I like the atmospheric quality with the poetic lyrics with all the awesome visuals~

Cool iPhone recording, Rev...sweetly captured!!!

Beautifully melancholic! Great track mate!

Cool acoustic tune you cant be a vocal and just a guitar. . Nice one 👍

Sounds great for a phone recording. Super song and performance.

Really nice recording with just you and your guitar - (no whistles and bells ) and it  sounds great.

2023-08-23 about time I got this public :)

album on Bandcamp

Blazing Away (2021 remix)

Call My Name

We’re praying for peace
Never losing hope
My faith I keep very close
Dancin out my grave
Seen a Holy Ghost
Yeah I’m on some drugs
But there not even close
See what I use to do is get really high
Then drink enough so I would black out and die
Thought the universe needed me
Well maybe she does
Are you seeing things different like I was
Love can fuck you up
And I can promise you that
There’s never enough
Nope I don’t have the answers
That’s exactly why I keep on dancing.

praying for peace w/ a Sandman07 intro

■概要(Overview)
じゃんけんで負けた！
さらに色々とやらかして状況は悪化してしまった。
はい、自己嫌悪。
・・・・
そんな感じの曲です。
でも大丈夫！どんどん行け、進め！
宇宙規模で考えれば大したことじゃない・・ような気がする。

I lost in rock-paper-scissors!
And the situation got worse with all sorts of other things.
Yes, self-loathing.
・・・・
It's that kind of song.
but it's okay! Keep going, keep going!
I feel like it's not a big deal if you think about it on a cosmic scale.

2023.4.1 楽器の追加を試みましたがやはり最初のバージョンで再度公開。
2023.4.1 Considered adding instruments, but finally released in the original version.


■歌詞
「どうして僕は・・」

どうにもならない
気を付けていても
くじ運悪いし　気持ちも弱いし

やりたくないのに　じゃんけん弱くて
町内会の面倒な役をやる羽目になったんだ

おまけにさ
電話番号を
教えてしまった
聞かれてないのに
責任感じて空回りする
僕はひどい奴だ

僕の居場所はないよ
愛想尽かされ　さよならさ
情けなくて消えたい
ねぇ、神様、どうして僕は・・・
(いつもこうなんだろう)


どうにも頭が
ずきずきしてきた
子供のころから　気持ちが弱いし

対人恐怖が影響している
大事なじゃんけん
見透かされていた
涙の　じゃんけんぽん

おまけにさ
電話番号を
聞かなきゃいけない
空気が漂い
迷惑気づかず　順番に聞く
僕はひどい奴だ

僕の居場所はいつも
自分で壊し　それまでさ
最初からわかってる

ねぇ、神様、どうして僕は・・・
(いつも余計な事ばかりしてしまうんだろう)


忘れたころに　「逃しはしない」と
再び僕に「烙印」を押す

いくら逃げても　隠したとしても
弱い部分が　「忘れさせない」と・・

月夜の枝垂桜が揺れている

僕の居場所はないよ
愛想尽かされ　さよならさ
情けなくて消えたい
ねぇ、神様、どうして僕は・・・
(いつもこうなんだろう)

■ lyrics(google translate)
"Why am I..."

I'm a hopeless person.
Even if I'm careful, the lottery is bad and my feelings are weak

I don't want to do it, but because I'm weak at rock-paper-scissors, I ended up playing a troublesome role for the neighborhood association.

moreover,
I gave everyone my phone number
Even though no one asked me to teach them

Feeling responsible and panicking
I'm a hopeless person

I have no place
Goodbye to being exhausted
I want to disappear without pity
Hey God, why am I...
(why is it always like this)

I can't help but have a head
I'm getting a throbbing pain

Ever since I was a child, my heart has been weak

social phobia affects
important rock paper scissors
was seen through
Rock, paper, scissors of tears

In addition
phone number
There is an air that you have to ask,
Listen in order without noticing the nuisances around you
I'm a bad person

I always destroy my own place.That's it.
I know that from the beginning

Hey God, why am I...
(I guess I always end up doing unnecessary things)

When I forgot, "I won't let you go"
brand me again

No matter how much you run away, no matter how much you hide
The weak part chases after you forever, saying "I won't let you forget"

The weeping cherry tree on a moonlit night is swaying

I have no place
Goodbye to being exhausted
I want to disappear without pity
Hey God, why am I...
(why is it always like this)

doushite_boku_ha(Why am I...)

Hello… so have you ever noticed certain things about yourself that never change? This song, ‘Just Like I Always Do’ is about that very thing. I found myself  outside the other day, playing with rivulets of snow melt. Making channels with a rake, for the water to run down and I laughed… my feet were soaking wet and I was having a grand old time. Reminded me of a time in kindergarten, when I arrived late to school, soaked to the bone, as I was playing in the rain along the way. So that playful side of me has not changed at all. I also noticed, like flowing water, how vital it is for me to keep moving. A fluidity when it comes to living and learning about life. Recently, singing has been like that for me. Bear with me on this. A little backstory: As a kid, I had a brief stint in my middle school choir. I did not want to join the choir, that’s for sure. The music teacher had picked us out, after brief singing auditions. After our first performance, my mother, God rest her soul, told me I did not have to go back to choir anymore, if I did not want to. Out of the 50 kids on stage, I was the only one not singing. I just looked down so no one could see my mouth… except my eagle-eyed mom. Simple as that, I was done with it. There were other things I wanted to do as a precociously rebellious kid, running around the neighborhood, as it were. Now, half a century later, I have been learning to sing on my own. It has not been easy uncovering that latent voice of mine. Looking back, sometimes I wish I had stuck with it as a kid. So about a decade or so ago, this dude I worked with asked me if I’d show him some stuff on guitar. His mom was a musician and music teacher and he grew up with music in his life. He was always singing and playing guitar. As we hung out, he noticed I never sang and asked me why. After basically dodging his question, he told me the only thing stopping me from singing was me. Talk about a hard lesson to swallow. So now, bringing us up to speed, I had some fun exploring my nascent singing voice on this song. The image is of me and Garnet running the hills in early Spring. Hope you like it and thanks for listening. Take care, Mark

Lammbone's Album

Just Like I Always Do

Recorded on 4-29-23
On my iPhone 
Live at Cumbee Hall

Saw her again

Thought I saw her again last night
Dancing on the sand under twilight 
Her hips swaying like palm trees
Hair trailing through the breeze 
Sure it was her last night

Thought I saw her again last night 
Dancing down the beach through the starlight 
Gulls echo her past laughs
Waves crack like finger snaps 
Sure it was her last night

Only to enter empty rooms 
Where her cheap lilac perfume 
Is all that’s left behind

Thought I saw her again last night
Dancing on the sand beneath moonlight 
Winds whisper me her name
Years flood my eyes again
Sure it was her last night

Only to enter empty rooms 
Where her cheap lilac perfume 
Is all that’s left behind

saw her again

https://audio.com/grzegorz-kawka/audio/beware-of-everywhere
https://youtu.be/aOd0cV8ormM
Some fast stuff done with: 
Live Lite + free VST + M-Audio Keystation MINI 32
Art by:
https://www.deviantart.com/grzegorz-kawka/gallery

Beware Of Everywhere (accidentally detuned gtx ver.) //+audio.com final edit+ // +VIDEO+

Up Up High

Image: pixabay.com (CC0 Creative Commons)

White Raven (Follow the white raven and go through the enchanted door)

Was happy to participate in another Josh Clary jam!  
This one has an awesome vocal from Steve's Planet and the usual line up brings it here as well with...
Josh on the monster bass
Tez ripping the guitar rhythm and leads
Ken pounding out the beatz and 
JJ making it pretty with those keys. 
I was able to work in the solo in the second half and, with the help of K2 Ken get out a solid production with a nice mix and master.   I believe Tez may have added a bit as well to the post production. 

Basically it was really a true group effort.   Josh is really good with keeping things group focused and having the whole band work within his idea and vision for a song and yet still having the ability to contribute your own unique sounds.

Another fun time with a great group!

Home's Album

Second Floor  - (Eclectic Collective)

OPEN COLLAB no one invited personally this time.
please download and use it for your own stuff if you might...
would be glad if you contact me for a playlist...
130BPM

2023

noxpox - Patt ☻ (OPEN COLLAB)

Like all here , I’m just trying to leave an echo !   Just trying to say I was here .  How lucky are we to live in an age when that is possible ?

reverend coldheart records with : mike shea, guitar whiz and sound designer, usually at his studio ;  mike hogan, who is a gifted bass player, usually in my kitchen ; joe ferguson, who is the original congregation and who started all this out with a christmas uke  ~   It's his fault !

Also, I’ve been jamming with Jarod, Tek, Gary and Shelbie on Sundays in a little white house out past Stilesville. We record under the name “makebelieve”. Hope to post some jams every now and then .

Since October 2023, Sunday jams with Gman and Reggie.  We record under name of:   “the charlatans”.  Or lately, the Sunday Jam Gentlemen.

Thank you for listening 
cole coldheart

saw her again

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