@ankleankle
@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i guess every time you close your eyes
you see me standing right beside you
brush your hair from morning on
wipe your skin til your tears are gone
i guess everyone just fucking hates you
shattered words will end and break you
cry to me while you sing along
look at me while you get it wrong

say what you said i heard you
i known you for a long time so i cant hurt you
and i dont want you feeling like im not okay
i tried to leave but not again
looking at the ceiling of my room
im pondering im missing you
thinking of our conversations
i cant even think of things to do
you wanted me to stay but i dont wanna see it through
rather be by myself but everytime i close my eyes im seeing you

close your eyes w ankle

losing myself

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxUm-6zzdj0
by: @anjiwdoves

lyrics:

don’t know why ur mood changed
we could rly do things 
it’s too much much too lose aye
don’t let ur mood change
i don’t wanna lose aye
i don’t wanna lose u
2 much on my mind
don’t sleep the day away yk u wasting time
and i don’t like 2 argue with u when u high
but we both know that im j gonna let u down
sorry that ur mood changed
i wish you wouldn’t choose aye
lemme c u on tuesday
y did ur mood change?
i could never lose aye
even if i lose you
i would b okay
i think that ive had better days
just promise me that u wont ever change
stay the same <3

Tuesday <3

prod @requiem-for-you

take my hand ill show you whats real
i cant explain exactly how i feel
but im over that youre helping me heal
so dont let me go

baby ur starting to take up all my time
you know i dont mind
always on my mind
oh baby
i cant handle change
do you feel the same? 
i cant get you off my mind
youre always on my mind

hold on to me tight like a sweater
you know that youll never find better
youre stuck with me i wrote you letters
dont let me go

take my hand ill show you whats real
i cant explain exactly how i feel
but im over that youre helping me heal
so dont let me go

baby ur starting to take up all my time
you know i dont mind
always on my mind
oh baby
i cant handle change
do you feel the same? 
i cant get you off my mind
youre always on my mind

you’re always on my mind ;3

do you see me here?
would you even care?
i know, im such a joke
the emotions you evoke

when i saw your face
i tried to keep my place
i try, i know i won't
i like you but you don't
like me

if you like me
then i like you
we could hold hands
that's what we might do

I always try hard
when I'm with you
that's because I'm always trying to impress you
babygirl lemme know how to destress you
I'm tryna talk about our lives, I'm tryna text you
I'm just really fuckin hopin for that text soon
will it come thru ?

I know it's never coming
Another has your loving
It's not up for discussion but my mind tells me “discuss it”
I think I'm so disgusting
but you make me feel like something
and I got a fuckin dozen words for you, baby

do you see me here?
would you even care?
i know, im such a joke
the emotions you evoke

when i saw your face
i tried to keep my place
i try, i know i won't
i like you but you don't
like me

Do you like me
Like I like you
I will not lie
I just want the truth
You could have me
Baby no rules
I just need you to tell me

Tell me, am I wrong?
I'm making you a song
I know that it's been done
In the past by another one
who's not me

Can you stop for me 
This is obsolete
All my friends keep sayin that you not 4 me
But it's all cuz my history probably
I be makin bad choices cuz I gots to be
But I swear that you a place that I gots to be
Saw ya face and I thought I won the lottery
To not ruin everything it took a lot of me
It took a lot of me

Because I 
I can't bare to see your face
One more time without you seeing in my mind I want a taste
I'll look at your pretty face
Everytime I'm feelin down, text you, you're never around
That shit always makes me frown
I can't deal with this shit right now
In my room, I'll sleep alone
If you call me, hear the tone
I just want to be alone
You're probably stringing me along

do you see me here?
would you even care?
i know, im such a joke
the emotions you evoke

when i saw your face
i tried to keep my place
i try, i know i won't
i like you but you don't
like me

Do you like me
Like I like you
I will not lie
I just want the truth
You could have me
Baby no rules
I just need you to tell me

Tell me, am I wrong?
I'm making you a song
I know that it's been done
In the past by another one
who's not me

im not nothing special, i just hope im special enough

foolish flamingo

find eachother

pictures (bones)

Your life is ruined, ruined
Why did I do this, do this?
Feel so stupid, stupid
I'm not a human, human
I shouldn't've met Cupid, Cupid
Cause I'm so clueless, clueless
I'm a user, abuser, sweet naive girl, I choose her
I just threw my life away
I don't know how many more days
Until they find her, find her
'Til they find her, find her

Never told you how fucked up I was, I guess that's why you don't really care
I know why I'm losing all your trust
Something tells you I'm not fully there

naive gf

w/ @requiem-for-you
prod me

i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now
i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now

you're in the past
that's why i can relax now
i'm done with that
was thinking of you till i pass out
what's the point
in cutting you some slack
you left me here alone
and you're never coming back

you're in the past
that's why i can relax now
i'm done with that
was thinking of you till i pass out
no point
in tryna get in contact
you're so void
of any sorta love acts

i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now
i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now

past w/ requiem

i <3 this song 

lyrics 

u spent it all
my money's gone
living in your wallet
hating on u
like ex wives do
ur under my skin
all I can be you take it from me

u have all the fun again
I need some compensation
for the time that I wasted
I guess ill see u when u want me
like I could be thru
but I like being used, only by u
so take it from me

MONEY TALK$ (JESSY BLAKEMORE COVER)

Dark acoustic “Unplugged in New York” vibe with raw, fragile guitar; minimal intimate mics; soft room reverb; and a trembling emotional atmosphere, Lead vocal: raspy, soulful, dynamic—whisper to belt, Gilroy Noir beats: deep heartbeat kick, subtle sub pulses, cinematic low thuds, and cold-room ambience, vibe: grunge, broken, haunting, intimate, nocturnal, 

you’re always on my mind ;3

revivle