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@buffalobang @with3rx @tahertg @bigdog30k
cover art adonis nahr

[adonis nahr]
i take another step back, another step back
when it all fell apart, i ain't feel bad
lead me on again, i dont need that
you still talking to me? now why is that?
will i feel this way tomorrow?
i been working odd jobs like Kintaro
am i living a life thats to die for?
still here, ima take a photo

uninstall
everything i know
i wanna forget it all
unlearn it, get it outta my head
again and again and again and again

on your mark
im ready to go
if i lead would you follow?
im running late again
and again and again and again

[buffalobang]
im still waiting for your affirmation
im still waiting i hope it will be diffrent
as long as a i remember ill try to forget
if its not me then its somebody else
if its not here then its somewhere else
feels like forever ill be standing here
tounge tied for another year
i wanna

uninstall
everything i know
i wanna forget it all
unlearn it, get it outta my head
again and again and again and again

on your mark
im ready to go
if i lead would you follow?
im running late again
and again and again and again

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
oh what a shame
i wake up, its the same again
unlearn it, i
i got it outta my head
that look in your eyes
that look in your eyes
i cant remember what you said

uninstall ft buffalobang (with3r, bigdog30k, taher)

I'm going up to Canada and I'm going up a mountain to build myself a cabin, and I'll forget about my life. I'll forage all my nourishment, and I'll write for just myself, and I'll learn to not be so scared of the dark. I'm going up to Canada and I don't want you with me. I fooled you once, and you fooled me twice, and admittedly that's on me. I'll write a thousand words and I'll throw it in the fire, and the smoke will reach the Midwest state where you live in the next 4000 years. When it travels the atmosphere. I'm going up to Canada and I'm going up a mountain to build myself a cabin, and I'll forget about my life. I'll forage all my nourishment, and I'll write for just myself, and I'll learn to not be so scared of the dark. I'm going up to Canada and all that I can hope for is for my memory to fade in my old age, 'cause this is torture. And I'll be sure to pack a hundred year's supply of the cheapest whiskey, but I'm nervous that I'll drain it in a year or two, and then I'll be left empty with my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts.

Last Year I Gave Up, This Year I'll Run Away

music video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v3joe0B4oHs

I thought I was free... so why did this happen to me? I truly believe in so many things, in so many things. I'm clenching my fists and wiping my tears, why did it happen like this? I truly believe in so many things, in so many things. I hear the bells, this is my wish, and it still holds true. I'm gutting myself in my dreams, but in life I'm in love, in life I'm in love, in life I'm in love. I hear the bells, I hear the song, and it still holds true. It's my one true wish, so why did it happen like this? I hear the bells, this is my wish, and it still holds true. I'm gutting myself in my dreams, but in life I'm in love, in life I'm in love, in life I'm in love. I hear the bells, I hear the song, and it still holds true. It's my one true wish, so why did it happen like this?

"In Life I'm in Love" ...or, "Canada Songs!"
Written recorded and produced by Reserv
Featuring la la la's from Swords2 Kaiden and Swoopy
Additional production, mixing from Mimics Gate
Stories about figuring it all out

In Life I'm in Love

Oh, Lord is it mine to grieve for, or is it a moment divine? I want to die for you. I want to die for you. Euphoria, euphoria, euphoria, euphoria. I could've been a soldier for life, but I can't stomach dying for a feeling of pride. I could've held her close in the night, but I went to the lake, and I prayed 'til the light came through. Euphoria (to me) euphoria (came through) euphoria (to me) euphoria. Oh, Lord is it mine to grieve for, or is it a moment divine? I want to die for you. I want to die for you. Euphoria, euphoria, euphoria, euphoria. I could've been a soldier for life, but I can't stomach dying for a feeling of pride. I could've held her close in the night, but I went to the lake, and I prayed 'til the light came through. Euphoria (to me) euphoria (came through) euphoria (to me) Came through to me, came through.

"In Life I'm in Love" ...or, "Canada Songs!"
Written recorded and produced by Reserv
Featuring la la la's from Swords2 Kaiden and Swoopy
Additional production, mixing from Mimics Gate
Stories about figuring it all out

Our Weakest Private

@d1vwv

you'll find me by your side again
break my bones and after kiss my skin
everyday is a bad one
and i cant get up
but i wont cry this time
i wont cry this-

i wont cry this time
i wont cry this-
i wont cry this time
i wont cry this-

i dont want you to leave cus ur all i need
stuck in a dark place hear me scream
walk and u talk but i know that is not you
know you cry alot to
im the one that got you
breaking and my heart is aching
maybe i can fix you again if i try

you'll find me by your side again
break my bones and after kiss my skin
everyday is a bad one
and i cant get up
but i wont cry this time
i wont cry this-

i wont cry this time
i wont cry this-
i wont cry this time
i wont cry this-

Losing Streak

Wont cry

Wont cry (d1v)

It's that time of the month when I don't want to wake up. And I'm stumbling over after I leave the bar. And every night when I fall asleep it's like there's a thorn in my heart, 'cause the girl that I thought I loved isn't coming around anymore and it's fucking me up. We said that we'd go to New York City to dance at the club. And we said we'd go to Paris, 'cause everyone says it's the city of love. It's that time of the month when I don't want to wake up. We said that we'd go to New York City to dance at the club. And we said we'd go to Paris, 'cause everyone says it's the city of love. And I can't help it one bit, 'cause I think of your hands when I'm dancing with somebody new. And every night when I fall asleep it's like there's a thorn in my heart, 'cause the girl that I loved, she isn't coming around anymore.

"In Life I'm in Love" ...or, "Canada Songs!"
Written recorded and produced by Reserv
Featuring la la la's from Swords2 Kaiden and Swoopy
Additional production, mixing from Mimics Gate
Stories about figuring it all out

Picking at a Scab

additional production from Mimics gate

lyrics
you would fuck with me if i would stay around
you get in my business and then i go outta town
i'm not looking for you, happy to be found
that is not my business and i'm not gon stay around
excuse me!
excuse me!
excuse me!
excuse me!
i didn't even know i let you down
got a meeting then i'll see you on the other side of town
i was looking for a minute now i’m happy in the now
didn't even know i let you down
didn't even know i let you down
got a meeting then i'll see you on the other side of town
i was looking for a minute now i’m happy in the now
i didn't even know i let you down
sorry for bringing it up
so let me kiss you just to change the subject now
and i'll make a wish
and tell you i'm in love with this somehow
if i stay 
will it tide us over through tomorrow
and if i say it back enough
will i begin to believe it's so
can you excuse me?
can you excuse me?
i didn't even know i let you down
got a meeting then i'll see you on the other side of town
i was looking for a minute now i’m happy in the now
i didn't even know i let you down
i didn't even know i let you down
got a meeting then i'll see you on the other side of town
i was looking for a minute now i’m happy in the now
i didn't even know i let you down
excuse me!
excuse me!
excuse me!
excuse me!
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"In Life I'm in Love" ...or, "Canada Songs!"
Written recorded and produced by Reserv
Featuring la la la's from Swords2 Kaiden and Swoopy
Additional production, mixing from Mimics Gate
Stories about figuring it all out

Excuse me!

Excuse me! (featuring Swoopy)

boy i need a hug!

The music in the club is turning me up, it's turning me up now, it's turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up, it's turning me up now, it's turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up. I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful. I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful. I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful. I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful. 

I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful. This world is like a vegetable, I'm eating all my vegetables. Wake up and I brush my hair, but I have not a thing to share. I go about the same routine, I fill myself with gasoline. I'm raking up the leaves again, the leaves that fill my yard and head. I cleaned out all the words you said, I cleaned out all the love you gave me. Have you felt the motion sickness? I think I'm getting sick of this business. I just pulled out my stitches. I just wiped off your kisses. I just wiped off your kisses, just like that. Just like that, that's okay, just like that... I'm just like that.

The music in the club is turning me up, it's turning me up now, it's turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up, it's turning me up now, it's turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up, it's turning me up now, it's turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up, it's turning me up now, it's turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up.  I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful. I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful. I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful. I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful.  

"In Life I'm in Love"
Written recorded and produced by Reserv
Featuring la la la's from Swords2 Kaiden and Swoopy
Additional production, mixing from Mimics Gate
Stories about figuring it all out

In Life I'm in Love

Reserv

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