w/ @six-days-after-christmas

like a deer in headlights 
when i saw your face i froze in fear 
ran back home in hopes that 
all the thoughts i had would dissapear 
thinking bout ur face while sitting sippin on some shitty beer
lay in bed dreaming that maybe one day 
youd be near 

monday wasnt good at all 
walking past you in the hall 
i saw you with your friends 
laughing and joking  at someones expense i 
didnt know them 
but im glad it wasnt me 
cus im hoping 
maybe i can talk to you at least

i cant get any closer 
my friends told me walk up but i dont even know her
i havent had this feeling in a while itold her
i know how it endsmaybe try when we're older 

cuz its i hate you and you hate me
your lifes a little more private but i'll still see 
cuz if ur all i need you're all i'd be
but i cant see that much from here i'll just see u in my sleep

deer in headlights

https://open.spotify.com/track/0SKdUlTOSMovvyC7eeZBfR?si=d85f034962354a27

prod me

i am so
so in love with u
try not to overdo
wont stick to u like glue
nothin matters
when u are in my arms
my heart shatters
if i am left to dance

slowly i see
the walls r closing in on me
no matter the story i tell
u'll always be a part of me
not much time before
my bones are crushed to dust
either by these walls or
ur looks of disgust

u say im awful
but so are u
so are u
so are u
can we just say goodbye
one last time
one last time
one last time

dancing alone

https://open.spotify.com/track/4t6fNE7JadOLuJiehoWS1o?si=70901db5abd34748

why dont you walk away
play your part
don't even start
i dont know what to say
anymore
the pleasure is yours
lets find another way out
time is only running out
but youre scared

my dear ive been waiting all night
just kill me inside with your
tongue twisted lies
my dear i hope you find whats right
cuz im tired of waiting for the right time

why dont you walk away 
play your part
dont even start
i dont know what to say
anymore
the pleasure is yours

my dear i’ve been waiting all night

https://open.spotify.com/track/2AIMz1yFQSTO7E0Hbh5Q6s?si=NSZ2Tck2Sp6qQe6lrRXbXg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A04w5f3YMAtRZknzgxzVjuc

prod me

take it easy
u expect too much from me
im just tryna love
didnt know this is how u feel
i still imagine finding hairs
all across my room
reminiscing on the scent
of u

i cant believe it
ur lies that im seein
ur hurtin, i see it
thru the curtains
of ur theatre

theatre of lies

woozy:
im repeating all my words
and retracing all my steps
and im looking for an excuse
to watch you walk away
we been on this path too many times
its too hard to walk down its paved with lies
holding your hand
did i rub you the wrong way
standing on eggshells
staring at my phone
felt the tears welling up
had to turn it around

kay:
yea had to turn it around
you say im quiet when i think im too loud
yeah im looking at your text message
but the body hasnt been found
last text read it somehow
ooooo
lost youu
somehow i went along and lost you
somehow i found my way to you
you're drugged you're gonna drug me too
im on your tv but i miss you

prodii:
yeah i miss you
but i hate your touch
yeah i want you
but i still hate your guts
can i talk to you
without you interrupting
can i break you
and mold you into something
and mold you into something
maybe thats worth my loving
maybe thats worth my loving

woozy:
im repeating all my words
and retracing all my steps
and im looking for an excuse
to watch you walk away
we been on this path too many times
its too hard to walk down its paved with lies
holding your hand
did i rub you the wrong way
standing on eggshells
staring at my phone
felt the tears welling up
had to turn it around

btw i hate myself w/ kaysnoto + prodii

https://open.spotify.com/track/5deqRcXhpxot443g7emMy0?si=NydICEOaRk296K4txYVwGA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4rUhH7hSpj0Sk41NFYbvYi

prod me ft @revivle

@requiem-for-you
what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone

cold winter nights
spent alone
used to sit by the fire on the phone
drinking hot cocoa
looking at our old photos
turning time into slowmo
where did it go wrong?

(where did i go wrong
dont wanna see u gone)

what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone

@revivle
i spent so much time on my own
i couldnt stop you from letting me go
so many promises that you went and broke
if i killed myself then how would you know ;p

im sorry for acting the way that i did
theres just something about u that makes me feel like a kid
im calling out for you i just wish you could see it
maybe u would if you stopped fucking leaving

@requiem-for-you + @revivle
what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone
x2

what did i do wrong? w/ revivle

prod by beadaboobie

Lyrics:
Supersonic Teenagers
Supersonic Teenagers

Get so drunk and so fucked up
Getting so depressed
But your alright
Saying things that make you- bleh
Saying things that make you sadder
So you'll rise from mars to saturn
Wipe up your tears
You're alright
Let's go for a ride

supersonic teenagers

https://open.spotify.com/track/7GHsBQ5oLMz6Jhq6TgzBHj?si=m6AqD8a8T5CoOFmWkkiqOA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4fE7fPBBe4x8t58IbcpFs4

prod me ft @kiheir

@requiem-for-you
saw u at that party last week
im so damn awkward u know i cant speak
but baby please
believe
that ur everything to me
x2

u treated me like shit
i know its not ur fault but it kinda is
i never thought that it would end like this
i never thought these words would leave my lips
but baby im cutting at my wrists
and i dont see an end to it
can someone help me
im dying
without u darling
oohhhhhh

@kiheir
and i never thought id feel this way
now that im seein u in the same damn place
or meeting u in these awkward ways
now that im seein u in the same damn place
or meeting u in these awkward ways
no one here to fill the void of my days
cuz ur gone
cuz ur gone

i needed u said ud never run away
the partys almost over i just hope that ud stay
my mind went blank ive got no words to say to u
and i doubt that u do too
ooooh i doubt that u do too
and i miss u but im glad that i met u

@requiem-for-you
saw u at that party last week
im so damn awkward u know i cant speak
but baby please
believe
that ur everything to me
x2

awkward w/ kiheir

fuck summer i love autumn ft.losyr

Track 3 of the project, my personal favorite. Inspired by Loathe and Catalyst.

One, Two, Three
I feel trapped in my skin and bones
I feel trapped in my
I feel trapped in my skin and bones
I feel trapped in my

Why won't skeletons leave me alone?
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone (just leave me alone)
Why won't skeletons leave me alone?
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone (just leave me alone)

what did i do wrong? w/ revivle

requiem for you