i like this music

Yes.. Im ready to go..

what im thinking

2025.2

Fine Madeline by Plums

Uploading this for convenience, since I can't find the whole album on soundcloud. If asked to remove this, I will without issue, just wanted ease of access to this sweet album. 

It's available on bandcamp here; https://plums.bandcamp.com/album/jen-2

Plums - Fine Madeline

Roslyn - Bon Iver & St. Vincent

CASTLEBEAT 'Half Life' 2022 album out now on Spirit Goth Records (SG47)!

🎧  Listen / Stream
→ https://sg47.fanlink.to/half-life

📹 Cinema Music Video: https://youtu.be/Dc5OU9kLYbc

Cinema

https://open.spotify.com/track/161nUrauKnb3RZcxaLH91h?si=b481b7c1cf2643d0

@weejk cover
prod me

went to ur house last week
u were in ur dress girl how sweet
but u didnt seem mad at me
so why'd u make me go
rosy cheeks and brown hair
nobody prettier out there
i know ur unhappy with how i am
but thats me

i know
that i
call at
bad times
but i
cannot
get over u

cannot get over you (cover)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0SKdUlTOSMovvyC7eeZBfR?si=d85f034962354a27

prod me

i am so
so in love with u
try not to overdo
wont stick to u like glue
nothin matters
when u are in my arms
my heart shatters
if i am left to dance

slowly i see
the walls r closing in on me
no matter the story i tell
u'll always be a part of me
not much time before
my bones are crushed to dust
either by these walls or
ur looks of disgust

u say im awful
but so are u
so are u
so are u
can we just say goodbye
one last time
one last time
one last time

dancing alone

noia - shallow

https://open.spotify.com/track/6iY7d4stVd1h6fHNbfTU6h?si=jzL8Z0YvSf6jhy4NuwvdNw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A7myT2l7GajUkFvrPw8RfB3

prod me ft @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

@requiem-for-you
cant even get my own way
pretty worthless wouldnt u say
u asked me how i was today
i wasnt the slightest bit okay

wanna go to the movies like u said
but ur too busy partying with ur friends
say ur busy the whole weekend
will u ever talk to me again

i
cant
breathe
if ur not with
me
baby
im around ya

i cant believe u'd rather spend
more time with him than me baby
im so damn co-dependent
need u with me at all times

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
she takes my breath away 
and heals all of my pains 
dont want to see her gone 
i need her everyday 

but its hard to 
believe my own mind 
kept my guard down 
im on my own now

take my breath away w/ jacko

unplanned @ghastly @distance

https://open.spotify.com/track/5deqRcXhpxot443g7emMy0?si=NydICEOaRk296K4txYVwGA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4rUhH7hSpj0Sk41NFYbvYi

prod me ft @revivle

@requiem-for-you
what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone

cold winter nights
spent alone
used to sit by the fire on the phone
drinking hot cocoa
looking at our old photos
turning time into slowmo
where did it go wrong?

(where did i go wrong
dont wanna see u gone)

what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone

@revivle
i spent so much time on my own
i couldnt stop you from letting me go
so many promises that you went and broke
if i killed myself then how would you know ;p

im sorry for acting the way that i did
theres just something about u that makes me feel like a kid
im calling out for you i just wish you could see it
maybe u would if you stopped fucking leaving

@requiem-for-you + @revivle
what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone
x2

what did i do wrong? w/ revivle

i dont know what to title this song so enjoy this goofy title originally a throwaway

noia - i think the devil is a teenage girl lol

https://open.spotify.com/track/7GHsBQ5oLMz6Jhq6TgzBHj?si=m6AqD8a8T5CoOFmWkkiqOA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4fE7fPBBe4x8t58IbcpFs4

prod me ft @kiheir

@requiem-for-you
saw u at that party last week
im so damn awkward u know i cant speak
but baby please
believe
that ur everything to me
x2

u treated me like shit
i know its not ur fault but it kinda is
i never thought that it would end like this
i never thought these words would leave my lips
but baby im cutting at my wrists
and i dont see an end to it
can someone help me
im dying
without u darling
oohhhhhh

@kiheir
and i never thought id feel this way
now that im seein u in the same damn place
or meeting u in these awkward ways
now that im seein u in the same damn place
or meeting u in these awkward ways
no one here to fill the void of my days
cuz ur gone
cuz ur gone

i needed u said ud never run away
the partys almost over i just hope that ud stay
my mind went blank ive got no words to say to u
and i doubt that u do too
ooooh i doubt that u do too
and i miss u but im glad that i met u

@requiem-for-you
saw u at that party last week
im so damn awkward u know i cant speak
but baby please
believe
that ur everything to me
x2

awkward w/ kiheir

option c under my belt

prod @847_920_6704
art @bugatticat

savior @breadwinner

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end
tell me what u want, ik im not her
yk what i want
tryna be mature
i dont think its working, its kinda hurting
i dont think its worth it
u seemed so perfect
i dunno what u want
tell me ur favorite song
please dont hurt me!
youre always working
i dunno what i want
i needa kno whats wrong
see how ur hurting:((((((
but u seemed so perfectt...
i dont know what u want
i loved u from the start!!!
promise im holding on

u do what u want
n its making me kinda crayyzzz
u keep leaving me baby
i rlly miss my babyyyyyy.............

this isnt what i wanted
u made me think i was something
so many empty promises
u made me think u were honest

but u seemed so perfect

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end

u seemed so perfect

do you even hear me
am i talking to a wall
wait for u to see me
im so tired of it all

give and take
i have so much patience
so out of place
but i hardly could explain it
more than a pretti face
thas why i get so crazy
i couldnt help but chase
face first into the pavement
did i ask for too much?

all this love shit isnt for me (all this loveee)
could find another guy but he would bore me (its not enough)
gave my attention to a phony (this is so dumb)
now u wonder why ur lonely.,.,.,

tossing around in my sleep (in my sleep)
passive aggression is so deep (PASSIVE!)
im begging down on my knees (on my knees)
give me a reason why i shouldnt leave

you say that im strong (that im strong)
but i dont think ill be here for long
i hoped i was wronggg.. (hoped i was wrong)
i wrote letters to you in every single song
every single song.

stab

my last letter to you

boujee

lyrics:

up wasting all my mornings
i cave in all these warnings
i dont know why
your feelings died
but this time i start to realize
whats really here in this life
dont make this up
once become us

its become blue
its become blue
its become blue
its become blue
weve become blue

Download

Blue

Lyrics:

She's falling asleep
in my arms tonight
she's stuck in a dream
she's searching for the light
& i don't know why
i can't get her off my mind

her eyes would say the strangest things to me
her love is all i really need to be.

it starts with a smile
that's always how it seems
so i'll be your fire
as long as you know when to put me out
i've never been higher
than when i'm with you on your cloud

her eyes would say the strangest things to me
her love is all i really need to be.

please notice me
i've been so lonely
baby i see
just what you need

her eyes would say the strangest things to me
her love is all i ever really need to be.

Written, recorded, produced, mixed by Sebastian Ruiz (Deaf Dreamer).

Cover art by Geo Salazar.

1/18/18

"Wake Up" available to buy and stream: smarturl.it/Kowloon
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Soundcloud: @officialkowloon
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Come Over

Wake Up

Featured in Lanota "Ritmo's Secret Library".
Featured in Dynamix (Jul 2022 Event)

200719
BPM: 144

what did i do wrong? w/ revivle

requiem for you