with @sglily

art by Tyler Hollum: https://twitter.com/tyler_2k_

alternate version, Blissful Rotations (Ver. 1.330) available on all other streaming platforms

blissful rotations

Blissful Rotations (feat. Sg Lily)

w/ @i9bonsai
prod @mkne + @kiryano + @1opgloryboyz

why r u always so harsh? words cut thru just like a knife
trying 2 tell me what is, but u do not know what its like
2 be alone, all by urself
all on ur own, without no help
the challenges that i must face
all the time, evryday
i do not know what i do but i do everything that i can
i dont know what i should do cuz u could never understand
just how it feels 2 live my life
im never well, nevermind
it dont matter, dont waste ur time
leave me alone, ill waste my life
i thought u were real, it turns out ur not
u are so fake, yeah emotional fraud
you tied me up, like i was a knot
got pain like its racks, and i got a lot
runnin ur mouth yeah u need 2 stop
got something to say then say it 2 god
dnt care what u tell me ya im turnin off
u robbed my heart now i need a lock

you freezin up like a blue screen
actin like u fukkin knew me
u are so odd, u are so wack
get out my life bitch ya u need 2 pack
CCTV, bitch watch how you act
not an ATM, don't take none of that

[i9bonsai]:
(???), is that a question?
plz dont talk (???) mentions
oh no, what's this essence?
i can see, u havnt learned ur lesson
ive felt awful all the time
(???)

[chorus]

nevrmind w/i9bonsai [prod. maknae + kiryano + 1opgloryboyz]

produced by @sprr00w + @craves <3
written recorded and mixed by me 

as of making this I'm not doing good

🠟 lyrics 🠟

i wish that i could say
that im at my worst

but i know you’re here too


took my mind to a place
where i can hide my pain

so i can fucking hear you


and when you’re done
i turn my phone off
so i can disappear 

u dont wanna know
the things i do to cope
when ur not here


so don’t you worry your 
little head

im all ears for you 
as i should be

ill keep lying and saying
that im fine

until your problems
eat
away at me



time we get away from here
and see a place that doesn’t rain 

its time to say goodbye to home
cuz all it brought us both was pain 

its time for us to vanish 
in a way where they ask
are we sane ?

its time 

for us to walk alone


ill go left and you go right

ill go dark and you go light

ill accept while you deny

and say im not a waste of time


ill go left and you go right

ill go dark and you go light

ill accept while you deny

and say im not a waste of your time

i wish i had more to give

cyanide

notFair.. +dreamcache [ihateparties]

produced by @prodsouls1

There's no way where you're looking where to go
Maybe you should teach me how to seem this cold
Time tick-tock and I can't live without
Trying not to stress, I feel like living when she's down
Wake up I see the thoughts I don't mean to
Maybe after all I'll get it this time to go

Don't miss what I'm owed to
I cannot see it yet I'm waiting for the trouble
You hit my phone but I can't reply
It never seemed that bad
If you're in that state of mind
There's no need to pretend
No sleep, well I cant, what it stand for?
Baby do it, if you're looking I won't answer
I could never hate, you're just another fanboy
It's good you want to seal it, find somebody else though

I'll start when you're coming ready
I change my pin
Though you're looking when you shine already
I could make a wish, if you tell me that you want to play
Swimming out of tears
Took a loss and that is one of many

You're not fun so I'm not what you're going for
Hit the top, it's the reason that I fight for
We could make a win
Guess I made it seated from the floor
The type of things I've seen that keep me really wanting more
I press start
I want to come and you know I do
Would you like it bae
I'm the one you cant fool
Too late, wish I never made the time to
It's ok the way that I could never stop you

Don't miss what I'm owed to
I cannot see it yet I'm waiting for the trouble
You hit my phone but I can't reply
It never seemed that bad
If you're in that state of mind
There's no need to pretend
No sleep, well I cant, what it stand for?
Baby do it, if you're looking I won't answer
I could never hate, you're just another fanboy
It's good you want to seal it, find somebody else though

I'll start when you're coming ready
I change my pin
Though you're looking when you shine already
I could make a wish, if you tell me that you want to play
Swimming out of tears
Took a loss and that is one of many

100cc (prod. souls1)

Wasteland Echoes - Extended Descent (Remastered)

ft. https://soundcloud.com/kketamine
prod. by https://soundcloud.com/lllovbug

Error ft. kketamine「prod. lovbug」

reserv - dirtbag (prod. odel)

production by @k9id3n and reserv
mixed by reserv
mastered by @blackwinterwells
art by tyler hollum @tyler_2k_ on twitter and instagram

Midcurrent (feat. blackwinterwells and fenwick) production by kaiden

Reserv