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all lyn

songs that inspire me

originally uploaded 6/12/24

whenever i speak up
do they even listen
im talking 2 the walls arent i
u take me as a joke
i just dont understand it
i wont fall for ur stupid games this time
u say its ok when the people r dying
i wont let ur illusions take whats mine
i was never afraid of u
although ur words cut deep into me like a knife

im ms. right now (x8)

(cut deep into me like a knife)

i watched it fall down on me
nobody ever cared to ask how i felt (x2)
im ms. right now

ms. right now (demo)

@meaum
Escute nas plataformas digitais: https://lixtrix.art

32 (lixtrix remix)

produced by me & inci0
featuring inci0 @manmelter

lyrics:

@lyn_u
and all he had to do was change his name to get away
i would hurt myself to get rid of your pain
a mistake that was made to ruin my whole day
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace
and all he had to do was change his name and hide his face
to get away from them calling his name
and all he had to do was run far to a safer place
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace

@manmelter
lately ive been taking toxins
broke down with nothing but a 20 in my pocket
on the freeway dazed and nauseous
screaming cause i hate the way that everybody mocked him
oh when your soul is gone
i'll be the one to call on god
mary taught me how to deal with emotions
mama told me not to say im wrong
its a cycle in a cyclone
interventions never worked
im on a tightrope tryna find home
one wrong move and im lower than dirt
its a game i play with a smile on my face
in denial but i know its not easy
ive been searching through my files tryna gather all your pictures
its necessary but it aint pleasing

@lyn_u
and all he had to do was change his name to get away
i would hurt myself to get rid of your pain
a mistake that was made to ruin my whole day
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace
and all he had to do was change his name and hide his face
to get away from them calling his name
and all he had to do was run far to a safer place
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace

trace, featuring inci0

(ft. tinashe, kid cudi, sophie, macarena, oklou, lady gaga, justin biber, jt, far east movement, yeah yeah yeahs, skrillex, drama queen, flowdan & charli xcx)

mastered by: @lobsta-b

>>buy mp3 here<<

365 but now i'm feeling like a nasty partygirl day n nite <3 [pvssy megamix]

my love be patient i'm on your way
these conversations have felt so strange
i wanted to tell ytou that i was afraid
and im so compulsive in all the worst ways

so if i ran away with her 
would i change would it still hurt
but u never change lik ei want you to
if you want the same i'll do what you wont do

in all the worst ways

prod me +intro synth from @omgisai

i guess im back where i left off
has the grass grown any longer
last time we talked u got pissed off
did i ruin ur fun?
if i wanted to i could take u down w/ me
but i know u dont want that so i wont

i wanted more but i received closure
the ends right there n im getting closer
i got one more night until its over
i wasted time trying to let go of her
and now i know and now i know
i cant let it happen again
and now i know and now i know
i cant let it happen again

i havent had a break to take for a while now
ive been fighting for my life
its not that easy to get u to calm down
i know u hate the way i...
talk about the past but i still wont stop
i know u hate the things i...
want but at some point i gotta turn it off

idle

i was hiding
bad choices im always writing
thats a battle not worth fighting
u hurt me / all of that misguiding

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

oh its so sad to think about the good times / u & i

i was hiding
i got so much worse at deciding
cant help but think about the past when im alone & the suns not shining
did you get what you wanted? or are you not done
u keep on wasting time / how are u not giving up

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

u & i

geeked up!
https://soundcloud.com/disconectd
lyrics:
xurco:
im the man now
talkin down
mad as shit cause i got fuckin fanned out
fanned out
said you loved me was that even real now??
geeked up drinking lean out here w the fam now
me me me me me me me
me me me me me me me
me me me me me me me
yah yah yah yah yah yah
yah yah..
wyatt:
i got hoes fanned out in the Dm
gotta block me out my head
cut em off i can’t see em
i don’t really care bout shit he said
i just do as i’m told
tired of this shit it gets old
i’m just tryna break the mold
i can’t i promise i never fold
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fanned out featuring kirari (hurtleberry)

circa august 2024
prod me

lyrics/
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

i need a warning when i get close to her
its never fair at all
always ask myself what am i doing wrong
dont wanna lose u again
but ur slipping away like the last time
i keep holding on to fall apart
tell me what ur feeling on the inside

and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

wont u take me back?
sometimes i wanna give up all i have
i got problems stacked
i been doing other shit to make me mad

and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

potions

there4u

ナカノイズ 1st Album "オトメノ祈リ" TOWER RECORDS diskunion 購入者特典 Single

ツキワケ

Oh, yeah!

Vocals: MC Brisola, MC India, MC Neguin Original & Ari Falcão
Production: O-Prime Delta
Tag: @siobhankramer

328-B91 Beat.

i don't want to be this person anymore
i hope its not real
wake me from my sleep
breathe life into me
teach me how to dress
tell me how to speak
i thought i could be anything

it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me

it's killing me

i wish i had your eyes and your ears
or something special, your attention to detail
would you be upset if i told you how i feel?
i'd rather you never figure me out
cause you cant take back what you call a gift
and once you speak those feelings are permanent
and once you waste it, the time doesn't come back
so why'd you lie to me like that?

i thought i could be anything
its killing me
its killing me
its killing me
its killing me

good luck poems

im an atheist
prod me 

i cant make it up boy i never knew
i cant get enough its a breakthrough
kikwear 91s and the same shoes
i could only kik it with the same crew
i said give my boy a minute cause i made you
only wearing sound visions like im paid to
bonsai missions - i stay true
my check just hit boy its great news 

i could run it up but its past me
i dont give a fuck boy dont ask me 
new k dubs i wore them last week
fuck all these broke boys who harass me

ya im known thru the mic - youre not even known
i rock known thru the mics when i sit at home
keep your voice down youre on speakerphone 
i know my own rights am i free to go
whats my blood type am i supposed to know 
id rather die now than to go broke
id rather go big than go home
you can catch me eating breakfast in soho

known thru the mic

glass ft innocence prod closr

lyr inspired by moulder by ghost mountain 
please don't drive, you're too much over
you told me lies last october
empathize till i'm not sober
stab my eyes, make me bleed all over
(let me drive, felt the flames get colder
won't survive, the pain gets older)
please don't drive, you're too much over
you told me lies last october
empathize till i'm not sober
stab my eyes, make me bleed all over
(let me drive, felt the flames get colder

October

5-31 Bleed_out

cryagain

april 2025

when i was younger, everybody seemed much older to me
now life is changing and i don’t believe anything i see
farewell, i always knew that you would make it out
i’m still going but as time goes on, the silence gets loud

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i put my whole life at risk ‘cause i tried to fit in
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
i end up starving myself, breaking my fucking hands
they never taught me to stop being codependent

i put down the guitar
sing to myself in my bed as i’m sinking in
i never thought it’d be hard
and when he passed, i had tried to breathe it in
who knew that life would be like this?
my old friends told me i’m psycho, and i didn’t like it
and i try so hard, i’m always trying to fight it

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i’d rather kill my best friend than take my fucking meds
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
if only i would’ve told them i’m a fucking mess
i could’ve learned how to stop being codependent

Codependent

red letter diary