midden

the better version

u painted me a picture and i watched the colors fade
oh love liar
u were the only thing i wanted then u made the skies turn gray
oh love liar

im just a pawn in ur game
(a role u want me to play)
i watched the truth unveil
i see ur real face
im just a pawn in ur game
(a role u want me to play)
i watched the truth unveil
i see ur real face

wounds deep and raw
they dont believe what i saw
thought i was pure im wrong
tainted with many flaws
a burning ache remains
a constant haunting trace
in reverie im lost in an unfamiliar place

love liar

prod me @deepinparis @cruseyyyy (ib @esssoh)
ft @deepinparis @1crusafix @omgisai

innovation_ [w/ deepinparis + crusafix + isai]

Originally was a @katiekross song titled 'assisted suicide' then I realized how corny that sounds

When the time comes around
Will you still want me for who I am
When the day gets cold and boring
Will you still want me for who I am

A fantasy where I went missing
I daydream about it
Thank you God for abandoning me
I got what I wanted

I forget how old I really am
And I use that as an excuse to be stupid

Daydream

production by me

im bawling my eyes out
u tell me u want to pull me down from this high
i wanna see u try, i wanna see u try
i wanna see u try, i wanna see u try
im stuck in the background
& every night i fall into my demise
it happens all the time, it happens all the time
it happens all the time, it happens all the time

All the time

production by me

the wind beneath my wings, i never see it fly
i wonder how it keeps me in the sky
the floor beneath my feet, you love to watch me die
but im still here i need to ask u why

i like to think that sometimes im still around you
but then again, its in my head
i like to know things especially about you
but then again, its better off not said

How to die standing still

all by me
april 2025

i fell asleep into the next week
you couldn’t stitch me together, i lost my teeth
it makes my throat hurt when i say nothing
i miss when the silence didn’t sound like me

leave the porch light on, i’m not coming home
this key doesn’t fit anymore and the door looks wrong
leave the porch light on, i’m not coming home
your voice sounds so much worse when it’s in my phone

i wanna fall in love again even if it kills me like the last time did
i wanna fall in love again even if it drains me ‘til there’s nothing left

just call me again if it ever gets that bad
but i forget how to talk when you tell me not to laugh
i lose so much sleep when i try to trace those cracks
like maybe it’ll spell out everything i wish i had

Like the last time

the cycle repeats
with @1crusafix
prod @lynyou @rhekdens

L:
run ur mouth again bring the blade in
u dont like me say it 2 my face then
catch u in the dark no escaping
heartbeat dropped i know u dont wanna face it
(x2)

tell me more about it
i wanna hear ur story
i would never doubt it
i wanna hear ur voice
wanna hear u shout it
always been my choice
always been about it
(x2)

C:
yea i love my brothers n we going up
n yo bitch she said she love me said i am her crush
u cant catch me with no gun cuz i keep it clutched
put my clothes on then i leave cuz im in a rush
tell that bitch she dont know shit
feed that boy them bullets ima empty out the whole clip
n i love this money swear 2 god i love this motion
im a real mf i wont code switch

L:
run ur mouth again bring the blade in
u dont like me say it 2 my face then
catch u in the dark no escaping
heartbeat dropped i know u dont wanna face it
(x2)

How to die standing still

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