Featuring @reserrvv

it comes and goes
i think i'm better off alone
and miserable
replace this feeling in my bones
passed out on a greyhound
who knew two states was the way out
new scars on my face now
two a.m, text you when i wake up

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

i'm asking again do you really think that way
the things you say so what
i'm a boy with a pulse isn't that enough for you
for what it's worth it's not
im a program on the evening news
im a bit in a stand up special
i'd give a limb or two to be an hour slot but
im laughing along with you

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

Last Summer ft Reserv

I'm going up to Canada and I'm going up a mountain to build myself a cabin, and I'll forget about my life. I'll forage all my nourishment, and I'll write for just myself, and I'll learn to not be so scared of the dark. I'm going up to Canada and I don't want you with me. I fooled you once, and you fooled me twice, and admittedly that's on me. I'll write a thousand words and I'll throw it in the fire, and the smoke will reach the Midwest state where you live in the next 4000 years. When it travels the atmosphere. I'm going up to Canada and I'm going up a mountain to build myself a cabin, and I'll forget about my life. I'll forage all my nourishment, and I'll write for just myself, and I'll learn to not be so scared of the dark. I'm going up to Canada and all that I can hope for is for my memory to fade in my old age, 'cause this is torture. And I'll be sure to pack a hundred year's supply of the cheapest whiskey, but I'm nervous that I'll drain it in a year or two, and then I'll be left empty with my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts.

Last Year I Gave Up, This Year I'll Run Away

suicide is never the answer. it will get better.

do drugs in public / cry in private

It's that time of the month when I don't want to wake up. And I'm stumbling over after I leave the bar. And every night when I fall asleep it's like there's a thorn in my heart, 'cause the girl that I thought I loved isn't coming around anymore and it's fucking me up. We said that we'd go to New York City to dance at the club. And we said we'd go to Paris, 'cause everyone says it's the city of love. It's that time of the month when I don't want to wake up. We said that we'd go to New York City to dance at the club. And we said we'd go to Paris, 'cause everyone says it's the city of love. And I can't help it one bit, 'cause I think of your hands when I'm dancing with somebody new. And every night when I fall asleep it's like there's a thorn in my heart, 'cause the girl that I loved, she isn't coming around anymore.

"In Life I'm in Love" ...or, "Canada Songs!"
Written recorded and produced by Reserv
Featuring la la la's from Swords2 Kaiden and Swoopy
Additional production, mixing from Mimics Gate
Stories about figuring it all out

Picking at a Scab

@swoopyy @reserrvv @aidanswank @mimicsgate

Produced by Reserv and Mimics gate
Engineered by Mimics gate

#retierd - swoopy + reserv + aidan swank (p. mimics gate + reserv)

@ reserrvv

a little birdy told me this
last night, last night
that my love of common sense
could be the killer
of my last remaining pillar
and i don't want that to be
all that there is for me
but i do think my deducing
well, it left me losing
i'm a mood faker
and i'm a head acher
you could say it's an issue
that it could be turning into
i can't imagine running quicker than i do
around a track aligned with patrons
of the home team screaming boo
and i know it's mean
but i scream at them too
a little birdy told me this
last night, last night
that my love of common sense
could be the killer
of my last remaining pillar
and i don't want that to be
all that there is for me
but i do think my deducing
well, it left me losing
i'm a mood faker
and i'm a head acher
you could say it's an issue
that it could be turning into
i'm a mood faker
and i'm a head acher
you could say it's an issue
that it could be turning into
but i guess we'll find out later

Headacher

when roads start to thaw
but the words still wont come out 
and the same winds said
i know a girl just like what ur wishing for

if im still here for winter
youll know that im probably nervous
cause i am what went wrong

and my face turns blue
when uve known ur going under
the lives dont matter 

and i like us better when we burn
nod like we know what we're saying

got the wrong idea
running laps around my head

so what you want me right now
i think youve already chosen
i wanted you to show me 
how the would could have been

so take good chance 
unless youre proud being broken
i wouldve lied if i
said theres no ups and downs


they'll take your address out
if there's no one you love then
i wouldnt be stuck at your door rn

i know a girl just like what ur wishing for


if im still here for winter
youll know that im probably nervous
cause i am what went wrong

and my face turns blue
well uve known ur going under
the lives dont matter (to me)

so take good chance 
unless youre proud being broken
i wouldve lied if i
said theres no ups and downs

they'll take your address out
if there's no one you love then
i wouldnt be stuck at your door right now

i got stuck in an isekai but the writers forgot to make me op

featuring @sglily
produced by me (@bigdog30k)

[ buffalobang: ]
a sudden departure
could gut me of everything i knew
the night hits me harder
i bit off more than i can chew

i want you in the team
just tell me what you need
i want you in the team
just tell me what you need

ill sleep without a blanket so my fever comes back
shoulda kept me on the bench, shoulda kept me out the match
didnt have much to give but i gave it all i had
if its not too much to ask for id like it all back

i gotta stop being so timid gotta take charge
im not a good team player and i hate sports
ill take the loss again cus winnings what u asked for
you gave me words but i burnt through em right after

[ sglily: ]
u came to see me i was seated on the bench,
but its for the best, its pouring out again
its important that u know i'm not the best
but im yrs if u would put me to the test

just test me, dont forget me
i'll be on yr team, give it all until im empty

[ buffalobang: ]
ill sleep without a blanket so my fever comes back
shoulda kept me on the bench, shoulda kept me out the match
didnt have much to give but i gave it all i had
if its not too much to ask for id like it all back