ONE YEAR + joeyy - toyota (prod. maknae)

prod me
thanks to @emotegi
drawings: @ gardeniaa_a_a on IG

Sasaeng (+ emotegi)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKEIpLhh9bE
@spira_me @with3rx

(ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᵒᶦˢᵒⁿ ᵈᶦᵖᵖᵉᵈ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗˢʷᵒʳᵈ...
ᵏᶦˢˢᵉˢ ʰᶦˢ ᶦⁿˢᶦᵈᵉˢ
ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʳᵘᵗʰ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᶦᵗʰ⁻ʰᵒˡᵈᵉʳ)

ill stand by this sword
til my knees collapse
i cant afford
to go back

i promise that it wont be like the first time
if not the second then im hoping 
for the third time

im a knight in a hoodie
walk around im with swoopy
dont tell me twice im not stupid
never mind im too stupid
dnd on a friday 
bnb for like 10 days
u call em ur best days
when its already too late

im with taher on DR2
we’ll make it through
this time
u think im stupid hmm 
i think so too 
its fine
i keep on doing
what u want me to 
each time
ill keep on falling down
ill make it up sometime

i woke up and felt like trying
gotta stay strong keep fighting
broken down by years of crying
carrying the sword of the undying
id never leave your side
id break my legs off
id give up all thats mine
id sew my mouth shut

collapse + spira me (produced by with3r)

@drrux @methboiswag

[Verse, Drux]
I forgot, I can’t say what’s on my mind
I could’ve had it all, can’t decide what I want
I go too hard and I don’t plan to stop
Troublemaking in the city, we so blacked out 

[Verse, pradaaslife]
I curse you, get my racks up
I don’t need you, got my trap love
Shades on with the black gloves
I don’t need you, got my trap love
Yeah, just put your hands up
In the trap, we got mad fun
Swear this shit so random
How I mix it up, swagger with phenomenon 

[Chorus]
I just shoot my shot then wait until the damage done
Yeah pockets stuffеd up and they blue, I call them Raddison
Racing with thе red bull, you can call me Lewis Hamilton
Smoking in the nature, yeah I might fly out to Castleton

I don’t need you got my trap love

I don’t need you got my trap love

[Verse,Drux]
Can’t feel my hand, told Pradaa open the can
I feel so small, but I pretend I’m the man
I’m too fucked up, I can’t see where I am
Wake up, walk out, playing my own music
Turn up, all night, then I wake up feeling sick 
Smoke up, it’s cold as fuck, I’m steady shivering
Walk back in, I hope you remember me

[Chorus]
I just shoot my shot then wait until the damage done
Yeah pockets stuffеd up and they blue, I call them Raddison
Racing with thе red bull, you can call me Lewis Hamilton
Smoking in the nature, yeah I might fly out to Castleton

I don’t need you got my trap love

I don’t need you got my trap love

Lewis Hamilton ft. Drux (prod. methboiswag)

stay with me tonight
stay with me tonight
dont leave til tomorrow
your presence heals this sorrow
stay with me tonight
your hands placed closed to mine
dont leave til tomorrow
your presence heals this sorrow

Losing Streak

By the time we realized

https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin + https://soundcloud.com/jolst

30 petals of a flower on my body 
The molecules have got me 
I keep walking Ina circle, almost lost me 
It got me
It’s onto me

I’ve been honest like always
I can’t go back to the old days
Life still passes slowly
Just as dumb and lonely 
Fuck this can’t you Solve me
Just this one and only

Do you think about it casually?
Does it make it past that wall that you’ve built up
You push & you push them back
And then you wonder why? & then you wonder why
Open up your eyes, I've tried...
(I'm so wrong, how could I be so wrong)

30 Petals (prod. recycleBin + Jolst)

It's that time of the month when I don't want to wake up. And I'm stumbling over after I leave the bar. And every night when I fall asleep it's like there's a thorn in my heart, 'cause the girl that I thought I loved isn't coming around anymore and it's fucking me up. We said that we'd go to New York City to dance at the club. And we said we'd go to Paris, 'cause everyone says it's the city of love. It's that time of the month when I don't want to wake up. We said that we'd go to New York City to dance at the club. And we said we'd go to Paris, 'cause everyone says it's the city of love. And I can't help it one bit, 'cause I think of your hands when I'm dancing with somebody new. And every night when I fall asleep it's like there's a thorn in my heart, 'cause the girl that I loved, she isn't coming around anymore.

"In Life I'm in Love" ...or, "Canada Songs!"
Written recorded and produced by Reserv
Featuring la la la's from Swords2 Kaiden and Swoopy
Additional production, mixing from Mimics Gate
Stories about figuring it all out

Picking at a Scab

@spira_me @with3rx @bigdog30k

*ill try to forget*
*ill try to forget*

when i fall
youll watch it all happen from afar
youll find me
tattered knocking on your front door
and you can
knock me down onto the cold floor
(i tried to stop asking why)
just tell me
you want me and ill do it once more

do you remember how you held me
cus id do just about anything to forget
forget
forget

i tried to stop asking why- do i do this all the time
do you remember how you held me
cus id do just about anything to forget
forget
forget
cus id do just about anything to forget
forget
forget
i just wish you didnt look at me with regret

break apart and build again
leave me dead into the well
i was up until i fell
connect the pieces to myself
in the fire watch you melt
what you said was never meant
tear the circuits out my face
the deepest pain ive ever felt

break apart and build again
leave me dead into the well
i was up until i fell
connect the pieces to myself
in the fire watch you melt
what you said was never meant
tear the circuits out my face
the deepest pain ive ever felt

forget

forget + spira me ( with3r &  bigdog30k)

Don't let the hate
Affect you
Don't let the hate
Embrace you
Don't let the hate
Get you
Don't let the hate
Be you
Be you
Be you
Be you

It's childish
It's dumb
It's jealousy
It's hate

They don't even know why they do it
They think it makes them better

But in reality
It messes them up
Messes them up
Messes them up

Don't let the hate
Affect you
Don't let the hate
Embrace you
Don't let the hate
Get you
Don't let the hate
Be you

They're possessed
By a demon
They're possessed
By something bad
They're possessed
It's very sad
They're possessed
They've gone bad

They used to be pure
But someone turned on them
If we can bring them back
They will stop burning
From within

Don't let the hate
Affect you
Don't let the hate
Embrace you
Don't let the hate
Get you
Don't let the hate
Be you
Be you
Be you
Be you
Be you
Be you

They used to be pure
But someone turned on them
If we can bring them back
They will stop burning
From within

Don't let the hate
Affect you
Don't let the hate
Embrace you
Don't let the hate
Get you
Don't let the hate
Be you

Show them you care
Show them you love
Show them you like
Show them above

The love
That has been here forever
The love
We all endeavor

Don't let the hate
Affect you
Don't let the hate
Embrace you
Be You
Be You
Be You
Be You

Don't let the hate, Be you

In this dark, film-noir–inspired track, The Psychotic Furs and Johnny Punish imagine an alternate story behind the tragic death of beloved 1960s–70s actress Carol Wayne. Official records list her 1985 passing in Manzanillo, Mexico, as an accidental drowning, yet questions have lingered for decades.  Through haunting lyrics and cinematic sound, “Bootsie Nightengale” explores the possibility of hidden truths, Hollywood’s shadowy underbelly, and the mysteries that surround fame and tragedy.

The title character, Bootsie Nightengale, recalls the playful persona Carol Wayne portrayed on classic television—including her guest appearances on I Dream of Jeannie—while the music underscores the tension between glamour and danger.

⚠️ Disclaimer

This music is a work of artistic expression and creative storytelling.  It is not a news report, documentary, or factual account of the events surrounding Carol Wayne’s life or death.
Any references to real people, places, or historical incidents are used in a fictional and speculative context for the purpose of art and commentary. The lyrics, visuals, and narrative should not be interpreted as statements of fact or as accusations against any individual—living or deceased.  No implication of wrongdoing is intended.

🌟 Tribute

This piece is also meant as a celebration of Carol Wayne’s career and unique talent.
By revisiting her image and story, Johnny Punish hopes to bring her memory to life and encourage fans—new and old—to reconnect with her body of work and remember her fondly.

Listen • Share • Comment
If Carol Wayne’s performances ever made you smile, or if you’re drawn to the mysteries of Hollywood’s golden era, we invite you to watch, listen, and share your own memories in the comments.

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LYRICS
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Bootsie Nightengale
Such a lovely girl

Danced on the Johnny late-night talk show
A Carol Wayne smile on the go go go
But a midnight swim ended fun and fame
A Manzanillo tide in a film-noir game

ohhhhhh

We know the killer
Another Hollywood thriller
Presenting...

Bootsie Nightengale (Nightengale)
Bootsie Nightengale (Nightengale)
The killer got away
It's just another day....

As another girl jumps off the balcony
A psycho-killer kills another formality oh ohhhh
So it's knock knock guess who's at the door
Nobody--- just a splatter on the floor ohhh ohhhh

We know the killer
Enjoy another Hollywood thriller
Starring....

Bootsie Nightengale (Nightengale)
Bootsie Nightengale (Nightengale)
The killer got away
It's just another day

So spin the reel rewind the tape
Who profits when angels break
Names change faces fade
Nothing ever changes
In our crazy world...

Bootsie Nightengale

Bootsie Nightengale (Nightengale)
Bootsie Nightengale (Nightengale)
The killer got away
It's just another day....

Bootsie Nightengale (Nightengale)
Bootsie Nightengale (Nightengale)

It's just another day