@shatter3d
@1wasterr
@zixdown

[lili]
ima go decay in the fields where i fall apart
missing ur touch thats the only part
need u here more then i need myself
need some more pills cus thats all that can help
they say theres nothing wrong w me well idk
u can nvr see the me that i dont show
cus i fall apart to easily
dont get close youll break thru me

[zix]
i still cant heal frm u 
u still cant heal frm me
i still see shadows like u
told u youre all that i need
u cant deceive me 
im 2pretty 
lov my bros feel alone in this city

i feel like i cant look back
cus i get tired of that
feel myself bleed
turned around & u stabbed my back
im not surprised
u keep tellin these lies :/
u told me u were mine
cant get u out my mind
i give it 1last try

[kaori]
so much that idk abt u
i wanna ask u so many things
im scared
i dont wanna die

spotify ^-^

miss ur touch </3 +zixdown prod shatter3d & wasterr

rlly sad song abt how ive been feeling [on all plats go stream plss ]
i think this is my best

prod @ayykidtaylor

@zixdown

you, you, you..
i got no1 left 2 call, i cnt get a response
i got no1 left at all, i txt them more than once :(
i watch my dreams fall apart.. i burn it all
ig its my time..u can see me fall </3

i got no1 left yea evry1 has left
i give it all i can, they cant take me srs
take me as a joke... hilarious
u left me w the pain, i carry it

rlly got no1 left nah :((
kno im losing all my friends bruh..
& u leave once again oh my god
point & laugh yea at me haha

@whyhaze

i got no one left
gotta keep my head up
girl ik u want me dead
i swear ts got me fed up
i js need some rest yuh
when u tlk ab me i feel it in my xchest
gotta keep going we cant let up
what we got is special
thought u was the best oh, now i gota let go
now my hrt is so cold
i js gotta find home, ik that its far from ur soul
so i'll leave u behind now

@iinno11

i cant get a text or a call
hear ur voice where ur not
baby idc at all
i could take u up to the top
where evrything so small
or baby i could let u fall
u say u wanna leave then im waiting
im saying rest in peace
all the dreams that u breaking
i cant fall asleep
got some things i should face and
all of my friends leave
im alone suffocating
oh no

@bloodfear

gtta carry on yea i cant go back
nothing last 4vr ya i swear nothing last
and my mind moves slow but ur moving so fast
and my mind scrambld evrything in the past <//3
im srry my apoligies
u can take evrrything tke a part of me
im trynna to figure out wht u r 2 me
and u say u luv me guess its hard 2 believe

@theockyway

Left the pain to carry it, it’s getting lifted to the top
And you don’t think I’m scary yet, I’m boutta show you how I rot
Over death defying heights, I will stand my ground
I am safe and sound, in the lost and found
Of all your hopes and dreams, you don’t know what you mean to me
And you lie about the dreams you see
Say goodbye to all the make believe

spotify

no1 left w/ whyhaze, ddayso, myrie & oxxy [taylor]

@angelicxmei
@resolve1k

[arid]
i dont want to have an equal opposite reaction
u know it happened
theres too much damage to cover the things i lost
back then
everything collapsed in
couldnt manage how everything went wrong
everything i say
u heard it all then u threw it all away
i know i let my feelings break
i do it often and its ok

[angelicxmei]
take the blame
never say that u know me well
break the boundries that ive set
i see how u play
throw words to the wind
i wont catch what u say
its all lost i wont win
same shit happens again

everything is toring me away
im insane
im wating till the sorrow go away
so i remain
meeeii
bloody stains are on my neck
nobody seem to understand

collapse w/ mei (inno)

+ @222bino
prod @yashio20k, @rewind214

GUYS IM CHEATING ON BAZ DONT LET HIM FIND OUT (HE'S ILLITLERATE SO HE CAN'T READ THIS I THINK)

@owtiss
things are never how they seem in the first place
feel like im stuck at second place
feel like im always half awake
in my dreams i see ur face

u were never what i thought u were
i played with fire and i got burned
this time it'll be ur turn
u'll see how much it hurts x2

@vin0000
im not the one
always the second
me haz hecho mierda
ahora estoy incompleto 
u broke my heart 
now i feel so depressed 
te quiero bien lejos
feeling incomplete
now im so deep
en mis pensamientos
now its ur turn
to feel how much hurts
cuz u broke my heart
ya no quiero tus besos

3 hrs start to finish :)

second place w/ vin0 (yashio, rewind)

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3Yhizz_elw
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@owtiss
@angelicxmei
prod. @shatter3d x @prod_death
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cover art by: https://www.instagram.com/nadeko._/
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@owtiss:
the way u laugh
i'll never forget it
the things we had
i need somebody to save me
from the pain and the suffering
nobody can anyway
i'm stuck eternity
u were my baby
but u betrayed me
infuriating
the way u played me
and now i can't fall asleep
wish u believed me
i'd do anything
for u to be with me

@mis4ortune
i love the way we laugh (way we laugh)
make me cry about our past
do u even feel like that?
im not around, 
remind u that (im not here)

i miss u
i cant go to 
where we have been thru
without u (i think we're fall apart)

@angelicxmei:
i love ur energy
i loved it when u sang my songs
i loved it when u held me close
and held me tight
theres no need to press on time
save me....

once it all just shattered on the floor
i cant believe how i wouldve let it go
heal my wounds someone heal my wounds
pay the price think i paid the price

re:mind +owtiss, angelicxmei // shatter3d x death

1 more b4 the yr is over
@ogpichu love u fam stay safe
@bleachcraft

thought back 2 them old days where I'm still stuck in the doorway
still stuck 2 the same way and im still stuck 2 my same name
try to move except my feet stuck in the same space
try to think except my mind stuck on the same day

we dnt talk about it no we dont let him in
g g guess he not ab it my words under ur skin
i i i forgot about it i knew id never win
w w we can talk about it i knew i never shouldve

thought back 2 them old days where I'm still stuck in the doorway
still stuck 2 the same way and im still stuck 2 my same name
try to move except my feet stuck in the same space
try to think except my mind stuck on the same day

we dnt talk about it no we dont let him in
g g guess he not ab it my words under ur skin
i i i forgot about it i knew id never win

@ogpichu
you hating me it dsnt phase me at all
why cant u see all my exs no loooong
cant be free if you try to hard

am i not enough for u am i not enough for u

am i not enough for u am i not enough for u

never win w/ pichu (bleachcraft + essscudo)

@whyhaze
@avit69
@gaugemountedthisone
@tsurugiblu

whyhaze - healing (avit x gauge x tsurugiblu)

pray 4 for my best friend </3
mastered & mixed by me
produced by @recyclexbin & @jolst
[hook]
i don't wanna go back and feel like i'm always falling
i'm under attack just waiting for the angels calling
i need a savor
i forgave her
cut me with a razer
you ripped me up like paper

i'll see you later
fix your behavior
i don't hate ya
i want you to do better
[verse]
oh fuck this i’m off it :/
took a pill flying like a rocket ;-;
all this drama just stop it!
(i know you want my attention)
but you won't get it even in another dimension (i know you want my attention)
i'd hate to distance myself
but i gotta work on my health
(and u r not gonna help)
you're always wishing for my death
can i just take a breath!? (and u r not gonna help)
[hook]
i don't wanna go back and feel like i'm always falling
i'm under attack just waiting for the angels calling
i need a savor
i forgave her
cut me with a razer
you ripped me up like paper

i'll see you later
fix your behavior
i don't hate ya
i want you to do better

angels calling

angels calling (recyclebin x jolst)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2omDqZiWiMFRdP0DKLxhY6?si=fe8095140d844e35

ib: @lumminaa

@remiliaxd :

oh what a sight
i don't think i want to fly, no
and i don't really want to die there
keep this world to myself
'cause i can hide there
but i don't really wanna die

i reside in this wasteland
dying but i'm awake, and
smile but i fake it
i don't want to take this
i know the way, and
escape from all of the pain
but i can't fall asleep
my anxiety has been changing me

ohhh
and how could i sleep here
i'm alone, i'm on my own, i really need you now
oh, but you hurt me, i guess we're through
no, i'm not you

i need someone to rest with
you wouldn't get it, no
and you didn't care, i know you won't
the words were stuck in my throat
i loved you but you don't
love yourself but i won't
i have to hide away again

(i swear i don't think i'll make it)
(i'm not you, i'm not you no)
(i swear i don't think i'll make it)
(i'm not you, i'm not you no)

ohhh
and how could i sleep here
i'm alone, i'm on my own, i really need you now
oh, but you hurt me, i guess we're through
no, i'm not you

i need someone to rest with
you wouldn't get it, no
and you didn't care, i know you won't
the words were stuck in my throat
i loved you but you don't
love yourself but i won't
i have to hide away again

shelter

Prod. @fum1ko + @prod_permafrost

Lyrics:
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Can you tell me everything
Was it worth it
I might get a diamond ring
Cuz she deserves it
Getting lost in the evergreen
Back when you were 19
I just wish we could go back
To all the times when we said fuck that
Leave all our problems at the door mat

Hang in there it’s not too late
Not too late to run back now
I think we’re in too deep now
Pack your bags we’re leaving town

Forced to bite your tongue
Now smoke fils your lungs
Asking if I really want this I don’t know though
I think we should take a photo
And I got all the drugs you wanna try
It’ll make the bad days fly by
You should look up to the sky
Maybe close your eyes do you remember all the times when we were

Too Late (+Fumiko)

mastered by me <3
we mixed our own vocals
featuring my homie @rans0m <3
produced by @shatter3d + @prod_dxvi + @bazington
[hook]
i like being alone because of my social anxiety
all the lyrics in my songs is my personal diary
i think i'm starting to get love sick
you're a wizard not falling for your tricks
you took my heart and crushed it into a ditch
my brains malfunctioning i think you made it glitch
[rans0m]
i don't like your company
we are finished why you keep on dragging it?
took too many pills don't know what is happening
i always do it wrong you're always getting mad at me
wake up i don't wanna go on
they hate us but they're gonna grow on me
i won't take it back now
i won't take it back now
[hook]
i like being alone because of my social anxiety
all the lyrics in my songs is my personal diary
i think i'm starting to get love sick
you're a wizard not falling for your tricks
you took my heart and crushed it into a ditch
my brains malfunctioning i think you made it glitch

lovesick

on spotify >.<

lovesick + rans0m (shatter3d x dxvi x baz)

we go our separate ways in this frozen wasteland 

@1aprilshowers
@scarletdevils
@kess0kuband
@lovecrysis

and reunite in the blooming meadows of spring.

1/2 sc

*building the world i wanted to give to you*

shelter

Remilia

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