whyd i think this was the bishu song lol. cool remix tho wow

My Bloody Valentine

“Swallowed Down” is one of the rawest and most physical songs on the album.
It confronts the lifelong habit of swallowing emotions instead of expressing them — the anger, fear, shame, expectations, loneliness, and all the words that were never spoken but buried deep inside the body.

The song frames emotional suppression as something the body remembers long after the mind has moved on.
Every swallowed moment becomes weight.
Every forced silence becomes tension.
Every “I’m fine” becomes a layer the body carries until it can’t hold it anymore.

The verses describe how these stored experiences rise back up, not as thoughts, but as physical sensations — proof that nothing truly disappears just because it was pushed down.
The chorus hits with painful honesty:
He has swallowed things that were never his to carry.
And now they sit inside him, shaping how he feels, breathes, reacts, and lives.

The bridge is a confession:
for years, he acted as the “trash can” of his own history, absorbing everything, letting nothing out, believing that this was strength.
But the body kept the score — and eventually presented the bill.

By the final chorus, the song shifts from confession to decision.
He chooses to stop swallowing his life and start living it.
It won’t be easy.
It won’t be quick.
But it starts with the truth.

“Swallowed Down” is an emotional exhale —
a declaration that the cycle ends now.

Swallowed Down

Ghost In The Doorway

enormous thank you to @dull_machine for letting me upload my take on his incredible song, please stream the original! 

https://soundcloud.com/dull_machine/lessssss

more music coming soon (-:

dull machine - lesser beginnings (cover)

a present given when it isn’t your birthday, of course.
-
it took me a while just to settle in
i spent my hours writing callbacks
people don't understand

but when my promises were frigid 
and i thought we'd burn these bridges
can't think of what to say
just for one more kiss

but you're still me
it's gonna take a while before you can be happy
create your little world
i'll take my chances & understand that
it's my

unbirthday
inside on a rainy day
you're just gonna run away
instead of thinking 'bout me

and though the mountains have been higher
and i know you'll start a fire
things will get better i swear
you know you're almost there!

i talked to your friends just the other day
ended up seeing them on doomsday
you know your dreams aren't far fetched
you've got all that you wanted,
and i know you are exhausted
so take a breather, lighten up, up, up 

and you’re happy
it took a while to face reality
they’re in real life now
keep your chin up, smile & don’t give up! :)

unbirthday
outside on a sunny day
im not gonna hide away
instead of thinking bout you
-
written & produced by @fejuko
mixing by https://soundcloud.com/imbrvken
-
written 01.19.2020 on the appalachian mountains

Unbirthday!

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no better feeling

Part of Room: A Series of Miscalculations

Room

Still April

stream/buy

Made for All Nighter Vol. 5 by @artbyform

Produced by:
@mistmurk
@danielxor
@superrobekitty

mistmurk + danielxo + Suroki - following my path back to the place which i call home

I turned 18 today

wishlane.bandcamp.com/track/growingpains

Growing pains

original // https://soundcloud.com/aries_ix/convos

aries // @aries_ix
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twitter.com/aries_ix
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Aries - Conversations (Winterberry Remix)

4real

@elidrinksgrapemilk
SPOTIFY & APPLE MUSIC: https://fanlink.to/field-trip

Hey it's been a minute
I've been trying to be someone special, oh-oh
I think you found a penny
But you caught me chasing green

You asked "how'd you get so lucky?"
Well girl, that's kinda funny
You'd think it would happen overnight
I know you're playing stupid
My friends still call me cupid
So we can do something about that face of yours
About that face of yours

Hey, this is confusing
I thought we made plans
Day on the beach and a picnic
You just thought you could lie your way
Out of the parking lot without driving out

You should consider your situation
Without any accusations about us

She asked how'd you get so lucky
Well honestly I'm stuck
'cus I figured it would happen overnight
He knows you're playing stupid
His friends still call him cupid
So we can do something about that face
Well girl, that's kinda funny
You'd think it would happen overnight
I know you're playing stupid
My friends still call me cupid
So we can do something about that face of yours
About that face of yours
-
So eli was like 'dude lets make a JUKO' song 
& I was like 'dude let's make a rock duet'
so we made this

grape milk & JUKO - LUCKY

former remix account of @winterberries
by @jenniferglass

Aries - Conversations (Winterberry Remix)

Winterberry (RMX)

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