Look Up, It's Morning!

sensual, surreal

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 2/30
read more about the song on my website: https://revenantmusic.net/#at-the-end-of-time

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
audius: audius.co/revenant
lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

connect with Parable Collective:
soundcloud: @parablecollective
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
instagram: www.instagram.com/parable.collective/
twitter: twitter.com/ParableOfficial

art credits: me

In 2020, I lost a close family friend due to COVID-19. The last time I saw him was when he visited my family and me in late 2019. At the time I was studying for exams and didn't give him the time he needed and that was the last time I saw him.
In the past, I lost my grandparents in a similar manner.
'at the end of time' is an attempt to convey how I feel now. All the work did pay off, but at what cost? I could have everything I could ever want but would lose everyone in the process.
It taught me about how unfortunately anyone at any time could disappear, and that I should remember to put these people first and give them the love, time, and care they need.
Everything else in this world is temporary.

at the end of time
The family friend and my grandparents were some of the sweetest people that could ever have existed. They would always encourage me with everything I did, from music to my studies and would always make me feel like I was special.
My paternal grandmother was the last grandparent to live, and she passed away before I got a place at medical school, something that all of my grandparents dreamt of and encouraged me to pursue. At the time of writing this, I have finished my fifth year of medical school, done well in my exams, and won a scholarship, but they're not here to see it.
I wish you could see me now, I know I would've made you proud and I'm sorry I didn't give you more time. If you're out there, wherever you are, I hope you can see what I'm doing. This is all for you and I will be the best I can be for you.

lyrics:
[verse 1]
at what cost did i succeed?
by giving into my own greed

i didn't give the time you need 
and now you're no longer here

[bridge]
but now you are gone
and i keep thinking it's my fault 
i couldn't give you all my love
i don't know if i can keep going on

[chorus]
and i'll keep running away
so many things that i've wanted to say
i know that i'm to blame
i can't look back because i am ashamed

and at the end of time
i'll finally feel alive
nobody by my side
it's the end of a beautiful, hurtful life

[verse 2]
i want a way out
i hate how you're not around
i wish you could see me now
i know that i would've made you proud

[bridge]
but now you are gone
and i keep thinking it's my fault 
i couldn't give you all my love
i don't know if i can keep going on

[chorus]
and i'll keep running away
so many things that i've wanted to say
i know that i'm to blame
i can't look back because i am ashamed

and at the end of time
i'll finally feel alive
nobody by my side
it's the end of a beautiful, hurtful life

a beautiful, yet hurtful life

at the end of time

download

Shameless - Recluse

2nd single off my upcoming project ~ huge thankyou to Haneri <3

|Haneri|
Soundcloud - @itshaneri
Twitter - twitter.com/itshaneri
Instagram - www.instagram.com/itshaneri
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/3lwPzq3sT3tucaO1F6sDw7

|Darby|
Soundcloud - @darby_music
Twitter - twitter.com/Darby__Music
Instagram - www.instagram.com/darby.music/
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/6rErJmMCoNHUX0Z99uBB8m

Stream / Buy

Fave Sound (w/ Haneri)

How To Observe

hey! i decided to throw together a track created from a bunch of my favorite songs. the idea with this one was just to let myself have fun and not worry about the intricacies that normally hold me down. if you like this song or my music in general,  you should definitely check out the source material :)

every track in order of appearance:
https://soundcloud.com/laxcitymusic/grateful
https://soundcloud.com/airuei/aquamarine
https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele/love-in-every-single-way
https://soundcloud.com/porter-robinson/mirror
https://soundcloud.com/korewakosu/hoopla
https://soundcloud.com/duumu/paralysed
https://soundcloud.com/bitbird/acloudyskye-n33t-nothing-else
https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele/escape
https://soundcloud.com/defsharp/flower-bed [where the track started :)]
https://soundcloud.com/grantsongs/wishes-feat-mccall
https://soundcloud.com/xavimakesmusic/tennyson-crybird-xavi-remix
https://soundcloud.com/dobitwo/your-favorite-sidekick-a-remix-for-underscores-x-8485
https://soundcloud.com/webcage/actor
https://soundcloud.com/04collective/rusherz-before-you-go
https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele/only-for-a-moment
https://soundcloud.com/ebumusicc/cosmology-of-the-shapes
https://soundcloud.com/underscores/everybodysdead

and sadkey - ought for the cover art ;)

ICONS

the final track of my 7th album "the way i am now, with you"

read more about the song here: revenantmusic.net/the-way-you-are-now-with-me

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
audius: audius.co/revenant
lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

connect with Parable Collective:
soundcloud: @parablecollective
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
instagram: www.instagram.com/parable.collective/
twitter: twitter.com/ParableOfficial

if only you knew what i felt

the way you are now, with me

Hope you all enjoy!!  Streaming link for other platforms in dl area.

Stream here!!!

Xavi-Justwanna (out now on Lost in Dreams's Gate Vol.3 Comp)

i love this song so much, have a future bass edit of it

OG: https://soundcloud.com/surrealrecordings/overspace-jenceno-outerbound-feat-slyleaf

jenceno & overspace - outerbound feat. slyleaf (dossyx edit)

STREAM/BUY: ffm.to/ntsame + ffm.to/afteryouep

written by charlie kurata
produced and performed by duumu

Not The Same

https://linktr.ee/ColorParade

This won second place behind https://soundcloud.com/idkcovi - super emotional remix!
Shoutout to: 
https://soundcloud.com/phrazian who has helped me with several songs and took my pea shooter mix and turned it into a monster. He is my Tom Norris

https://soundcloud.com/windoh-music/140-never-had-wind-oh-remix-v23-32bit

https://soundcloud.com/tsuyoshia/duumu-never-had-feat-meggie-york-tsuyoshi-a-remix

Duumu - 'Never Had' (feat. Meggie York) (Color Parade Remix)

nothing special.
a beautiful, yet hurtful life.
musician + doctor

1/2 of @codenameniocell + @ghostkidclub
contact: mgmt@revenantmusic.net

https://revenantmusic.net/