changes - victxrw + verti + arid (mxsui)

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@erdo
@hiseph

lyrics
@uxiexo
holding my breath
uh, hands on my chest
say im the worst
i treated u like the best
let’s just be honest
you messed up 
u cant solve it 
i ain’t been on it
don’t blame me for ur problems

@hiseph
this ain’t what you want
i can’t really talk now 
make this what it’s not
that’s how you get aired out
i got way too much up on my mind 
(this shit ain’t fair now)
doing way too much to realize
(you never cared now)

holding my breath
swear you lost all understanding when i 
said what i said
keep that ruler just to manage when we
do it all again
i can’t understand it when we 
cut ties in the end
swear this shit was all pretend now

@uxiexo
chorus again

breath w/ seph (erdo)

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6QgdJQWQV4

(cboy):

 i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

ill say what i want cause i know noones listening
i started taking medicine then i got addicted
i dont even really know if i can ever fit in 
cause i got so much free time im 
spitting nonsense

(owtiss):

i've been chilling living in different realities 
every time u open up it always saddens me 
what goes on in ur head
dont know what i could say
always bearing the pain
i wish i could relate
i dont know a single thing about u
cant help but worry that just what i do
cuz u kno that i always care about u
but idk what i should do

(cboy):

i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

Purpose

purpose w/ owtiss (MaxOTT)

prod. me

lyrics:

ima take some shit then i'll pass out
3am pics got me blurred out
when u look at that shit in the background
u can see me there, i'm a no one
when i put on my shit, it's the best ones
when i look at myself, i don't know him
when i take some pics, i don't post them
then i trash them
never seen them
(x2,,)

and i wish i stopped myself
and i wish i stopped myself from letting go
i stay in the background
u can see me there i'm a no one
(x2,,)

i don't wnna change myself
i don't wnna change myself
for nobody but me i know i have to.
(x2,,)

3amPics [[[LEAK]]]

ty @jonsve @victxrw <3 prod @y4ndere
finally new music yayyy
also thank you guys sm for 1k ❤️

me:
you know js what u mean to me
n when ur not around i cannot fall asleep
i cant function when ur not around
m- me and u 2gethr swear our souls are bound
yea i flatline 
for the last time
time and time again i would give u my all
time and time again swear im taking the fall
(me n u 2gether swear our souls are bound)
swear our souls are bound
swear our souls are bound
fall into 
fall in my arms
fall into 
fall in my arms

@jonsve
this can't resolve anymore
you just walk out of the door, the door, the door
and after turns to before
and i keep coming back for more, for more

baby can you hear my heartbeat, so fast?
i can feel our hearts meet, again
i've been hurting from a heartbleed, so bad
don't you give up on me, again and again
do you think you'll ever call me, right back
relapse into my arms please, so sad
play right into the cards please, i can't 
cause i never draw the hearts i need, again and again

@victxrw
ill do it over again
everything you said is going straight to my head
can we still be friends
tell me that well never end
well never end
just feel alive thats what they always say
and ill be fine aslong as ur okay
i dont feel safe i wanna run away
i dont feel safe can u hold me in ur arms
its all surreal
i need more than medicine js to heal
i need u to love me how u did
like way back when
like way back then
never never thought i'd be
never thought i'd be
so weak so
so weakkk
and im begging 
begging you please
leave me beee

me again
swear our souls are bound
swear our souls are bound
fall into 
fall in my arms
fall into 
fall in my arms

ty for listening!!

need u +jons & victxrw (yandere)

Big thanks to @1kidsora and @victxrw for featuring. It’s really crazy that i can have a song with people who inspire me and i listen to everyday. Also shout out @kuriyai443 for the fire beat.

recorded in feb 2024

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(chorus: me)
its night outside
and u shine the brightest
dancing in the moonlight
but u broke my heart
it hurt so bad
im falling to pieces
wish it only was a dream
but its real we cannot be
and i wish you was here with me
because my chest its gonna bleed

(verse: me)
love of my live
falling thru my hands
u left me all alone
cannot understand
we went different ways
hope u doing okay
blinded by your love
like some kind of spell
memories of u stuck inside my brain
wish we could go and relive them again
baby close your eyes let the wind blow
in the end yeah wish it was a real love

(verse: kid sora)
I don't know if this is real love
you've been acting strange so I think imma close the seal up
ah-haa! that mean you aint getting near us
I lead by example, I don't want them all to fear us- yuh, yuh-
like, it really aint that deep girl
better prove your worth before you gain the right to see worlds
better prove yourself before you gain the right to see pearls
thought she was the one, it turns out that girl just an e-girl- fuck

(verse: victxrw)
yea yea, i just need get out
i tried to scream but theres no sound coming out my mouth
no no, i just need get out
im stuck in bed im just stuck inside this jail house
I pray that i can make it up
nd everyday, ive had enough
ik that u just hate my guts
ill never be enough

im never enough
im coughing up blood
im never enough

(chorus: me)
its night outside
and u shine the brightest
dancing in the moonlight
but u broke my heart
it hurt so bad
im falling to pieces
wish it only was a dream
but its real we cannot be
and i wish you was here with me
because my chest its gonna bleed

art by https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/19920821

wish

Spotify✨

wish + kid sora & victxrw (kuriyai)

@angelicxmei

prod me & @xternalz

lyrics:

me!

you know that it feels right
with you laying by my side
let my tears drop to the ground
let them all out its alright
yeah we'll be fine

yeah my heart is going cold
you dont want me
i gave you my sweater yeah
it was all for nothing
always do my best
just so i can make it right
you don't even love me
u know it was all a lie

i really start to wonder
should i even bother
yeah you broke my heart
and now its in the gutter
you saved me from all of my fears
im dreaming to thoughts of you being here

@angelicxmei

i want u so please just look in my eyes
i told u we both stood under the sky
i wanna laugh with u i wanna find the truth
i wanna make a move dont make my feelings blue

my heart is getting colder,  so come a little closer
i want u by my shoulder dont make me feel like its over!

cold w/ angelicxmei (prod. me + xternalz)

sorry for the long waittttt 
remedy is back in action! ##remedy <3
@k4rson
@owtiss
@1mint
@yashio20k
@neohnq

lyrics:
karson
give it back
what we had
its not my fault
its not my bad
not at all
so why u mad
i lost it all
and you laughed
why are you not with me
you said you missed me
you dont miss me
you wont kiss me
you dont love me
dont you miss me
you could trust me
girl im listening
baby just talk to me again
something that time could never mend
just tell me how to fix this
bc girl i really miss this
remember all the time we used to spend
you promised that this would never end
i cant deal w all the distrust
but girl i really miss us

owtiss
i gave my all to her
all she did take it
was that all my love was worth
just another 1-stop shop for broken hearts
u pissed me off
im giving up!
so many times
i cant do this alone
u dont want me talk
ok i'll shut up :)
i said so many times
ive just had enough..
when i look into ur eyes
i think of what we lost (edited)

mint
u can hold my hand n we can run away
i bottled up your love for another day
and when its over tell me will you fade away
trusting that i put my heart in the right place
you take it all
give it back like it was never gone
us forever baby tell me is this what you want
knew that you were the one for me like all along
stole my heart again so i had to tell her to (give it back)

give it back - karson + owtiss + 1mint (yashio + neohn)

prod @kggn @llati
Track 3 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/track/0XjpqH2vtdjhBSvpa0dcds?si=bdbf12a082454fcd

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 12, 2025
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[hook]
figured out my life 💭 feeling great yeah im on my way 🏃
flying through the clouds ☁️ yeah i wish for brighter days 🌤️
fuck the haters 🙄 fuck what they say im here to stay 😎
forfeit all my cards 🎴 chins up i'll find my way 💯

[verse]
bitch im on my way yeah
please stop calling for my name
i cant sense the thing inside your eyes
stop making claims 
u could have been my MAKIMA
(https://chainsaw-man.fandom.com/wiki/Makima)
and threw me to the flame
but u used me like money glitch
u only want my fame zzz
u only use me when u need me
treat me like a game
used me left me like a chess pawn
yeah im done with shame
T-T-Thought you were my POWER
(https://chainsaw-man.fandom.com/wiki/Power)
you a shallow frame
and now im on my own
free myself up from your chains xx

[hook]

[verse 2]
i'll find my way~ i'll find my way~
scrolling on my photo gallery
i missed those days :(
cause those times were simpler
and our life was easier
we loved ❤️ get mad 💔
but the world couldnt stop us
back then our dreams on a tablet
gaming till sunrise dont care about textbook
every frame tells a story
every shot writes a story
NOW I SEE YOU MESS MY BRAIN-AIN-AIN-AIN
COLORS FADE LIKE STAIN-AIN-AIN-AIN
ALONE IN THIS RAIN-AIN-AIN
...𝔀𝓱𝓸 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓼𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓹𝓪𝓲𝓷...?

[hook]