Beat prod by: sorrow bringer 
Written and performed by: popularreject 
Artwork by: briz

acid bath (p. sorrow bringer)

long story short, i got my ass kicked 
Beat prod by: king theta 
Written and performed by: popularreject
Lyrics:

<hook>
1,2,3,4
Somethings got me holding on
A little tighter 
Stabbed my back 
But it’s all alright cuz 
Momma raised a fighter 
Pathological lie 
Denier 

Guess I’ll start the fire 
12 feet up
I forgot the lighter 
Burning down the spire 
Tie my guts 
Leave me undesired 
<post chorus>
Can’t wake up 
Won’t wake up 
I think it’s my time 
Don’t pinch me 
Don’t say none 
I think it’s my time 
<verse1>
Lifes just a “kick in the ass”
I got my ass kicked
And life kicked it pretty bad
But that shit just happens 

And that makes me pretty mad 
But fuck it 
I don’t know why 
I rely 
On a substance 
I don’t know why
I even try
For nothin’

Break me baby
Chained up 
Please just take me
Drive me crazy
I’ve been 
So damn wasted 

But guess what…
<hook>
Somethings got me holding on
A little tighter 
Stabbed my back 
But it’s all alright cuz 
Momma raised a fighter 
Pathological lie 
Denier 

Guess I’ll start the fire 
12 feet up
I forgot the lighter 
Burning down the spire 
Tie my guts 
Leave me undesired 

<bridge>

<hook>
Somethings got me holding on
A little tighter 
Stabbed my back 
But it’s all alright cuz 
Momma raised a fighter 
Pathological lie 
Denier 

Guess I’ll start the fire 
12 feet up
I forgot the lighter 
Burning down the spire 
Tie my guts 
Leave me undesired 

<verse2>
They hate when I flow
On beats 
That sound like these 
I can’t wake up 
So I’m loathing sleep
I find my peace 
In pieces 
Torn to bits 
And riddled 
With diseases 
Ball my fist 
Take all my shit 
And leave it 
Leave it 
Seem to be
An enemy
Of reason 
Reason
Don’t know why
I always feel
Defeated 
<hook>
1,2,3,4
Somethings got me holding on
A little tighter 
Stabbed my back 
But it’s all alright cuz 
Momma raised a fighter 
Pathological lie 
Denier 

Guess I’ll start the fire 
12 feet up
I forgot the lighter 
Burning down the spire 
Tie my guts 
Leave me undesired

long story short, i got my ass kicked (prod. king theta)

dial tones 
Beat prod by: xmichaelwarren
Written and performed by: popularreject

dial tones (p. xmichaelwarren)

[intro]

Hold on to things around us
I hope that we don’t rust

[verse 1]

Time goes
with the wind of ghosts
I need control 
of my own soul

Maybe this time is just falling apart 
Everything that I see just turns dark
This is the time that I see red, mars
And see myself with these old scars

Time tells me that I won’t go far
Maybe he’s right I’m behind his bars
Wind sucks up like it is tar
Wouldn’t be surprised if we get charred 

[chorus]

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

[verse 2 - lxst boy]

Ghosts are haunting me, they are behind me
Breathing down my back, fire spewing all around me
And I’m just lost in this space you provided me
And who am I to think they wouldn’t lie to me

Demons all on my chest, can’t control my head
Losing all of my breath, I’m probably better dead
Get in position, they got a new proposition 
I feel alive in the cyclone, I hope it raises suspicion 

I hope, I go
Peacefully in December’s snow
I know, I’m gone
Write another poem I’m the right one

[chorus]

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

wind from ghosts (feat. lxst boy)(puhf & zekiro)

All of the time that i just wasted
Spending all of my days intoxicated
So isolated i need sedation 
Tryna get her out of my head is so brainless

Tear drops on her face 
And She Tellin me she made a mistake
I don’t really know what I’m gonna say 
I guess It was going so good till it just fuckin didn’t 

I’m lyin when I say im ok 
Cuz You keep Poppin up inside of my brain
And All the shit you said don’t hold any weight
Yeah She tell me that she me love me till she just fuckin didn’t 

With the eyes like diamonds 
Mesemerizin
Youre the one I think of when I close my eyelids
Can I kill the silence I’ve been feelin lifeless
Messin with my head and my heart she a white bitch
All you do is type but the words not vibrant 
She keep pullin me in she hot like a siren
Belive me when I tell you that you help me ease my mind its 
Kinda fuckin crazy that i had you by my side bitch

But now it’s all over 
And I can’t stay sober 
I’m poppin the pain away
And thinkin of better days 

This that drive me to the grave
And our love was just a phase
You treat me like shit most days 
It’s just gonna break me

But now you’re gone 
Every thought feels wrong 
Idk what’s going on 
lately I been so jaded 

She look me in the eyes she could tell that I’m faded
Spreadin nothin but lies you petty and faceless 
I guess Her laugh was a disguise she was plotting my demise 
I can’t tell what’s wrong could you please get me right 
Good sex forgot all the shit that went wrong
I could never speak my thoughts so I put em in a song 

Next thing that I know everyone singin along
And I swear I try my best but I can’t keep holding on 
She knows she was the first that i brought up to my mom 
Try to tell you how I’m feeling but the words are all wrong 

And i miss you even more with the time spent apart 
Said that you need healing coz your thoughts been dark
But she really scared of feeling so she told me let’s part
I hope that you get better cuz youll always have my heart 

Gotta stop scrollin on the feed
Just so I can write on a beat 
But you know he gonna spit some heat
I made 4 racks just last week what you call for
Always on my phone in case it beeps
And your face so pretty in my head repeatin 
I wish i didn’t love her for all the wrong reasons 
She say she gotta go our love was just a season 

Tear drops on her face 
And She Tellin me she made a mistake
I don’t really know what I’m gonna say 
I guess It was going so good till it just fuckin didn’t 

verse again)

this was a love story (prod. gage oakes)

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @killedmyself

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backyard beetle - spoken (prod. killedmyself)

Wrote this about my cancellation, and the rut I've been in because of so. Love you guys <3

I keep on wishing for someone,
I'm so sick of feeling like no one.
And you do not know who you've become;
At least now I'm working on who I am.

I’m Human, Wish I Wasn’t.

backyard beetle - blame myself (prod. immortal)

beat prod by: wisssery 
written and performed by: popularreject x lil XipZ x safeatlast

scratches + lil XipZ x safeatlast (p. wisssery)

convenience [prod.kamhello]

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dial tones (p. xmichaelwarren)

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