Best Of “not home.”

new year same struggle

In The Now (Glasear X Elijah Who)

lyrics:

Messages I wrote
U don’t even know the half of it Im pouring out my soul
Take apart my heart then wake me back up when im old
Dead and cold
Do u understand my code
Take me home put me back in the ground
Waves smash thru my chest lift me up again
Breaks that had never even worked so I coose to gun it then
Tech fleece on my body
I can’t buy u shit if u aint always all on my body
I live life like a hobby
Please don’t blow that shit nowhere by me
I know bush when it floats by me
They aint ever believed in me
would I make to to the party
Honestly im so sorry
That I don’t care that u sorry
This Love shit is so corny
It never did shit for me
All they do is talk I dont have nothing to talk about
Late at night in Edinburgh I float up to the ceiling
Im not fearing it anymore
Let these feelings take their course
I would never wanna know. 
I never wanna wake up feeling this alone
But as long as u got my heart
I feel ill be ok
In the dark I see the light of day

Maybe we could wake up
And feel the same as the day right before we break up its ok I kept my mind right
I had to stay up
For some long nights skipping day jobs
But my dreams coming true now when I wake up
 
Ur only chance alone already came and went
If we eat it raw were bound to puke again
U should never of packed up the base camp tent
I told all my guys I told all my friends
Shot 
Green blood
Flesh chunks
Wet skin
Stump numbed
Gums bleed
And im turned on
Weak stomach
And A Heavy gut
Taking my soul right out me and I think that’s hot
Look at me deep I know u see the things that I hide
Hearing me talk I know u feel the things I don’t write
Bbl I know she got an ass she had bought 

Maybe we could wake up
And feel the same as the day right before we break up its ok I kept my mind right
I had stay up
For some long nights skipping day jobs
dreams coming true when I wake up now
Eat my heart out
I don’t want to break out
I feel the rain drip down in thru my warped house
I can’t see the same way
U tryna teach how
Take me on my word now

wake up now (kassgocrazy)

august

srry

fake

original version of later released: residential. - woods ( https://soundcloud.com/user-411557229/snap-santana )

not home. - woods (killedmyself)

not home. - original

An acoustic song made in 2020, prior to starting his career as not home.

pretending

not home. - pretending

9tails - im sorry (prod. killedmyself)

lyrics:
SWAINE
can u feel it?
baby can u feel it?
tell me can u feel it?
can u feel it?
can u? (x2)

dreams of doin 90 on the freeway
in a brand new sports car, supports leeway
so i can fit the squad inside and blast the shit that we make
and we can give opinions based on what we feelin each day
today im feelin blessa
come from black mesa
please dont call me i dont know u, just a heads up
hope for sunny days, blue glaze in the atmosphere
i blast back with a tac from the haunted hills
cant touch me on the 90s flow old shit
get ur words and ur bread up or u done quick
bred from the xos and ovos alike
but i still got bars for anyone, like turkish delights
ight?
if u wanted cocky then u got it
im delusional, i been namin myself the cream crop, bitch
at the bottom but i feel im on the high ground
cuz all i see is heads, dead prez's all around

can u feel it?
baby can u feel it?
tell me can u feel it?
can u feel it?
can u? (x2)

9TAILS
can u feel it
just made the deal and sealed it
now this medicine inside me
got me spinning like a ceiling fan
bad behaviour block the art
my flow is permabanned
i heard you man
youre never gonna mess with me
im too advanced
saucy with it
flow is diarheaa
and my mouth told me i pooed my pants
i got lettuce on my head im like the salad man
rubber bands
up inside the mattress in the camping van
just in case im in need of a back up plan
anti social
my old friends are who im close to
i kept the rest at the distance
i come across as a cold dude
so rude
stinky weed
in the bong tube
smell like old food
could use some soap and a sponge too
when we come thru
nv always set the mood
straight with the beef
but these other rappers tofu
i miss the old you
is what the tell me
if i was planning on never evolving
id miss him too
spring weather i couldnt remain a zero
hit that life with the vito i feel like robert de niro

out the godfather
see people trashing a style when their name is on the charter
i came to push my genre further
i dont give a fuck about whos smarter

can u feel it
can u feel it baby
can u feel it
tell me can you feel it

Can You Feel It? w/ 9TAILS (prod. ILLUID HALLER)

lyrics:

I just sit my ass on the floor
Strange creatures with their ears to my door
would u Look at all my hair on the floor
and If im not scared I need more
Lifes hard like a tough mudder course
and Lately my bones grow sore
and I could hear my sons thru the chords
and If I had a choice I would abort them
cause I don’t do this music shit for them
These concepts of theirs so foreign to me now
Fuck it though I just try to ignore them yea
cause Up inside my head they not important anymore
She say that im not like I was before
But im just not dumb anymore So Im just not nice anymore
and No im not taking anymore Black blood in my broken heart
Saw dust in my swollen pores No life in my pickled corpse
and Im asleep in the shit water trench in the ground under the city 
Pieces of my body float free from me Leave from me
In like 20 something years they'll find teeth from me
Hopefully the right now mean something
and U don’t scare me bitch
I am used to this Try a different trick
You have watched me grow and I have grown so much
But I have grown so cold Yet I welcome it yea

scary (eric godlow)

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