punk prod feardorian chlorinemist

demo made in Five minutes

i shot a bullet in her chest when i found out shes who uve been with
i pray to god that every day i wake up free of all ur shit
i fucking knew it
opened my eyes for the first time
and now i finally see you clearly
opened my eyes for the first time
and now ill never miss u dearly

drive into a corner
i see the red signs but i cant tell what they say
ur bored of me? oh what a shame
im falling out the skies are gray
when i look in the mirror i cant tell who it is standing there anymore
my teeth fall out in the sink im bleeding let me fall to the floor

i dont know whats wrong

drive into a corner

Shit sucks 😭

looks like u got what u asked for
i never read what the pages say
i always wanted a new way of finding myself

im nervous but im not shaking
asking her please dont take me
i never thought wed get so far
the road is blocked u fucking hate me

and she knows
she thinks deep down shes the one that i want
and i know
ive got 2 options i cant pick one

i get invited to these parties that i dont wanna go to
waiting for a call back u dont answer , do i even know u

we hit a roadblock

I haven't felt the same since I last saw you
my heads been blank (where did i put my mind at)
If she's wondering what i'm up to, don't let her know

oh, I dont know why
ur still here and not with him
The seasons go by
and those lights have yet to dim
I spent my new paycheck
and I wasted it on someone that i didn't know
My memory fogged up its all fading
and its all out of my control

I haven't felt the same since I last saw you
my heads been blank (I think I threw it all away)
If she's wondering what i'm up to, don't let her know

Its Cloudy In Here

production all by me (+32)
art by me
1 out of 4

lyrics:
the tv's acting up
you doubt me everytime
you're looking at my face
i couldn't see your eyes

i nod away 
couldn't help it if i liked
still make the same mistakes
is it messing up if i say that i tried

i couldn't stay away from your mess
tried to push it down
i'm willing to say that it's been more or less
will it ever change around

you're all i know
do i even know you at all
is it something i need to hide
will you ever see my walls
you're letting go
you say your giving up
you wanna know
never satisfy the want

all i know

single off the project (3 of 4)

production by me (+50)
art by me

lyrics:
my life is boring
but i like it that way
i cant afford it
i guess i should've kept my change
you're looking at me
im looking at your shoes
i shouldn't be this judgy
we both know I've lost it too

tell me if its ever gonna be alright
i know i deserve it
better off observing (from a far)
will you ever see me in that light
i know that you're hurting
im needing your warning

there's no saving me
there's no saving me
i've lost it all
i've lost it all

observer

prod me :::

i been lying 2 myself why cant i be honest
crying out for help can u hear me calling
i keep lying why cant i be honest
i break my fucking promise
i been lying 2 myself why cant i be honest
crying out for help can u hear me calling
i keep-i keep lying why cant i be honest
it never works, i break my fucking promise

hey sorry for hurting ya
i know i let u down i been a burden yea
its hard to tell the truth im sorry
but im only human im just a person yea
its harder than i thought itd be
now u act like u dont know me, wheres my apology
been acting different lately its catching onto me
feel like im slipping away, i wonder if u see

i keep-i keep lying (x4)

honest ｡｡｡

prod deepinparis

feat @lynyou

lyrics
@deepinparis
i told my bro to pass that blunt i know i wont get higher
aye yeah i had to drop that bitch
i knew she was a liar
aye bitch i turn up off that spliff
got that rich attire
and these dudes fanned out weird as fuck
i know they fuck with minors
aye yeah i started from the ground but bitch im not a miner
aye that bitch sucked my dick but in the end i didnt like her
aye yeah that bitch is bad and she gon tell me where to find her
aye she said she wanna fuck on me but im just too damn tired

aye
yeah i know i said this shit but i will never write it
aye and they said im acting different but i try to hide it
aye yeah and i rolled this damn blunt but i forgot a lighter
aye i see it getting brighter
i dont need no fucking writer
you always crying
why dont you just go and rap about it?
she love my style she just told me that she want my outfit
won by a mile and you know it you will never doubt it
aye i cant live without it
take that preset and i route it

@lyn_U
i put yo bro up on a shirt i put him on a flyer
yea u broke as fuck theres hella places up for hire
i get my shi straight from the source like shoutout my supplier
they tryna copy what i do they just some fucking biters
im steppin in rare denim every step just a reminder
im steppin in every direction i cannot get tired
they tryna take me down but that shi only takes me higher
yea we put the sauce right on the mels u know we using spire

they know nothing about me ft lynU prod me

بين منطوق لم يقصد، و مقصود لم ينطق.. تضيع الكثير من المحبة
outro vox / strings @hiddencontact
outro guitar @1gunnar
love

usedtofailing (on spotify too now)

single off my album 'love yourself before others', featuring @userscrs
production by me. used my old mic for this song.

time wouldnt spare ft scars

prod by me
vocals with @qlein

[deet]
whatchu even want from me
i just gave u everything
turn your back on me again
then u go and tell your friends
we can't keep this up anymore
feel like my whole lifes been forced

don't know whatchu want from me
(whatchu whatchu want from me)
don't know why you're watching me
(whatchu whatchu want from me)
doesn't make sense
(how you know those things)
wrapped up in my head
(i don't know a thing)

yeaaa
tell me what u want
whatchu need
teach me how to think
how to breathe
and i love your touch
yea u know that
if it's what u want
we can go back

[qlein]
i couldnt be what you want, oh take it from my heart
do you notice me
am i hard to see
what do you see when you look in my eyes
dont teach me a thing, ill forget how to breathe
would you notice me
what do you want from me
i cant feel a thing
what do you want from me
i cant feel a thing

Its Cloudy In Here

red letter diary

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