lyrics:

i just wanna feel that uh
i just wanna leave that uh
i just wanna be with you so i know what you gonna do

i said pls dont let me go
i just cant live without you
i just want you by my side so i wont be a broken tool

broken tool, i just wanna speak up with you only too
only too, i know you love me cuz im a lonely too
its that true? hold me close so i wont be a broken tool
broken tool, i just live this life happy with procedur <3

I Like u a Lot (Johnnyfriend)

goodbye das all i say
please take the pain away
n evry breath i take 
i hope it wont go to waste

lets go our seperate ways
i never meant to care
and all the love i gave 
u gave it all away

fallin at first sight
maybe it was rlly a dream
i ask myself at night
to try so i wouldnt scream
locked myself up
hid myself inside a dream
my anger build up
let myself dragged by the stream
i was so careless and helpless i dunno what to do
you took my heart youre so selfish and now i feel so blue
it's so hard to accept that's it's true
well sometimes theres just nothin u can do

nothin u can do
nothin u can do
nothin u can do

u gave it all away :(

you fell in love with me but it was all a dream

watching my own world fall down in front of me


lyrics and vox: me
prod: me

note: i made a thing
note 2: beat inspired by shrinemaiden - ugh

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why'd you talk to me
one wrong step, you don't wanna see
is it make believe?
i just want you to love me
oooooh
cause in this world of make believe
nooooo
my heart, my mind is crumbling

everything is crumbling
watching my own world fall down in front of me
under the magic tree
i can hear your voice calling me
oooooh
in gensokyo with the family @fabs4k :)
nooooo
there's nowhere else i want to be

High Vox:
turn it back, turn around
fall into my arms this time
take a leap of faith
and come with me and leave your world behind
take a repeat, take it slow
in this endless winter snow
everything will be alright
and the end will be real bright (x2)

Low Vox:
take it back, i <3 you
turn back time
cast our memories aside
hoping you will reappear
and one day we can reunite
but until then hope you know
i will love you to and through
after all it has been fine
but i still want to rewind (x2)

bring you back (remilia)

i don't want to see you once they're all gone


note 1: i am extremely happy to have a song with the person who got me into this type of music @1kidsora. i very grateful and keep making great music <3
note 2: phantasie's prod is crazy
note 3: i was fanboying

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me:
i dont want to go with you tonight
so baby hold my hand real time
i've been waiting for the times 
all the time
waiting for our hearts to find another light
breaking down emotions
i wanted you all of the time
you can't stay in one place you just leave me behind
and i know it's wrong
don't hold my hand this long
yeah

kid sora:
cause i should keep movin, i cant stay
every second i remain in this place i go insane
& all this pain interfering, messin w/ my brain
ik we both get it so how much of this can u take?
im done, dont want it no, not one
a hand to hold, i dont need it cause i've been on the run
uh-huhhhh
& im just trynna move on
i dont need no answers to this, whether right nor wrong uh.

me again:
oooooh
i don't want to see you once they're all gone
when they're all gone
yeaahh

@1kidsora
@phantasiex

find another light +kid sora (phantasie)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2AvoUhS84WBcnoztgp0oej?si=f7b02e6cf09e4677

i could never go back again
to meet u when we're together
i confesed that's all my bad
why i cant take u out my head 
i hate the fact that im full of myself
manipulation is not good for our health
i undrstand why u want to leave me
so may your wishes be granted by me

hooo im blinded by myself
thought i was your hero but instead was ur villian
n i tried to understand u
but i couldnt and i didnt mean to hurt u
hooo sitting, crying on my sofa
thought i was your hero but instead was ur villian
n i tried to understand u
but i couldnt and i didnt mean to hurt u

i look at myself everynight
thinking bout the things i couldve done 
to save me from myself but i cant
it's too late i hate myself too much
ye i cant ever go back to the past and meet u
because all  your past wishes and visions have all come tru
tried to go back up but i keep crashing back down
force my self to be happy instead i look like a clown

heroes n villains

heroes n villians

flowers all on my grave, i tried my best to arrange them 4 u

https://open.spotify.com/album/1jZxsbd4TiCn6KCC9NaXWY?si=Nz0fACM2QwyJa2h0Tqt9tg&utm_source=copy-link

beat made live at: https://www.twitch.tv/zstycrush lol

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it was never as easy as you said it was
now our hearts feel so vacant
everything is the same and everything's so wrong
i don't think i can take it
everyday is so hard and i don't think i can make it
tried my hardest to love, but i don't think i can fake it
flowers all on my grave
i tried my best to arrange it
i know that you were trying to make me smile

and i know that you were there
i know, i was watching you
tried my hardest just to reach you
i am never okay living here w/o u
but there's nothing left for me to do
and i know that it was wrong
why did it take me this long
i should have answered the phone
and now you leave me alone
and when i think it's okay
i remember what u said
and i cannot get you out of my head

</3

i can never find the right words
it's everyday i feel the pain but i'm still trying
and i'd be lying if i said i wasn't crying
i thought i knew you but i guess that i was lying
and in the silence
as sparkles close my eyelids 
i trick myself to thinking i can really find it
but i can't find it, the wall's frozen in silence
but i think i'm doing better now that i am shining**

it was never as easy as you said it was
now our hearts feel so vacant
everything is the same and everything's so wrong
i don't think i can take it
everyday is so hard and i don't think i can make it
tried my hardest to love, but i don't think i can fake it
flowers all on my grave
i tried my best to arrange it
i know that you were trying to make me smile

and i know that you were there
i know, i was watching you
tried my hardest just to reach you
i am never okay living here w/o u
but there's nothing left for me to do
is there nothing new, left for me to do?
living without you
there is nothing new
left for me to do

smile (remilia)

we went sicko mode on dis joint ong
s/o 2 @ssaranghae & @noyaclarissa 4 helpin me on da song
s/o also 2 @1kidsora 4 bein a HUGE inspiration 4 dis song ong 🤞🏾
also @kyxtsnxwy i finally got ur dream lab u happy now? lmao

lyrics~

intro: bih ion need ya (x∞)

dulai:
choppa singin thru da nyte
thinkin dat shi alright
bottle up my feelins
ye bih i ain’t alright
if u talkin on da gang 
ye u lookin 4 a fight
ima bawl ur eyes out
flashin like a flashlight
shawty tryna fix me up
bih i don’t need ya
now she tryna tell on me 
yuh 2 da media (2x)

noya:
seven at night
i was laying down on my bed and thinking bout you
i was like "okay" i wanna do something for ya
cause i wanna see ur smile
tell me how u feel boy (ahhh)
i will make u feel alright (alright)
if u feel sad, I'll make u fine (u fine)
so don't worry
if u feel so 'lone
i will hold u down
if u feel so hurt
i will give my heart
i won't take back the favor
i do this cause u are my savior

saranghae: *freestyle god so iykyk*

*repeat hook*

outro: bih ion need ya (x∞)

thx 4 listening <3

ion need ya ft. noya clarissa & saranghae (saranghae)

clearly inspired by @i9bonsai <3
felt like trying something different but i'll go back to my normal voice after
note: follow @kyxtsnxwy frfr legend

@phantasiex

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i don't care what they say, it doesn't matter
they all talk about me but i am not flattered
faster, boy you must run faster
running from the laughter, shed your tears right after
i tried to talk about it, but they all just hate me
laugh and then berate me, do this on the daily
tried to ask for help, i'm calling out for somebody to save me
hate how i'm behaving, promise it's enslaving

ik this is not how i am supposed to react
you are not part of my problems, you are not part of the pack
you are not gon' take it, not gon' take it back
i'm gon' spend my money, spending all of these racks

i'd rather die than rather talk to you
just move on, i can't say what i wanted to
i can't stand when you lie, it was all 4 u
i'd never lie, if you want me 2

tears (phantasie)

from da gang dat brought u da gud shi "dance wit me!"
we back again wit da sequel of dis shi fr
thx sm 2 da homies @josuanatanaell @noyaclarissa & @class_shift <3
thx 4 da god prod 2 @okmax <3

lyrics~

intro: *cool reverse ting*

jnz:
you're the only one in my mind
don't want u to leave my side
looking up high with you
forgot about the time
all these fireworks exploding up high
lookin so nice even better looking at it with u
stay by my side
don't ever leave my sight
we can be like komi n tadano yea it's alright
the sky is so bright
glowing up so high
if u don't want to look at it 
we can just look at the stars at night

dulai:
i jus want u in my arms
n i want me in ur arms
i jus wanna b together <3
run away n watch d fireworks
the fireworks, the fireworks yuh
fireworks like fireworks
fireworks, the fireworks yuh
fireworkssss 🎆

class_shift:
why you artificially blind?
i thought that you were mine
so many games, waste of time
i thought that you were mine
why you acting like it’s fine
you know that I’m dying
we playing chess just you and I
i’ve had enough, good bye

noya clarissa:
見てほしいよ
(i want to see it)
見てほしいよ
(i want to see it)
君の笑顔を見てほしいよ
(i want to see ur smile)
アイラブ・ユーってくれたね
(u said "i love you" to me, right?)
そんなことが忘れないで
(don't forget that ^^)
信じてるよ
(just believe me)
君の声が可愛いよ
(that ur voice is cute :D)
ヘルプキープだよ
(and please help me)
私のハート♡
(to keep my heart)

dulai & jnz: *repeat hook*

outro: 
oohh, lookin up high wit u wit the fireworks

thx 4 listening <3

fireworks ft. jnz, class shift & noya clarissa (okmax)

꒰ღ˘‿˘ற꒱❤⃛
a bit different but just messing around
i made this a month ago, but it's lowkey one of my favorites
decided to take this off of my alt and post here

https://open.spotify.com/track/3BXsNWjAn54t8tZ3RzPt9L?si=76bf9ad30b8e411c

@remiliaxd

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yeah, yeah, yeah
in the end it's like a heartbeat
my mind is slowly falling
i tried to talk about it but you just keep on stalling
and now your feelings hurt. 
why do you keep on calling?
i tried to talk about it, now you keep on calling
calling, why're you calling?
i turn and talk to you, and now that you are falling
falling, it's appalling
i'm fucking through with you
how long does it take to solve things? x2

yeah
i tried to talk about the things that they said
it had got in my head
yeah it got in my head, oh no
i've got to watch out for the things that you say
they hurt me, they bruise me, they leave me with my grave
no x9999

heartbeat (remilia)

akayai + kid sora - we'll see! (odece)

we go our separate ways in this frozen wasteland 

@1aprilshowers
@scarletdevils
@kess0kuband
@lovecrysis

and reunite in the blooming meadows of spring.

1/2 sc

*building the world i wanted to give to you*

bring you back (remilia)

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