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Lifewaste (demos/unfinished)

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I'm going up to Canada and I'm going up a mountain to build myself a cabin, and I'll forget about my life. I'll forage all my nourishment, and I'll write for just myself, and I'll learn to not be so scared of the dark. I'm going up to Canada and I don't want you with me. I fooled you once, and you fooled me twice, and admittedly that's on me. I'll write a thousand words and I'll throw it in the fire, and the smoke will reach the Midwest state where you live in the next 4000 years. When it travels the atmosphere. I'm going up to Canada and I'm going up a mountain to build myself a cabin, and I'll forget about my life. I'll forage all my nourishment, and I'll write for just myself, and I'll learn to not be so scared of the dark. I'm going up to Canada and all that I can hope for is for my memory to fade in my old age, 'cause this is torture. And I'll be sure to pack a hundred year's supply of the cheapest whiskey, but I'm nervous that I'll drain it in a year or two, and then I'll be left empty with my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts.

Last Year I Gave Up, This Year I'll Run Away

@ reserrvv

a little birdy told me this
last night, last night
that my love of common sense
could be the killer
of my last remaining pillar
and i don't want that to be
all that there is for me
but i do think my deducing
well, it left me losing
i'm a mood faker
and i'm a head acher
you could say it's an issue
that it could be turning into
i can't imagine running quicker than i do
around a track aligned with patrons
of the home team screaming boo
and i know it's mean
but i scream at them too
a little birdy told me this
last night, last night
that my love of common sense
could be the killer
of my last remaining pillar
and i don't want that to be
all that there is for me
but i do think my deducing
well, it left me losing
i'm a mood faker
and i'm a head acher
you could say it's an issue
that it could be turning into
i'm a mood faker
and i'm a head acher
you could say it's an issue
that it could be turning into
but i guess we'll find out later

Headacher

Something Like Love
written performed produced by Reserv
January 4 2024

I'm looking right at you
and you're looking at me too
now what
we're sold
a bill of goods we're never told

Another drink or two
never hurt when its with you
now it's so old
remember how it felt
when it was fun

I fell back into
waiting for something like love
waiting for you 
fell back into
waiting for something like love
waiting for you 

I'm looking right at you
and you're looking at me too
now it's so old
remember how it felt
when it was fun
I fell back into
waiting for something like love
waiting for you 
fell back into
waiting for something like love
waiting for you 

Remember how it felt when it was fun?

Something Like Love

video out now - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dzc04rZ65ms

cause we do what we want
and spend it all on clothes
you're drinking every night but your still waking up alone
and your with someone else
but let me take you home
and i know youre too good for me so let me take it slow
and i cant help but start to think that im to sensitive
it broke my heart when i looked out and saw you kissing him
and girl i never ever wanna feel like this again
but something tells me that you weren't even-

stick me like a tattoo
i couldn't ask you
told you how i feel you told me meet me in the bathroom
no, i didn't have to
a song about you
tell me what you see in me
tell me i can have you

and i don't wanna break it off but it's too difficult
i wish i knew just what you were before i pulled you close
im sick of begging and pleading i need the antidote
i'll be in pain for a week baby just to let it go
you know it hurts to see you dancing with somebody else
there's no point acting like you care about the way i felt
i'll spend some time alone and feel this pain all by myself
i run away from it so much but i got nothing left

stick me like a tattoo
i couldn't ask you
told you how i feel you told me meet me in the bathroom
no, i didn't have to
a song about you
tell me what you see in me
tell me i can have you

stick me like a tattoo
i couldn't ask you
told you how i feel you told me meet me in the bathroom
no, i didn't have to
a song about you
tell me what you see in me
tell me i can have you

A Four Letter Word

single for upcoming ep nerd-tactics [10/20/24]
MV https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pk0dtAMEH8c
vox,art,prod by me (@bigdog30k) 

i dont care if u care
i got shit going on
i wanna be where you’re near
tell me i belong


its something theres something 
theres always something
hold on to hold on to
hold on to nothing
i fear for this skin and what im becoming
this pressure is crushing
im running from something 

(when the walls
take my fall
and to silence it all
and i hope for the best
and i hope to be gone)

woulda done everything and more
if you met me in the middle
but you played your part too well
and you played me like a fiddle

you left your tracks on the porch
and expect me to follow
and yea you’re right ofcourse
or ill just lay here and wallow
cus i gotta face tomorrow
and its.. and its… its..


its something theres something 
theres always something
hold on to hold on to
hold on to nothing
i fear for this skin and what im becoming
this pressure is crushing
im running from nothing

(when the walls
take my fall
and to silence it all
and i hope for the best
and i hope to be gone)

Something

Featuring @drrux
Prod & mix by me (@bigdog30k)

Buffalobang:
(every moment of my life is hell)
nowadays aint shit to smile about
theres something to it
i cant put my finger on
and i could tell you what you wanna hear
or i could just 
not say anything at all

some shit was never meant to do us better
on days like this i feel it more than ever 
i actually think that you'd be better off
nowadays i let the pressure talk

(i dont like it when you say things like that)
i do shit im not supposed to
i do shit that i dont wanna do
with all this shit that im opposed to
i mean its no wonder i dont like you


Drux:
Spend my day doing fuck all what’s the point 
split the pill & wash it down 
pushing down the noise 
I got caught up in the heat 
The blood starting to boil 
every single day it’s getting worse 
lost inside the void 
Is there anybody out there? 
This time I’m not so sure I’ll bounce back 


Buffalobang:
nowadays aint shit to smile about
theres something to it
i cant put my finger on
and i could tell you what you wanna hear
or i could just 
not say anything at all

some shit was never meant to do us better
on days like this i feel it more than ever 
i actually think that you'd be better off
nowadays i let the pressure talk

Headacher

Reserv

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