@ reserrvv

caged in what i'm stuck with everyday / but can i really complain?
i've got it so good / that's what i should say
forgive the mindless attention / i bring to myself
i can't really help it
would i be proud of what i've become? / or be sad at what i haven't done?
at the age that i felt the relief of writing away all the feelings i shun
i do things that i wish that i didn't / i write things that i wish i could say in the moment

what can i do to mean something to you?
i try everyday to be better and brave and i still end up playing the fool.

Housefly

@ reserrvv on all social media

all i told
is what's eventual
i said
don't know if i can continue to keep on
with everything i'm given
what do i do wrong?

cigarette 
against my silhouette
i said
baby i'm a wreck
but i know you know
nothing but another
with a nasty tone

don't turn and face the crowd just yet
you'll see i'm just like all the rest
honestly
don't you get stuck with me
don't turn and face the crowd just yet
you'll see i'm just like all the rest
honestly
don't you get stuck with me

all this sleep
know it's not good for me
i can't get the memo that i'm waking up
i can't get the memo that i'm waking up

all i told
is what's eventual
i said
don't know if i can continue to keep on
with everything i'm given
what do i do wrong?

cigarette 
against my silhouette
i said
baby i'm a wreck
but i know you know
nothing but another
with a nasty tone

don't turn and face the crowd just yet
you'll see i'm just like all the rest
honestly
don't you get stuck with me
don't turn and face the crowd just yet
you'll see i'm just like all the rest
honestly
don't you get stuck with me

All New Edition

@benjithemachine

[Lyrics]
Just another hopeless night
Hoping that I'll be alright
Talking till we see the light of morning
Baby I don’t wanna fight
I know that now is super tight
But it will all be fine when it’s morning
Baby I just wanna hide
Thinking thoughts of suicide
But I know that it will be fine in the morning
My actions in night are what make me terrified
I know what I said ain’t right, that’s why I’ll see u in the morning

Baby I’m calling mayday, everything’s gone sideways
180 on the Byway, my life flashing be for me
Do you still adore me? Or are you just horny?
Just want you to hold me, I’m feeling pretty lonely.

Just another hopeless night
Hoping that I'll be alright
Talking till we see the light of morning
Baby I don’t wanna fight
I know that now is super tight
But it will all be fine when it’s morning
Baby I just wanna hide
Thinking thoughts of suicide
But I know that it will be fine in the morning
My actions in night are what make me terrified
I know what I said ain’t right, that’s why I’ll see u in the morning

Morning [Prod. Benjithemachine]

cover by (https://www.instagram.com/kkkbbbrrryyy/  @buffalobang) (prod by @danlrk)
in too deep someway i gotta get out
and the secret that i keep u want me to shut my mouth
and the story that i tell i know its been awhile
if u ask me shit again i will always cut u out

gonna make it all burn
gotta wait for ur turn
u will get what u deserve
took a pill now its a blur

thought u were the one
everytime that we be speaking we not having fun
i can tell u that i love you but u always run
tell me how it feels to always be there
and u tell me how u feel and u know that i care
tell me things that u have done n i wish u were here
and u know that i miss you
i dont wanna fight


went too far, but ill go there again
ill be so close but i wont be your friend
fell too hard
i lost it all and ill lose til i win
went too far, but ill go there again
ill give you everything, ill give you bone and skin
fell too hard
i lost it all and ill lose til i win



thought u were the one
everytime that we be speaking we not having fun
i can tell u that i love you but u always run
tell me how it feels to always be there
and u tell me how u feel and u know that i care
tell me things that u have done n i wish u were here
and u know that i miss you
i dont wanna fight

bone and skin + buffalobang (dan larkin)

@fxrella

[olus]
it dont match up im feelin tired today
idk what ur meanin by the words that u said
never meant to make u less important
in some way u rly got me feelin homesick
u quit again, guess were rly calling it done
makes no difference, if its that way that u want it then go
if ur leavin will u tell me when u come back then
if u listened then id like u like i did again

[farella]
tell me will u come back like nothing even happened ?
it falls apart, it comes around 
this life like snakes and ladders
i been dreaming of ur touch
i been deeping it too much
i been keeping all ur things around i walk with my eyes shut
sip, spend
on the road, i’m homesick 
blinking, tryna read ur lips
i’m dead, i’m feeling sober 
ur my drug i love ur presence
eyes said do i love u, can u ask another question ?

[olus]
ur comin back now but u could never teach me
i was on a higher plane u could never reach me
deep in ur thoughts baby u could never keep me
now im just passin by, i aint thinking clearly
it dont feel fake, i can picture when i meet u
swear im not evil i just found a way 2 take u
no i dont like it if u dont lose
tryna know what makes u my person

if ur standing at the end of a knife
im glad its over when u tell me im right
oh no way thts ur call, dance all night if u gon laugh ill fall in
2 glad watchin keep up on the weekend
tryna hit u up idk if ur sleeping
know im sad not sippin 
im not weak n
didnt know that i put u in the deep end

[farella]
hold the keys deep in ur mind 
i see ur heart , it’s breaking 
now i got something 
believing 
feel no pressure ur my reason 
ur my cure and ur my weakness 
save ur texts i cant delete them 
the rain keeps on falling 
it feels so euphoric 
underneath the street light
there’s no one i see but you

[olus]
it dont match up im feelin tired today
idk what ur meanin by the words that u said
never meant to make u less important
in some way u rly got me feelin homesick
u quit again, guess were rly calling it done
makes no difference, if its that way that u want it then go
if ur leavin will u tell me when u come back then
if u listened then id like u like i did again

homesick ft. farella (prod. methboiswag & slacker)

Frequency Bloom 963 Hz [Dark Nature Concept]

reserv - dirtbag (prod. odel)

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congrats to aldy for 1k 🥳

@hereisalden - hey there delilah [p. hereisalden]

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@funeral
@sebseb122
@careinq
prod by sucy
Sample: lilelk - Toothfairy Memories

blxty, funeral, sebii - overseas (prod. maple @careinq)

@ reserrvv
if you were to break all of my bones
which one would you start with?
a million options, plus 1
a million seconds pass

under the willow i'm a star
the birds and the squirrels i'm friends with
the fleeting desire i dance with
i don't know what is it i want

Under the Willow

Reserv