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read more about the song here: revenantmusic.net/why-does-it-fall-on-me

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lyrics

[verse 1]
i fight with myself, but you don't comprehend
all your problems build up, but who's there to care?
i drown in all your choices, for your own sake
and every time i fall, it pulls me back, and then it starts again

[chorus]
i'm trapped in a cycle, where the walls close in
chasing dreams that never seem to begin
the clock's ticking but the time slips away
and every step i take, i fall, and then it starts again

[verse 2]
i'm drowning in the weight of  expectations
exhausted, burned out, now i'm just left complacent
you give me your chaos, like it's mine to repair
every time i heal, you cut me deeper, and then it starts again

[bridge]
i'll never be at peace
it's just not meant to be
i'm tired of living for everyone else but me
i'm breaking, why does your life always depend on me?

[chorus]
i'm trapped in a cycle, where the walls close in
chasing dreams that never seem to begin
the clock's ticking but the time decays
and every step i take, i slip, and then it starts again

why does it fall on me?

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Connect with me:
Soundcloud: @revenant-edm
Instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
Twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
Audius: https://audius.co/revenant
Genius: https://genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

Reminiscence

Ethereal

Reminiscent

Serenity

The Fall Out

The Fall Out [Finity Release]

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Chapter 9: Downfall

part of my album "Reminiscence" - https://soundcloud.com/revenant-edm/sets/reminiscence

listen: https://open.spotify.com/album/1AMPATT48NvrVMBRT0Jr0v?si=QyOfJsnQQe68HLiO3qyiJA


This song is about all the times you have been messed with. Too many times you have trusted people only to get betrayed, leading to anxiety and trust issues. Now you expect people to hurt you and assume they’re all as awful as the people before. You struggle to confide in others and feel insignificant, and that you don’t matter at all. This song is about those who try to pretend nothing has happened and try to weave their way back into your life, only being decent when they need something from you.

This song is about no longer giving in to them, giving them what they want when all they do is hurt you. They fucked with you, have messed with you and hurt you. They don’t deserve another chance. They have broken everything they had with you and things cannot be fixed and won’t ever be the same again. You need to let them go and cut the cord, finally detaching.

This song is more aggressive and a different style to what I usually do. I want this song to highlight the hatred and anger I feel towards the people that have fucked with me and messed with me. I hope you guys like this, it’s another one of my biggest projects ever.

Lyrics:
-	Been holding out time to save the stress
Slowly fading just to see the test
Black and white walls to fill the rest
You know it's making me a mess

-	Every time I hold out hands for help
it makes me conscious of myself
Look inside the broken mirror
When will I ever get to see her

-	Too late to sub-side
I'm about to fall another time
And very tired of the tension
and it's giving apprehension

-	yeah I'm sorry nothing's helping this 
it's all been broken 
Have you left to leave behind
You knew it's my downfall

[Verse 2]
-	I heard that birds can't help you fly
Even if we barely improvised
Looking to see towards myself
I see I'm begging up for help

-	As we slowly parted ways
I saw that things became a maze
looking through as I start to degrade
It's only fair to say it's

-	Too late to sub-side 
I'm about to fall another time
And very tired of the tension
and it's giving apprehension

-	yeah I'm sorry nothing's helping this 
it's all been broken 
Have you left to leave behind
I don't know

[Verse 3]
-	Barely making time just for progress
Slowly dying and has she left?
Colour-blind tears all on her dress,
Maybe It's time for me to confess

-	That someday I think I could melt
The sunset's rising, have you felt?
there's no longer a connection
What could be more than separation?

I sang in it hehe

Connect with me:
Soundcloud: @revenant-edm
Instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
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Twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
Audius: https://audius.co/revenant
Genius: https://genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

Downfall

Downfall [Finity Release]

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Chapter 5: Recovery

part of my album "Reminiscence" - https://soundcloud.com/revenant-edm/sets/reminiscence

listen: https://open.spotify.com/album/1AMPATT48NvrVMBRT0Jr0v?si=QyOfJsnQQe68HLiO3qyiJA


	This song is about how people can so quickly and readily disconnect from you, throwing you behind in the dust and leaving, especially after getting so close and gaining your trust. You think all the effort you put in is reciprocated and are happy to have someone who you think genuinely cares about you, only for them to disappear in the blink of an eye, without dilemma. It makes you feel insignificant, and worth nothing. While with them, you felt special and felt like you had a good impact on peoples’ lives, but it all comes crashing down. 

Recovery is an important and gradual process, in which a person heals these wounds using time and a positive mind set, cutting themselves off from toxic peers and negative energy. It is similar to a road filled with potholes, the ride is not completely smooth and there are bumps along the way. We come up and start to feel better, but feel as if we have failed and come crashing back down when we fall back into old habits and tendencies. It is okay to trip up sometimes, we cannot completely recover perfectly in a short time. The people fighting this war are strong and some of the best kinds of people, being able to plough through and keep going amidst the challenges life throws at them.

Lyrics:
-	let me tell you something
it's not okay to walk away
without dilemma


-	everytime you glance at me
i think your angel left us
it's over all i can do is burn the ashes


-	looking back
everything from you is getting sad
all i feel from you is sabotage
i think i'm failing to see why
i'll come back and dream to be fine
i don't know who to really trust
when everyone supported your lies
through point of view when out of the box
was there a cure for standing still


-	i can see right through your fake lies 
how you act is making me despise
how i gave my trust to you
it messed up things and made them blue
i wish and hope you'd realise
it hurts to see the other side
i won't apologise another time
mentally shattered and fucked inside


-	let me tell you something
it's not okay to walk away
without dilemma


-	everytime you glance at me
i think your angel left us
it's over all i can do is burn the ashes


-	everytime i think of the time we shared
thinking it was gonna be forever
it is no longer worth all of the endeavour
you're gone now and all i can feel is dissever

Connect with me:
Soundcloud: @revenant-edm
Instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
Twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
Audius: https://audius.co/revenant
Genius: https://genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

Recovery

nothing special.
a beautiful, yet hurtful life.
musician + painter + doctor

1/2 of @codenameniocell + @ghostkidclub
contact: mgmt@revenantmusic.net

https://revenantmusic.net/