changes - victxrw + verti + arid (mxsui)

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6QgdJQWQV4

(cboy):

 i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

ill say what i want cause i know noones listening
i started taking medicine then i got addicted
i dont even really know if i can ever fit in 
cause i got so much free time im 
spitting nonsense

(owtiss):

i've been chilling living in different realities 
every time u open up it always saddens me 
what goes on in ur head
dont know what i could say
always bearing the pain
i wish i could relate
i dont know a single thing about u
cant help but worry that just what i do
cuz u kno that i always care about u
but idk what i should do

(cboy):

i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

Purpose

purpose w/ owtiss (MaxOTT)

prod. me

lyrics:

ima take some shit then i'll pass out
3am pics got me blurred out
when u look at that shit in the background
u can see me there, i'm a no one
when i put on my shit, it's the best ones
when i look at myself, i don't know him
when i take some pics, i don't post them
then i trash them
never seen them
(x2,,)

and i wish i stopped myself
and i wish i stopped myself from letting go
i stay in the background
u can see me there i'm a no one
(x2,,)

i don't wnna change myself
i don't wnna change myself
for nobody but me i know i have to.
(x2,,)

3amPics

@counterxo 🖤 
@methboiswag 🖤 
@prod-roxa🖤
@team_taka🖤 


mui
----
i dont care a bit about it
thinkin nothin bout the past tense
cuz i dont want the habit
i'm smokin loud until im gaspin'
for the love that you cancelled
your wrote with every caption

you compare to a legend
where love is all compassion
surrounded by your darkness
nothing mattered,
nothing happened
ya, you told all your stories
but u ended up in fictionn

i dont wanna help with ur love no more
shawty i keep drownin in ur love, so far
you gotta keep me close
so i dont go far
ridin 125s w da bros for suree

counterr
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I don’t really care about it
I used to think you really cared, now I doubt it
Have to hold back my emotions, wanna shout it out, I just really need some space my mind’s clouded
tell me if theres someone else
I’ll go rot back on the shelf
Smoke this whole thing by myself
Ran away from what I felt

I’ve been deep inside my head tryna stop this madness
deep inside a bottle tryna source this sadness
Tryna find the light to get out this blackness
Seen your new posts, broken hearts in the captions
A time where we heal is a time I imagine
Growing so apart even though I thought we had it
Let’s restart, make it work like some magic
Even though I said that

mui
----
and every time u tell me that we're done
girl
im tieing all these feelins in a knot
so...
i can't take this feelin anymore
bro
idrc anymooore

i dont care a bit about it
thinkin nothin bout the past tense
cuz i dont want the habit
i'm smokin loud until im gaspin'
for the love that you cancelled
your wrote with every caption

you compare to a legend
where love is all compassion
surrounded by your darkness
nothing mattered,
nothing happened
ya, you told all your stories
but u ended up in fictionn

i dont wanna help with ur love no more
shawty i keep drownin in ur love, so far
you gotta keep me close
so i dont go far
ridin 125s w da bros for suree

##pasttense</3 w/ counterr // methboiswag x roxa

@victxrw
@ogpichu
@bazington
@sensuku

[arid]
i dont even think that we were done
i dont wanna feel it in my lungs
u dont even care im like "so what"
every word every note that u sung

i know u do it all for me
i dont wanna look at u hear ur apology
yea every other time it was hard for me to know
i dont wanna see u on this road
i swear i seen u a thousand times
left me in the cold i wonder why
all of this decay inside our lives
i dont wanna push it to the side

[victxrw]
i think i jus fall in love 2 fast
i just wnna feel what we used 2 have
i dnt think i have what it takes 2 last
so maybe u can show me different

ill listen... (ill listen, listen, listen, listen...)
cuz the distance doesnt change a thing ill fix it
i still think that the love is existing
does that make me crazy for wishing

(i dont care if u think tht im crazy, i only long for u.
i hope u dont forget abt me as long i sing all of these songs for u.)

[pichu]
if we go on like this
i dont think i wanna be with u anymore
noway im gonna fight this
theyll come back to me when i score
i was on the floor bleeding my eyes out everybody watching me
i pray to a lord i dont believe in yes im pleading for my saviour

apology w/ victxrw + pichu [baz + sensuku]

2024-6-1

"I don't know what we were fighting for anymore."

https://open.spotify.com/track/5Jse0WvTFGPO2Ecg825GUN?si=98571880612a491c

tysm to the goats @prodarisu @shatter3d for the crazy beat!!
and tysm to @miraie for hopping on the song!!

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@remiliaxd :

"is it alright?"
you did me over and left me on the floor
and i don't think i can help myself again
yet you come back to ask for more, for more
i need a reason
i need to know why you left me at the door
'cause even though that my heart was sore again
i smiled, said no more, then walked away

so hide away
don't let them see inside
inside inside
it's hard to maintain what we had
but is it worth it?
do we deserve this?
doing it time and time again
it's hard, hard
don't know what we were fighting for, anymore

@miraie :

I'm fighting for my life every single day
I'm struggling finding meaning of my life just to find out
That life is nothing but a tragedy
Yet we still live on finding our own pace & melody

SO FLY AWAY 
SOMEWHERE SO FAR AWAY, AWAY
THERE'S A KNIFE, IN MY HEART YEAH
FALL APART NO
I'M BLEEDING SLOWLY
MY VISIONS FADING
MY CONSCIOUS GONE INTO ISEKAI
REINCARNATING
Twenty three reasons written on a page and it's still not enough
I took my organs took my soul bleed myself out it's too rough
Fighting against the voice
Did I made the right choice?
Gotta keep my heart close
Can't let it decompose so-

@remiliaxd & @miraie :

so hide away
don't let them see inside
inside inside
it's hard to maintain what we had
but is it worth it?
do we deserve this?
doing it time and time again
it's hard, hard
don't know what we were fighting for, anymore

reason +miraie (arisu x shatter3d)

20240219 227 +61

one step at a time.

@kyoakyo
@wintress13

change (kyoa x wintress)

feels good to be back, i got a new microphone
hope yall like the new sound, this is a lot more accurate to what my voice actually sounds like :)
prod @angelonmyshoulder @yashio20k @liamtakeover

lyrics:

i just wanted
a second to reach out
but you dont want that
and i can see that now
falling to the old ways again
i know this was all going to end

i can never tell
whats in your head
do you wish us well
or do you wish us dead
all the words that we left in that room
its all just a memory now...

in your house
thought we could figure it out
all we did was scream and shout
oh, i thought you were the one
oh, but now we're done

i had every reason
but i could never break it off
i couldnt handle loss
every feeling every thought
makes me just want to stop
never could figure it out
i know that now we cant be the same
that was never allowed
even if im still staring at the ground
i can still see your face around
around the corner

i just wanted
a second to reach out
but you dont want that
and i can see that now
falling to the old ways again
i know this was all going to end

i can never tell
whats in your head
do you wish us well
or do you wish us dead
all the words that we left in that room
its all just a memory now...

in your house
thought we could figure it out
all we did was scream and shout
oh, i thought you were the one
oh, but now we're done

in your house

in ur house (attachxd + yashio + liamtakeover)

Mastered by: @josuanatanaell

@miraie
@irisvi1

[Hook: Xora]
i wish u here by my side
(by my side)
i want u to be my bride
(be my bride)
trust me i never lied
(cuz i never lied)
i will never let u go
so please stay by my side

離れないで
(dont go away)
それが俺の夢
(thats my only dream)
i just want to live happily forever

cuz ur the only one
the one that i trust and i love
its gonna be alright
lets have fun together

[Verse: miraie]
I still remember the day you said "Hi~"
You turned around held me and looked straight into my eyes
Your hands are so soft caught me by surprise
I lost my trust to love but you opened up my mind

cause baby girl, what u want, I'll give you it all
baby girl, what u want, I'll make sure you don't fall
lost my mind, I fall
tears are falling down from my eyeballs

With you every second feels like it's mine
With you every minute I'm feeling fine
With you every hour your hearts beats close to mine
With you every day I'll do my best to be fine

I wish you were here tonight
Your name feels like lullaby
Trust me I never lie
My heart is all yours so
Baby don't say goodbye

[Hook]

by my side (xora irisv)

bad audio possibly bc it was upload from my phone

(prod.dynasty!)

changes - victxrw + verti + arid (mxsui)

remedy