lyrics:

The last I was being careful I lost a best friend
So The next time im being careful I swear its beyond my death
I heard plenty stories about the afterlife
But so far no one gives me anything that’s helps sleep at night

She broke me from out my hard shell just to send me back
This time its made of concrete u could never crack
Sniffing blow right now
Then she might touch her toes right now
Im sat high as fuck
In bed at the royal York right now
She a 10 to me
I like that gothic aesthetic uh
She look good to me
She tryna fuck like mating season
U mad about some shit u were not there to see u bitter
She need 3 rounds on me I deliver im not a quitter

The last I was being careful I lost a best friend
So The next time im being careful I swear its beyond my death
I have been the same since birth I cant say that for fake friends
I seen warning signs but I cant help but trust them

Grace give me
The strength to carry on
Thru heat
All this animosity
Tempts me to become like thee
Lately

The last I was being careful I lost a best friend
So The next time im being careful I swear its beyond my death
I heard plenty stories about the afterlife
But so far no one gives me anything that’s helps sleep at night

Sleepatnite : Lately (Brody x Taylor morgan)

"cover" of the song called 'shart' by @sewerperson

Castle crash
Insomniac
I might fold my neck
Think they broke my back
When they gave me spinal taps 
Stink of that body fluid, nasty
I let all them pass me, none of fame attract me
I don't need you gassin' me
I've been hitting headshots
I let all my friends see
Tryna avoid the family
Damn, the shawty, demons I'm seeing
I keep on fiending, I'm leaning out on the edge
See me tweaking, believe it, I got a feeling I'm tapping out
I break the Fender out and get to rolling, I'm not performing for Rolling Loud
Bitch when I spit, I could split up a crowd and make us Spartan each other's shit
Pardon for all my witnesses somehow
I've been sharting on all my joints, don't disappoint
I got a feeling the ceiling gon' be raining coins
I got a friend that's caucasian, but blackened out the Royce
I gotta use my voice
It's all I got with this skinny body, piña colad-y, party, my drink of choice
I got these bitches that's dropping loins
Bikini Bottom's, I got 'em fucking, 'cause I'm a star
No Patrick, I mack it 'till I'm sore, encore
I don't think my member could take more
G-force, I'm going fast in the whip
G-Shock, big on my wrist
Soon as I make this...

shart (suno)

worth the wait....

lyrics:

suck my blood
till I drop
fuck my life
make me sad
everything fucking sucks
feed me to the fucking dogs
let me bleed out
I am really fucking sad
I don't want to be sad
I want to be in peace

bury me in hell
make me feel at home
god will make me next
or hell will take me next
but fuck that till I'm dead

make me cry
fuck this life
feel the pain
loving the fucking hate

rising through the shadows
locked in, don't want to do shit
I've been holding on my crest
crying out my chest

you keep me locked in
so suck it all up 
my blood, tears and hate
let it flow, no-one knows

pain is just an illusion
I think of jumping in front of a moving train
how do I remove these stains
strained eyes, I'm dragging myself through the mud
(through the mud)....

judas

@lilkuudere

lyrics:
i hear my phone ringing 
but i know i shouldn't answer it
this negative energy's
so fucking cancerous
i swear i need to cut you off
before you grow on me
and i loose everything to you
up in the bed sheets

don't you worry
i'll be fine
tryna get you off my mind
atleast i hope so over time
you never know tho
with all these photos
in my camera roll
every time i look at them
i'm sucked into a black hole
you cut me deep 
and watched me bleed out 
morbidly
now i have no choice 
but to adjust my life accordingly
hopefully i'll find my way to
something that means more to me

go ahead and hate me for wanting to die
i just want to be alone tonight
curl up in my bed and cry
let out all the things i hide

go ahead and hate me for wanting to die
i just want to be alone tonight
curl up in my bed and cry
let out all the things i hide

don't you worry
i'll be fine
tryna get you off my mind
atleast i hope so over time
you never know tho
with all these photos
in my camera roll
every time i look at them
i'm sucked into a black hole
you cut me deep 
and watched me bleed out 
morbidly
now i have no choice 
but to adjust my life accordingly
hopefully i'll find my way to
something that means more to me


(hopefully i'll find my way to
something that means more to me) X3

don't worry, i'll be fine (prod. lil kuudere)

prod. @cordyy

lyrics:

i wish we could go back to when we were kids
before we knew pain
before all of this
i can’t stand the burden it’s so hard to lift
i never signed up for this

sometimes i don’t want to try
so uncomfortable with myself i become mortified
to be honest i am terrified of living and i’d rather die

because
everyday the weight upon my shoulders grows heavier than ever
how am i to maintain sanity and keep it all together
when i collapse from the pressure
it’s hard to measure the pleasure 
a victim to my endeavors
indulge myself in its treasures
so i

get fucked up with my friends
get fucked up and pretend
like bad things don’t happen
cuz it’s fucked up where we’ve been

get fucked up with my friends
get fucked up and pretend
like bad things don’t happen
cuz it’s fucked up where we’ve been

i wish we could go back to when we were kids
before we knew pain
before all of this
i can’t stand the burden it’s so hard to lift
i never signed up for this

sometimes i don’t want to try
so uncomfortable with myself i become mortified
to be honest i am terrified of living and i’d rather die

(so i)

get fucked up with my friends
get fucked up and pretend
like bad things don’t happen
cuz it’s fucked up where we’ve been

get fucked up with my friends
get fucked up and pretend
like bad things don’t happen
cuz it’s fucked up where we’ve been

kids (prod. cordy)

prod. by @hatefulbeats

lyrics:

i can feel your heartbeat
resonating with my own
sending shivers down my spine
with you is where i belong
i hope you know
wherever you go
you’re never alone
you’re hearts my home

there’s no where else that i would rather be
than laying right here with you next to me
i thank the universe that i am blessed to be with you
every moments a gift that lifts my spirits higher

i'm mesmerized
by the way your eyes
look back at me
no wonder why
butterflies
were locked inside
you set them free

i can feel your heartbeat
resonating with my own
sending shivers down my spine
with you is where i belong
i hope you know
wherever you go
you’re never alone
you’re hearts my home

your heart's my home (prod. hateful)

prod by me
guitar by @splashgvng
art by @scottysplash

lyrics:

for heavens sake i’m only human
what am i suppose to do with this pain inside?

feels like the weight of the world that i hold
i’m cavin’ in and my minds a black hole
i’ll never let the light of my heart go
eternal flame in the pit of my soul

i don’t know what the hell i’m doin’
for heavens sake i’m only human

my mind is a graveyard
filled with memories that i
try to kill with drugs
but they always come back to life

ya

when i’m by my lonely
my memories haunt me
why can’t they just stay away
and let me be

feels like the weight of the world that i hold
i’m cavin’ in and my minds a black hole
i’ll never let the light of my heart go
eternal flame in the pit of my soul

i don’t know what the hell i’m doin’
for heavens sake i’m only human

as if i love to watch my heartbreak
in my head on replay
i don’t know how much more i can take
before i end up in the grave

ya

when i’m by my lonely
my memories haunt me
why can’t they just stay away
and let me be

feels like the weight of the world that i hold
i’m cavin’ in and my minds a black hole
i’ll never let the light of my heart go
eternal flame in the pit of my soul

i don’t know what the hell i’m doin’
for heavens sake i’m only human

i'm only human

prod by me
guitar by @splashgvng
photo by @shakyhandsx on instagram

lyrics:

my aura shine like a full moon
energy fill the whole room
when i'm up on stage i feel

my aura shine like a full moon
energy fill the whole room
when i'm up on stage i feel
some type of way
almost just like i'm a god
but i am not
so don't you praise me
cuz we're the same thing
ya
i'm only human
ya

if i could never be your savior
then why's it in my nature 
hmm
to try and save you 
from you
that's too much weight on my own
ya, i gotta let go
there's just some things
that i can't control
mmm
i need to let go
ya
you're the only one
who can set you free

but i hope that my music helps you
find a light in the darkest places
i hope you know the pain that you've felt i've felt to
you'll never be alone this heart of mine embraces
all of you for eternity
i love you unconditionally

my aura shine like a full moon
energy fill the whole room
when i'm up on stage i feel
some type of way
almost just like i'm a god
but i am not
so don't you praise me
cuz we're the same thing
ya
i'm only human
ya

if i could never be your savior
then why's it in my nature 
hmm
to try and save you 
from you
that's too much weight on my own
ya, i gotta let go
there's just some things
that i can't control
mmm
i need to let go
ya
you're the only one
who can set you free

savior

produced by @splashgvng
photo by @shakyhandsx on instagram

bad habits (prod. splashgvng)

lyrics:

sailor
waves
fog touched tailored
inhalers
captain i cant breathe out on these stormy nights
tentacles
climb inside the boat into my reticle
pitiful
hes gon eat us up like we was pigeon food
shadows inside my eyelids im passing thru uninvited i curiously
decided to venture to the void
even if i was silent approaching in anti violence the creatures 
supress the noise theyve taken away the choice
4am on venice beach and still i fucking miss you
i look into the water and see you in the crystals
here i come
what this water on my waist do ya
in the rush i go to breath like i had meant too ya
alright i just wanna get higher ya
pitch black but the flame from the lighter ya
thumb tacks on my hands theyre on fire ya
one day she is gonna stop loving ya

blue trees surround me
god of war god of war
i would love to explore
i see fog coming in from the waves on the shore

shart (suno)

regenfall ◣_◢

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