have it all prod sg +otaku7s

vox/production/mix/cover-art by me (@bigdog30k)

didnt i tell you i was fine?
i think maybe youre the hurt one baby
i cant do this one more time
i learned to doubt, theres always something shady

:FALL FALL:
:IT ALL FALLS THROUGH:

didnt i tell you i was fine?
i think maybe youre the hurt one baby
i cant do this one more time
i learned to doubt, theres always something shady

                   ⟳

didnt i tell you i was fine?
(did i tell you i was fine?)
i think maybe youre the hurt one baby
(i think maybe you just heard wrong baby)
i cant do this one more time
(i think i do this all the time)
i learned to doubt, theres always something shady
(i learned to doubt, theres always something shady)

im still waiting

Still Waiting

XTC FINAL (SG BUFFALOBANG EERA)

tell me what you think about me
cause i been losing sleep im getting restless
i look around to such a sad scene
i dont know how to tell you that im jealous
i wish it could be just one thing
i wish it was as simple as a message
but no one gets it wrong as much as me
and i dont wanna keep you second guessing

Insecure

vox/art/mix&prod by me (@bigdog30k)

Lyrics:
if i let you in then would you stay here for a while
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ touch me softly as you spoke on through the night
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ and i know youre lost it eats me up inside
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ this pain wasnt meant for you
  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ this pain wasnt meant for you
  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎

  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎let me forget
  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ just for a while
  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎i know it hurts

Softly (as Ever)

https://spirame.bandcamp.com/album/lifewaste-demos-unfinished

Crow +bigdog30k

I'm going up to Canada and I'm going up a mountain to build myself a cabin, and I'll forget about my life. I'll forage all my nourishment, and I'll write for just myself, and I'll learn to not be so scared of the dark. I'm going up to Canada and I don't want you with me. I fooled you once, and you fooled me twice, and admittedly that's on me. I'll write a thousand words and I'll throw it in the fire, and the smoke will reach the Midwest state where you live in the next 4000 years. When it travels the atmosphere. I'm going up to Canada and I'm going up a mountain to build myself a cabin, and I'll forget about my life. I'll forage all my nourishment, and I'll write for just myself, and I'll learn to not be so scared of the dark. I'm going up to Canada and all that I can hope for is for my memory to fade in my old age, 'cause this is torture. And I'll be sure to pack a hundred year's supply of the cheapest whiskey, but I'm nervous that I'll drain it in a year or two, and then I'll be left empty with my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts.

Last Year I Gave Up, This Year I'll Run Away

Oh, Lord is it mine to grieve for, or is it a moment divine? I want to die for you. I want to die for you. Euphoria, euphoria, euphoria, euphoria. I could've been a soldier for life, but I can't stomach dying for a feeling of pride. I could've held her close in the night, but I went to the lake, and I prayed 'til the light came through. Euphoria (to me) euphoria (came through) euphoria (to me) euphoria. Oh, Lord is it mine to grieve for, or is it a moment divine? I want to die for you. I want to die for you. Euphoria, euphoria, euphoria, euphoria. I could've been a soldier for life, but I can't stomach dying for a feeling of pride. I could've held her close in the night, but I went to the lake, and I prayed 'til the light came through. Euphoria (to me) euphoria (came through) euphoria (to me) Came through to me, came through.

"In Life I'm in Love" ...or, "Canada Songs!"
Written recorded and produced by Reserv
Featuring la la la's from Swords2 Kaiden and Swoopy
Additional production, mixing from Mimics Gate
Stories about figuring it all out

Our Weakest Private

It's that time of the month when I don't want to wake up. And I'm stumbling over after I leave the bar. And every night when I fall asleep it's like there's a thorn in my heart, 'cause the girl that I thought I loved isn't coming around anymore and it's fucking me up. We said that we'd go to New York City to dance at the club. And we said we'd go to Paris, 'cause everyone says it's the city of love. It's that time of the month when I don't want to wake up. We said that we'd go to New York City to dance at the club. And we said we'd go to Paris, 'cause everyone says it's the city of love. And I can't help it one bit, 'cause I think of your hands when I'm dancing with somebody new. And every night when I fall asleep it's like there's a thorn in my heart, 'cause the girl that I loved, she isn't coming around anymore.

"In Life I'm in Love" ...or, "Canada Songs!"
Written recorded and produced by Reserv
Featuring la la la's from Swords2 Kaiden and Swoopy
Additional production, mixing from Mimics Gate
Stories about figuring it all out

Last Year I Gave Up, This Year I'll Run Away

Reserv

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