Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - onelite
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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Soapia
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I could never escape the way i felt
I know its been a while
I hope youre doing well
Taking my time, i have no one else
I know i said im fine
But you should know that im not
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We should talk, I think we should call
I realize that I don't know you at all
Wont wipe... my tears let em fall
I feel you clawing at my heart, can you stop?
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Kan
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Why u clawin at my heart 
I wish we could restart
I dunno wut to do why does love gotta be hard 
Al I want is u I wanna wrap u in my arms
Look me in my eyes and promise we won’t drift apart 
Everyday I’m high I’m so fed up with life 
I’m writing u a letter with the tears I cry 
I try, I try, I’m always thinking why 
Do I keep my life going everyday I despise 
I wanna cry
I wanna hide
I wanna die cut myself with a knife 
I know I’ve said it a thousand fuckin times 
I’m trapped inside my head and I can’t get outside 
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Soapia
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I could never escape the way i felt
I know its been a while
I hope youre doing well
Taking my time, i have no one else
I know i said im fine
But you should know that im not
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We should talk, I think we should call
I realize that I don't know you at all
Wont wipe... my tears let em fall
I feel you clawing at my heart, can you stop?



Cant Escape The Way I Felt [+onelite]

wings like a crow

Instagram - @soapia.live
Prod - okmax
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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Soapia
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Why cant you see 
I'm trying like so hard
You got me on my knees
This hasn't worked out so far
And I wish I could say that's its ur fault
But i know its not and I'm so scared
Just think abt u while the rain falls
Wish that u were...But ur not here
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nubie
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On my mind when you’re not here
Said you’re scared and you swear I’m a monster >_<
I’m so cold need moncler
Just kno that, that I care <3
I’m the worst like what’s wrong with me
I get lost in ur words when u ttm 
I know ur hurt rolling down ur sleeves 
But the way that u r makes my #HeartSing
What they sayin we don’t listen
We don’t talk 2 them
What they said what I said
You look like a gem
Girl stand tall like on all ten
I just fell out like out my head
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soapia
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Why cant you see 
I'm trying like so hard
You got me on my knees
This hasn't worked out so far
And I wish I could say that's its ur fault
But i know its not and I'm so scared
Just think abt u while the rain falls
Wish that u were...But ur not here

This Hasn't Worked Out So Far. [+okmax & yuko]

emotional interlude in B-minor 140bpm A=440hz

feel free to sample/use (just credit me my prod name is Starchild)

reuploaded bc the mix on this one is better 

time: 3hr 34min

⭐

just because some things dont hold value to you doesnt mean it isnt important to me

made this in 45 minutes

an introduction to a completely new sound

did the vocals, made the vocal preset, played the violin and french horn on my midi controller, made the reese bass, played the reese bass on my midi controller

did it as a little experiment, mainly to see if i could make my horrible sound good with harmonic context 

Cminor 127bpm

⭐

1. Soulbound - (Prelude)

New year!!
(s1)
you're alone

in the ground

ill hide my hands

just hope i flower with you



(s2)
Hide your face 

to stop the shaking

plan my escape

throught the door frame

hide away

far from me

through the torment 

they'll hear tremors in my walls

Through the torment they'll hear tremors in my walls

Snake

This is my magnum opus

I spent about 26 hours on this. 

This is my most genuine piece. Went through the hardest identity crisis of my life, this piece concludes that and signifies my purpose, which is to be a composer.

most of the melodies u hear were played on my piano (not including the arps)

Original composition in D-minor

2. Soulbound - I might be a producer, but I am actually The Starchild

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qi0TlaFVQac

switch up!!!

requisiem