but i won't say
now all i gotta do is wait

flash on, stare at the light flicker
giving it time, can it go any quicker?
flash on, stare at the light flicker
should've guessed it was different than the picture

[+50]

distract (ft. lynU)

production by me

the wind beneath my wings, i never see it fly
i wonder how it keeps me in the sky
the floor beneath my feet, you love to watch me die
but im still here i need to ask u why

i like to think that sometimes im still around you
but then again, its in my head
i like to know things especially about you
but then again, its better off not said

How to die standing still

prod me ++ #3six0
project file @ https://payhip.com/b/Xi0MD

lyrics:
when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight

u kept ur friends and stayed the same i wonder what its like
i been holding onto nothing i just wanna feel alive
screaming at myself he wont answer when i cry
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i dont need a reason bitch i been moving reckless
everyday i wake up with a target on my chest
they tell me its just a phase they tell me that ill regret this
i dont need a reason move like i got a deathwish
i look in the mirror i see a stranger
if i lost control of myself would it even change ya
eyes blacked out i got too used to the danger
if i tap out would they just write off my anger

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

deathwish >c

prod me

theres some snakes up in that grass
go and test ur luck promise u wont last
yea they always tryna bite me - stalk my past
tryna fight me like id let u walk that path
talk behind my back but i hear it back
came a long way from crying in my drafts
came a long way i had to detach
yea u prob think u know me its a fucking mask

im where its at but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone

i dont believe shit
my idols arent real they only tweet shit
dont talk to me sweet it dont mean shit
get up off yo ass Stop subtweeting 🖕
whine about somebody then delete it by the evening
would u rather live or die for ur demons ?
u want a reaction ok. heres a reason
i dont owe a damn thing to u boy u leechin
i said my piece i go on ghost mode 

but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone

Test.Ur.Luck

NIZTOPIA2025 @noob
ft @tansea

shoutout: @qlein, @trisonline, @zayok, @girlsynth, @imyzuli

@userscrs
i dont wanna talk about it
unless ur next me
cause ur not willing to be someone ur supposed to be
cause u can check the clock
its time for the closing scene
and im just tired of running
from this make believe
can we run it back
just another heart attack
can we run it back
just another heart attack

back..

back..

back..

back..

back..

@tansea
tell me what you want
and i never was the one
i know you're tired of me
i know you're tired of me
i know you're tired of me
i can make court side or pit side i can make time in the day
tell me a new lie for the day
i dont wanna run it back
i dont wanna run it back
tired of the way you always moving from the back
i dont wanna deal with that
i wanna move like that yeah
i wanna move like that yeah
i wanna move like that yeah
i dont wanna talk about it

@userscrs
i dont wanna talk about it
unless ur next me
cause ur not willing to be someone ur supposed to be
cause u can check the clock
its time for the closing scene
and im just tired of running
from this make believe
can we run it back
just another heart attack
can we run it back
just another heart attack

back..

back..

back..

back..

back..

back

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/65gWW5syaM2h3Zb1LfYoYP?si=YIWNap8uSDiuc4yx0F49dg

artwork by me, @camdenn and @aellzis
s//o @trustt and @hiisero for big inspo

lyrics:
i sacrificed every moment to be, just like you
and ive been way too dishonest to seem, just like you
i know i wont last long but i want to change
watch how the meaning gets lost, when i say ''okay''

(pre-drop)
oh, but i know, its true
i could never be like you
well i fell for you
biting more than i can chew
but i know, its true
i can never be like you
what a shattered view
tell me we wont split in 2

its been far too long
and fat too late
i like to stay alone
its okay, its okay
if more hours pass
imma go insane
just wanna fade away, its okay, its okay

cuz ive been acting too toxic
ive been way too annoying
tell me now its the time i say goodbye
ive been begging for something
in the end i got nothing
walk away with the fact i couldve died

how to become somebody else

prod me
remake of a 2023 song
@trustt

@lynyou
im feeling generous today i might just let u slide
i know i said im going easy but i killed him twice
ur acting lame as fuck not to my surprise
and im still going up no i didnt lie
i learned how to focus on myself
some things just never change
some things just never change
(only if they dont have to)

ill buy the whole store act like i give a fuck
i grabbed like six bags i dont think thats enough
u going downhill its looking rlly rough
u try to play it off but u keep messing up

nah nah 
acting like u got my respect
talk down 
ima make u drown in regret
nah nah 
if u got a problem, disconnect
yea yea
i just watched u fold under stress

@trustt 
hundred dollar jeans on my body 
plz dont talk to me
girl come rip it off
cuz it dont even feel like me

i fall through the floor
walk through walls
rip through the ceiling 
bitch come turn it round
#360
hit rewind then repeat

fool him once
fool him twice
fool him three times
not to my surprise ya (x2)

surprise +trustt

hi @oneshotniko and @909froko

lyrics
-
i dont know where im going

just know im getting there
everybody talk about me but they unaware
set it all on fire
i cant stop until they play it
if you would only listen to me maybe you would get it
but you dont wanna listen and we know its out of spite, its like you're hating me
got randoms, starting shit for zero reason, blindsiding me
i know that we equal but i burn em, that's the fire in me
i promise you could never bring me down, yeah that's a guarantee

im better than that
no words gon take me down and leave me stuck in the back
there's people you dont like, they tryna put you on blast
they put your address on the internet, now you cant relax
thats so fucked up
just put it down
why are they all tryna copy
other sound
just make the shit you want
tryna make my family proud
apparently i swear too much
so i cant get around, get a crowd,
know they getting loud

fuck that, no i swear that I'll get better
how many times you been through shit i been through, never
so who are you to look at me and think you're better
dont know my walk with God or life, its no pressure
if you look at me and you got problems just leave me alone
i dont wanna be around you i dont want you in my phone
now you're wondering why i was so distant
dont u put the blame on me, you know you did this

@oneshotniko
me and noah ya we jerking off (I have 0 fucking clue why zy said this)
dunno why they talk so much got me fucked up
no ur not alr no ur not tuff
how u cloning all our shit then say u hate us

pull up on your bitch we do butt stuff (dude... what the hell is going on with these lyrics)
but i could never cheat cause thats not us
ya we six two n humble ur not us
how u talking all that shit but not show up

ya we turn it up
they come in here they ask for us
n were counting up
its too much i cant get enough

why he here we get him out
hes at the door please turn around
he was asking how i do it but i dunno how

im w bro we could never move with caution
say you want it all we only spare a portion
zy and noah ya we never need to top them
we alr up these bitches we dont want them

these bitches we dont want them
why do you never listen
all the things i hate abt u should i list them
he was acting like a bitch we cant work then

pool +zy (froko)

https://www.instagram.com/hiisero/
prod, mixed & mastered by me

it's a cliché
and it comes right back to say
that i'm nothing, it's touché
and it hits me in my face
it's so hard to redecorate

if you tell me a lie
kill me, stab me, throw me in the fire for it
burn me alive,
trust me, all about me i will regurgitate

tell me about it while you cry
its always bark, you never bite
tell me why i should say goodbye
guess ill lie to myself, guess ill lie to myself

its different every time
but i guess it always hurts
no matter if i try
the thought of who i was will hit me

if my art doesn't speak for me
then neither will my mouth
i try to avoid it but i cant
cuz it haunts me, it haunts me

tell me about it while you cry
its always bark, you never bite
tell me why i should say goodbye
guess ill lie to myself, guess ill lie to myself

bark, bite

april 2025

when i was younger, everybody seemed much older to me
now life is changing and i don’t believe anything i see
farewell, i always knew that you would make it out
i’m still going but as time goes on, the silence gets loud

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i put my whole life at risk ‘cause i tried to fit in
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
i end up starving myself, breaking my fucking hands
they never taught me to stop being codependent

i put down the guitar
sing to myself in my bed as i’m sinking in
i never thought it’d be hard
and when he passed, i had tried to breathe it in
who knew that life would be like this?
my old friends told me i’m psycho, and i didn’t like it
and i try so hard, i’m always trying to fight it

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i’d rather kill my best friend than take my fucking meds
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
if only i would’ve told them i’m a fucking mess
i could’ve learned how to stop being codependent

Codependent

found an autotune i liked, this just experimental ik it sound ass
p. sickboi

lyrics
stuck on this endless road
i dont think ill make it back home
ive been locked out and on my own
a stumbling still problem bitch yeah i knowww

my thoughts so deep im underground
too much silence i cant hear a sound
trapped in my cage with people all around
got nothing left to give so i just sit and frown
i wonder what my issue is, it cant be found
i hope theyll find my bones too late, just know i drowned
a scaredy cat thats lost in space, i cant be found
kept my memories in a sacred place, its lost out bound

stuck on this endless road
i dont know if ill make it back home
ive been locked out and on my own
a stumbling still problem bitch yeah i knowww

stuck on this endless road
i dont know if ill make it back home
ive been locked out and on my own
a stumbling still problem bitch yeah i knowww

my thoughts so deep im underground
too much silence i cant hear a sound
trapped in my cage with people all around
got nothing left to give so i just sit and frown
i wonder what my issue is, it cant be found
i hope theyll find my bones too late, just know i drowned
a scaredy cat thats lost in space, i cant be found
kept my memories in a sacred place, its lost out bound


Codependent

red letter diary