[luci]
don't let me fall
if i let you in
one to my chest just tear my skin
one to the head, don't let me live
my minds in panic, you slit my wrists
in awful times
i hate my life

i wait too long for something right
don't you take my light, ill do things right
i'm sorry

[crayon]
i lay my head in the dark
its not what you want its what you are
i know its all my fault
and i hate the way i stand
and i cant handle my friends
i think my times come to end
why would you hate me after all i did
i cant find the words to describe the way you feel to me
i cant
but before you leave
make one promise to me
you wont let me fall
you wont let me down
can you be my heart last time around

lucille & crayon - i hate my life

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end
tell me what u want, ik im not her
yk what i want
tryna be mature
i dont think its working, its kinda hurting
i dont think its worth it
u seemed so perfect
i dunno what u want
tell me ur favorite song
please dont hurt me!
youre always working
i dunno what i want
i needa kno whats wrong
see how ur hurting:((((((
but u seemed so perfectt...
i dont know what u want
i loved u from the start!!!
promise im holding on

u do what u want
n its making me kinda crayyzzz
u keep leaving me baby
i rlly miss my babyyyyyy.............

this isnt what i wanted
u made me think i was something
so many empty promises
u made me think u were honest

but u seemed so perfect

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end

u seemed so perfect

@revivle

stare at your silhouette
waiting for you
i need you here with me
staring at my phone
are you coming home tonight?
call me when i cant sleep
calling out your name
looking at the sky
its hurting, im yearning
my hands are shaking
i feel this aching in my chest 
you knew what was best
i hoped you were faking
my heart feels vacant
too early to rest
i wish god took me instead ( instead ) 
so now i talk to you in my sleep
hoping that you'll hear me
see you in my dreams
hoping that ill hear you again

@revivle @kiheir 

stare at your silhouette
waiting for you ( waiting for you )
i need you here with me 

@kiheir
pardon me oh, my anxiety peaks 
my anxiety is peaking oh 
i know that you're upset with me and 
i cant find the time 
to shape up in your eyes girl 
i isolate for too long 
you lay in my head like a song girl 
but if i tell you my reasons 
you'd probably think im bluffing 
and just say that im too far gone

silhouette w/ kiheir

https://open.spotify.com/track/5rFqazROwCjEN83I91xFHW?si=72a9658bf5e54163

prod me ft @revivle ...again ^_^

@requiem-for-you
oooh
baby whatchu do
i dont have a clue
cus im not rlly one to listen
you
broke my heart in two
it never regrew
now im jus cold and heartless

u never said bye to me
im so anxious im biting
my nails ill gnaw my skin
till i can feel something

@revivle
late night talks
i could talk to you for hours baby
you dont listen to me
break my heart and call me crazy
i know i cant play these games
talk to me like whys that so hard
i just wanna feel something
got a past that im not proud of

gave it all that i could
(blame it all on me)
i cant leave but i should 
(i cant seem to stop)

stop myself from texting you again
maybe we were better off as friends
wondering when the lyings gonna end
baby whachu....

@requiem-for-you + @revivle
oooh
baby whatchu do
i dont have a clue
cus im not rlly one to listen
you
broke my heart in two
it never regrew
now im jus cold and heartless

u never said bye to me
im so anxious im biting
my nails ill gnaw my skin
till i can feel something
x2

heartless w/ revivle

revivle - footprints in the snow

dazingoff, revivle, kill - somebody else

https://open.spotify.com/album/2SopkKRL5tQBnoCYDi3sHu?si=kEduZ8kCRveYfoqi73LLyQ

stuck in my pictures you got awful inserts
oh my heart and it hurts ill fall of the damn earth 
i still got your pictures i wont fail to miss ya 
and you got a mister im still texting with ya 
so whats the issue you dont see what i want you just wanna have fun the parties never really done 
or ever fun or ever fun 
and if the bloods the issue you might need a tissue 
tried all to heal you but nothing is right through 
i cant help to heal cause im troubled and im like you 
i cant help but i try and im flawed im like you 
i cant help but learn now i was taught like a dog ill bite you watch you hurt and ill leave u lone 
stuck in my pictures you got awful inserts
oh my heart and it hurts ill fall of the damn earth 
i still got your pictures i wont fail to miss ya 
and you got a mister im still texting with ya 
so whats the issue you dont see what i want you just wanna have fun the parties never really done 
or ever fun or ever fun

prod @requiem-for-you

take my hand ill show you whats real
i cant explain exactly how i feel
but im over that youre helping me heal
so dont let me go

baby ur starting to take up all my time
you know i dont mind
always on my mind
oh baby
i cant handle change
do you feel the same? 
i cant get you off my mind
youre always on my mind

hold on to me tight like a sweater
you know that youll never find better
youre stuck with me i wrote you letters
dont let me go

take my hand ill show you whats real
i cant explain exactly how i feel
but im over that youre helping me heal
so dont let me go

baby ur starting to take up all my time
you know i dont mind
always on my mind
oh baby
i cant handle change
do you feel the same? 
i cant get you off my mind
youre always on my mind

you’re always on my mind ;3

https://open.spotify.com/album/1BDHnmE8hc9SUzLfOM7ARr?si=WiIGVRKQRhigJB60NTE9ng

youll find someone new ft ankle

prod me

you made your choice again
i showed you to my friends

you wrote me out instead
and stayed right in my head

you were always in my bed
dont know how its supposed to end

you always tried to defend
and i cant keep playing pretend



show me what i did to you
and i know you arent telling me the truth 

take my hand im turning blue
so i can be the one to tell you we’re through

and you always put the blame on me
cuz i promised that i take the heat

and when i see you on the street
i remind myself that im finally free

IDIOTIC

@revivle 

baby ill put my clothes back on 
and ill wonder if 
it meant what it meant to me
to you
you know i have been feeling so lost
and ill reminisce 
about how we'd always see 
it through
hold me dont let me go

i know ive been holding this off

and you know ive been
talking to you in my songs

where did i go wrong?

youre hurting me with every word you say
baby look what we became
and i find it hard to forget your face 
it lingers in my brain

baby ill put my clothes back on 
and ill wonder if 
it meant what it meant to me
to you
you know i have been feeling so lost
and ill reminisce 
about how we'd always see 
it through
hold me dont let me go

i know ive been holding this off

and you know ive been
talking to you in my songs

where did i go wrong?

get dressed

revivle