Come Up

KiD X Deanna - Dopamine

song: https://soundcloud.com/middle-east-beats/altura
follow: https://soundcloud.com/middle-east-beats
Coverart: made by me, tried to recreate my phone

Deciding if I should drop the rest of the songs I have. Still unsure.
edit 1/2/17 
i did drop them lmaoo 
https://soundcloud.com/llamawav/sets/letters-never-sent

[lyrics]
She aint steal no heart but she steal them souls 
She got me runnin off the hills and i cant no mo 
I wanna go to a place where it aint so cold
Where the colors shine bright and the mold dont grow 
Im getting back in the function 
I use to want all your loving but now i want it even more 
But it aint never meant be
So i staay sleeping hoping that i catch this dream
I wanna lay in a meadow will it stay green?
I wanna breathe air, without that carbon emission 
Not a man on a mission but a man with vision 
Who wants to see all his children but i be stuck in this fiction 
Imprisoned maybe if i took the time to believe in religion
I wouldn't be so stressed but i got shit on my mind
what happens after i die does time keep going and going
Like Idk where im going 
I see the water it flowing 
So im taking dip but this current dont shift and its a long way down 
I just wanna find myself in this thing called sound
Sometimes i hear this ring 
Like when an angel sings
I don't feel displeased
But then the storms come in 
And when it rains it pours  
I be hiding my tears inside this phone
I wanna keep it movin’ but i cant no mo
I wanna go to a place where it aint so cold 
Where the uh colors shine bright
Where the mold dont grow uh uh uh 
Im getting back in the function 
I use to want all your lovin 
But that ship has sunken and now im searching for something
So i, wonder what wanderer would do in his finals moments
Probably be sippin on something potent 
And when he dies they finally notice
Hes a poet, they bring me back and relive all my greatest moments
In yo hands forever hold em
You kept me gold for the price of my soul 
 im at an all time low 
But i remember the flow 
Where i be dancing and grooving
Life lesson, i am her student 
So im just keeping it moving it
And i dont care what you doing as long as We Keep it movin
The rhythm imma pursue it until i cant  no mo 
I wanna go to a place where it aint so cold
Where the colors shine bright
Where the mold dont grow uh uh
i wanna go, i wanna go..

for someone who won't feel the same [prod. MiddleEast]

"Cold soul you know everybody loves you
Even so you can't see the way you're s'posed to go
You know everything that glitters isn't gold
Their faces turn to stone
The black denim jeans with the small pockets
You couldn't afford much you wore what your mom gotcha
You took ya sister out chilling out the playground
the local moms around so you went on for a walk
Just a stroll you told yourself somewhere you didn't have to talk
Cause all the doctors in the world just seem to think you need a cott
And all the pills and lack of sleep can't beat a trip around the block
And you're in limbo falling yet there's not a sight of ground
A place where tears may often fall but all your sobs don't make a sound
And all the light becomes the dark and all the hate just starts to pound
Upon that lock you set to guard your heart with pieces never found
And then you saw her there girl you dreamt to be your princess
Not one you had to save but one that seemed she'd often listen
You're getting optimistic for someone you haven't met yet
But I digress let's keep the camera rolling the best bet
To progress on the story and let's hope you have a check plan
But, you're getting caught up you didn't notice her sneak up
You were getting so startled she thought it was hilarious
You thought you were anxious then but now it's getting scarier
You start to stutter grays may change to blue
You can feel the butterflies they're getting tough to chew
You feel like you might blow up but instead you'll just take flight
And then she'll grab you with her grace and you'll embrace her tiny light
Cause she's so perfect even past the blemish on her surface
You can see the soul that's chipped and she thought she should hide
It's so painful, seeing someone lovely get so stopped up
All the shine they bring is chopped up but you can see the radiance
You just hold her hand and say you'll be there through the rainy bits
She just smiles blissfully you think you're finally making friends
You realize that you're staring into space or in her eyes
And then you're standing all alone except she's right there by your side
And now it's different, nobody is there for you but her
You're falling down through limbo yet the darkness starts to blur
All the words you kept inside in silent solitude she heard
And she takes you to a world and tries to tell you jump head first
But you're so tentative you forget your sentences
You mumble out regrets and fears she stumbles down the steps and then
You might go to catch her you don't really know
but the next thing you remember is the darkness turn to stone
And you're standing in a castle this endless fight with loneliness has ended
Your problems haven't gone away but this is the beginning
You walk into the throne room yes the elephants apparent
She's the queen you've always wanted and you're staring
Hoping you could muster up the courage too
Take her hand in ways to show that you could never hurt her like
Ways that she's been hurt before you'd put it on your life
Because you've never met someone who could just remove all your strife
and in the blink of an eye you're sitting back in the park
You must've fallen asleep but now you're falling apart
Cause she would stitch up the seams she would light up the dark
You didn't notice there was someone beside you right in the park
You looked around and she looked over she was looking like art
You recognize her by face you wanna talk but she starts
She says she needs a new friend Her family had just moved in
She offers up her hand and you take it like a new man
She's looking so vibrant you're getting all silent
She looks into your eyes and so you finally have decided to
Grow old, even though, everything that turns gray, turns to stone
You know that you want to take it on, you just have a fire lit inside you right at home
Oh
Cold soul, it gets warmer, you could find what you want right around the corner
And gold falls right when you wanna make a little change
Turn concrete into mortar
Will you"

Cold Soul ft. love-sadKiD

bunker buddies merch out now: https://teespring.com/get-bunker-buddies
stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4E70wTAgVlfgoxTUHFGbuB
out on all platforms

produced by the talented @juniordbeats, go check em out!
mixing and art by me

Lyrics:
[annotations at https://genius.com/Zamir-bunker-buddies-lyrics]
it's kinda hard to stay calm with all this talk of A-bombs
i can’t really ignore it what with Donald taunting K. Jong
and since nuclear war is now basically quite imminent 
i’m wondering if you’ll join me in this basement that i’m living in
it’s got accommodations, it’s amazing as a bunker
we can hunker down and face an Operation Rolling Thunder
i’m stacked on games in case we wanna play and never slumber
and got snacks for days so we don’t waste away from our hunger 
this is an exclusive invitation
only for the few I’d like to stay with if our days are ever numbered
as a human race, i mean our population was encumbering
this earth in any case, so in a way, this really may not be a bummer
a nuclear apocalypse,
when it’s over we can hunt for oxidants and fuel to take a rocket ship
to space, from the waste of a once beautiful metropolis
just stocking it with things that are useful like... umm... chocolates?

(or maybe oxygen would be smarter... ehh... actually i'll stick to chocolates)

and honestly, i’m not exactly sure what has me more scared
it’s kinda strange but i fear climate change as much as warfare
with oceans rising all the coasts will find themselves submerged 
and i don’t think the current government has shown enough concern
we’ve got researchers waving publications in dismay
as our leaders keep taking our nation to its grave
so when it comes time to find a place in which to stay
like I mentioned earlier, my bunker basement’s pretty safe
in a worst case scenario, an earthquake might bury you
but otherwise i’ve kept track of every single variable
if temperatures get crazy my AC will keep us very cool
if oceans rise we’re waterproofed, and i’ve got a tube 
that runs up out the room a couple hundred feet into the air
my neighbors think that i’m a kook, but there’s no being too prepared
so whether it gets hot out or we face nuclear fallout
if you hear this, for you i’ve got a few feet of room to spare

spotify

bunker buddies (prod. by jrd.)

mix and master: me
prod: @konteks
cover art: @itsbubblegum
youtube: youtu.be/O1vzpz1SfIM

So this song is not about a girl, but about the holy spirit. (ew ryce is religious) I know I know just hear me out. It felt like I didn't write this song, like a higher force did. You guys can relate to the song in anyway you want, this was just my inspiration for it. 
This is one of the few times that I truly had a lot fun writing and recording a song. I hope you guys enjoy this song as much as I did making it. 
(P.S. elias is a nugget)
(P.S. afternoon is a bigger nugget)

yo i suck at fortnite frfr, if you got this low put your username in the comments so we can play, i need dat practice

Spells

prod. @abembeats
mix. @ibr

Lyrics:
Andromeda galaxy's outside the window, and I've been adrift by the crystals that wink out in harmony/ 
signals deflect through the pinholes that alternate blinks with their colorless glow/
I slip through the folds in a ship that escaped its bottle, I got the whole hull, painted all gold/
cold in the cosmos, brain unfurls into a 1970's space-age novel/

now the Pinwheel galaxy is outside the window, the windshield cracks accentuate the starlight/
off-white spheres of ice are circled in the mist, the shadows of the solar system huddled 'round the bonfire/
but I'm drifting past in a bucket of bolts that's stuck in a solar wind gust of comet tail dust/
in abundance rushing towards the crust of everything that ever was and ever will be, I'm just hoping that my feet don't fail me/

a universe in a tea cup, need to be beamed up, need a key to release, the secrets sealed up/
need a seat to see the freedom, I seek, I sleep seasons, seems infeasible/
it's a voyage, I need to repair the pipes that burst in imagination systems, that flooded up with a vengeance/
and caused a slipstream that swallowed me whole from out the Tadpole galaxy and turned my ship into a tiny crumpled ball of wreckage/

like fuck, there's nothing outside of the window, except for a star-gate sequence on loop/
and I float out there, listless, spiraling inside dimensions that had all their ceilings removed/
in an arcade game long forgot in the backroom, I can't breathe and I'm doomed, deep in this vacuum/
it's almost tranquil, zoned out in my helmet, this vanishing act was.. past-due/

Voyager

Thank you everyone for the continued support. Here is a little something that's been in the works. Much more music to come

Featuring https://soundcloud.com/atwoodotj and https://soundcloud.com/dahm-the-rapper

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/vbnd

Mixed and Mastered by https://soundcloud.com/ibr

Sexy Art by https://soundcloud.com/biskwiq Da Pancake man

https://soundcloud.com/offthejump

www.offthejvmp.com 

Thank you everyone for the continued support. Here is a little something that's been in the works. Much more music to come

Go (ft. Atwood & Dahm)

Written by: Reed Pake & https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/geo_1022
Engineered by: https://soundcloud.com/demxntia, Blindsightmix & John Garcia
Cover Art by: twitter.com/a1icat_

Lyrics:

Hook:
It's all i've ever known,
But it's feeling less like home
Everything i have to show
Is it easier to throw away?
Why do i feel alone?
In this crowded space i'm always in
I dont know what to do
No i don't know what to do at all

Verse 1:
The walls I live and breathe in between I’m the inmate and the warden of/
It's lit to be dim and bleak like the place is all boarded up/
‘Cause the drapes to my windows are like the pall to a coffin/
As I await to disintegrate in this hall that I’m locked in/
And so much time has allotted for me, it’s hard to believe/
When I got to this occupancy, I thought I'd not wanna leave/ 
But now I’m scratchin’ and clawin’ when I’m passin' every single wall/ 
And lashin’ at anyone at all who’s just askin’ me to be calm/
In my place of residence, used to say it was heaven sent/
Goin’ out of my way to decorate and then I’d freshen it/ 
To make it remain elegant, but now I’m like “hell with it”/
As I stay negligent and watch it decay to a skeleton/
Of what it was in the past, I hardly can stomach that/
I'm reluctant to pack my bags, when it’s been nothin’ but drab/
And if time I could run it back, I would’ve done it in a snap/
But I can't recover half of a decade stuck in this pad/

Hook 2:
It's all i've ever known,
But it's feeling less like home
Everything i have to show
Is it easier to throw away?
Why do i feel alone?
In this crowded space i'm always in
I don't know where to go
No i don't know where to go at all

Verse 2:
If I make a break & escape this place, I dunno where I'd go/
So I lay awake and I ruminate all the faces I know/
That are pacin’ the globe while I'm stayin' complacent at home/
‘Cause I rather stay in repose than be astray and alone/
So when my neighbors don’t want me to be involved in their gatherings/ 
And my thin walls are rattlin’ from the shit song they’re blastin’/
I start contactin’ some locals, hopeful they want to kick back/
And I get a no though, they’re all at the social next door where it’s happenin’/
I used to always think this was the place I was meant to be/
And I made myself believe it was and wasted so much energy/
Yeah, but I’m still holdin’ out hope/
That what I invested will be manifested, but I feel and know that it won’t/
So, how will I cope, with what my dream has amounted to/
And no one’s here to listen, so the walls are what I shout into/
Always lookin’ in my mirror when I’m in my powder room/
Thinkin’ of a day that I can get out of this house of blues/

Hook 3:
It's all i've ever known,
but it never feels like home
Everything i have to show
Is it easier to throw away?
Why do i feel alone?
In this crowded space i cannot leave
This empty house of blues
Does it feel the same for you? oh..

House of Blues - Single

Spotify/Apple Music

House of Blues (feat. demxntia) [prod. garrett.]

feat. @atwood
prod. @officialbiosphere and @citygrl
mix. @atwood
art. @headhaunter

Lyrics:

I can't seem to say a word but i hope that you see the message in my eyes
And i know this sounds absurd but girl i still feel our connection in the silence
I'm mumbling around you
You still hang around me
I love that i found you
But i just cannot speak
In the presence of a goddess 
Girl i think you keep me quiet
And i like it

Oh man, I think it's love at first sight
I hope I dream the same scenario that runs through her mind
I've got the wherewithal to play it out, take her out to outer space
I've planned the date down to a science, while her eyes just, how you say, uhh

nevermind, I'm trying to say she's something else
she manipulates my glacial heart, that her tongue could melt
I'm hunkered down in bunkers 'round a lovely battlefield
my safety's on, but all the butterflies still flutter out the gun barrels

I think a cat got my.. what's it called
we had locked eyes once and you could cut the tension with uh, something sharp
tons of sparks and other smart metaphors formed between us
in uncharted territory, need to procure some visas

like those triangle things in Giza, so visually stunning/
I'm a sucker for that uhh colored hair and her lips are so lovely
like the damn, what's the word, her freckles like stars that speckle the sky or something
I don't know I think my mind is buffering, I'm just speechless

Hook

You've got the. .touch.. of. a million angels
A pill i take to levitate to go higher than rainbows

A.... a.... no I've got it on the tip of my tongue hold on

Oh! And you're an angel
Okay hang on
I know that wasn't very charming but
Your alabaster keys strike the strings of my heartbeat
And make me stop and think, well. .not think.. i mean partly
But i just cannot seem to find something that hits the mark
How'd this even start?
Maybe i should buy a teleprompter
Type out all my sentences ahead of time
Finesse these awkward situations
But maybe that wouldn't be genuine
And I'd begin to slip into a state of charted destinations
A place so far away from yesterday's cathartic stasis
Guess it's hard to say that when my tongue's tied I still feel amazing
You make me feel amazing
You make me feel amazing
You make me uhhhh

Speechless w/ Atwood (prod. biosphere & City Girl)

Written by: Reed Pake & https://soundcloud.com/keepitinside
Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/talbeatss
Cover art by: https://www.instagram.com/w.vinn/
Mixed/Mastered by: https://soundcloud.com/keepitinside

(Verse 1):
I used to live in the future, but now I’m stuck in the past/
My memories are like movies and I keep on runnin’ ‘em back/ Repeatin’ scenes I’ve seen so many times, still stunned and aghast/ At how my life could be different if I weren’t such an ass/ So many verses I spat just so I could adjust my label/ Craved attention so badly, that I could devour a plateful/ But I tried so hard to be seen, I forgot to set the right angle/ Then the camera rolled and I was told I acted disgraceful/ Damn, and I had homies who’d show me so much love/ But at the time it just never felt like it was enough/
Chasin’ validation from people who didn’t give a fuck/
About me, leavin the ones who really did behind in the dust/  ‘Cuz they’d always listen when I was bitchin’ about feelin’ voiceless/ But I’d ditch ‘em for toxic folks I knew I should be avoidin’/ Yet, I was so thirsty I was happy drinkin’ poison/ And all my friends warnin’ me were drowned in a sea of voices

(Hook):
Man I was so blind/
And I know I can’t just heal the scars I’ve tried/
I want to take it back and make it right/
All that I’ve avoided to be fine/
Sorry that I left you all behind/ 

(Verse 2):
I’m wakin’ up from dreams that feel realer than life/
In ‘em I fight with my demons, hear ‘em scream in the dead of night/
Now it’s got me facin’ all the darkest vignettes of my life/
So I gaze at a screen just to get a glimmer of light/
Hittin’ me right where it hurts and fuck, it might be absurd/
But I’m saying sorry to people I haven’t spoken a word/
To in years now, so I can make it clear how/
Much I’ve really changed and I can’t be more sincere ‘bout/
Wantin’ to make up for the errors of the ways/ Every year it gets more difficult to bear all this weight/ But I don’t even know if I believe all that I say/ When I’m repeatin’ the same mistakes I’d make back in the day/ Kickin’ myself until I re-open up my old scars/ I’d go far, but in my wake I’d leave behind some broke hearts/ Yeah, and now that everything I’d worry bout’s irrelevant/ All that I think about is how I wish I could’ve been a better friend/

Left Behind (feat. keepitinside) [prod. talbeats]

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Left Behind (feat. keepitinside) [prod. talbeats]

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