prod me
walked down past a blade of grass its grey
we dont go out cause the storm dictates the day
cherish those days we went out and played 
not bothered by rain 
cause how are we supposed to deal with pain 
cause everyday it harms in every way it harms us it harms it harms us oh babe
okay fighting for a way i can crawl myself 
youre not at the line i have to call myself 
even though i need some help 
if its obvious that i cant depend on you cause youre not an option babe
so we should just stop this babe
walked down past a blade of grass its grey
we dont go out cause the storm dictates the day
cherish those days we went out and played 
not bothered by rain 
cause how are we supposed to deal with pain 
cause everyday it harms in every way it harms us it harms it harms us oh babe

why the grass looked gray

i try to move on it dont work 
you said its okay but it got worse
you said some bad things but i did to
i think the problem might be me

so i remove my self
i hope it solves the issue
you dont care abt my health
you only care about urself
its it in my mind i try to escape
i say its fine im just stuck in my ways
im so stuck
im so stuck
im so stuck in my ways

i try to move on it dont work 
you said its okay but it got worse
you said some bad things but i did to
i think the problem might be me

it might be me

fuck it might be me

im the problem

OUT EVERYWHEREEE https://open.spotify.com/track/2bXQbYGD1TKrhV0muYdUb5?si=901c07a4422a43f0

dashboard lights grow like city street signs 
every single mile with you feel redefined 
fuck all the side effects i never mind 
we can drive in a car or take a bike ride 
it dont really matter is what im saying 
you could be whatever and ill still taste it 
oil slick kisses no friction between us 
sunday drive with the top down freedom
under your hood ima classic desire 
rollin so deep you my four wheel fire
dashboard lights grow like city street signs 
every single mile with you feel redefined 
fuck all the side effects i never mind 
we can drive in a car or take a bike ride 
it dont really matter is what im saying 
you could be whatever and ill still taste it 
strawberry lips kiss youre my favorite 
damn i really miss this youre my favorite 
drive drive yeah we could take a drive drive ride ride yeah we could ride or somethingx2
i see you on the other side like youre the passenger 
all i wanna do is ride my feelings have arrived ill be the messenger 
ill say it all out loud the angels seem so proud
the angels seem so proud x4
just keeping it honest with u 
i cant get comfortable bae cause u was in my backseat
just seen u last week im finna die in the backstreet 
i get a call and u ask me- yeah
i drive my whip to paradise i put my toes in the sand 
go back to ur city drvin 90 jus to see u 
u my hotride my fav drive no one could be u 
lets get in the whip lets drive alone fuck what ur friends do 
every single mile with you feel redefined 
fuck all the side effects i never mind 
we can drive in a car or take a bike ride 
it dont really matter is what im saying 
you could be whatever and ill still taste it 
strawberry lips kiss youre my favorite

DRIVE

unfinished songs
1.mistify 
2.memo/amalgam fs
3.summer
4.better (sinking joji)
5.match (reprised)
6.crush
7. black sun (jazz session)

demos 2

18
dedicated to my family

these clocks are bleeding summer slow
a paper bird just learned to go
I fold my fears in denim seams
and walk between my waking dreams

she sang through the wires, my bloodline hums
she said this is my share, but now I'm running out of stairs

I'd trade the moon to write their name
every single echo that I claim
iluminare el cielo como el, abuela
every string tied to su huella

I hold the roots beneath my feet
every step a vow I swear to keep
my voice will rise in fields of wheat
their blood runs deep inside of me

the sun sets different through a screen
plant my hopes in coffee rings
and make it big, ill be eighteen

a stage, a street, a stranger's praise
wont match those kitchen days
september sky, dont turn away
ill sing your name when skies turn gray
make you proud in every way
build the life you said I'll make

pa viejo

stay

Here for You

prod me
ngl i recorded this in one take 

@revivle 
do you wonder how ive been? 
if you want we can go back
to the place our eyes locked inn
maybe we'll hold hands again

i talk less since ive lost you
but when i talk its about you
my friends say just forget about it
but how can i forget about him

i cant pick up broken pieces 
love is still a game for two
tell me what i am to you

if i asked for honesty 
would you tell me that you miss me
or would that be too risky,
ru scared?

ru scared ru scared ru scared ru scared

ru scared?

@revivle 
(wheres my pride)
(waste of time)
now i keep on hurting myself
at the thought of you with somebody else
n i prayed on every shooting star
that you wouldnt lie to me and
you wouldnt break my heart

even after you did i still wished
that youd come back to me with a sorry and a kiss

i know it was wrong of me
wheres my pride?
i guess i should let you be
waste of time :/

@requiem-for-you
everyday gets not much better
i dont wanna live at all
i dont think i can remember
the last time that we talked
i thought we had said forever
waitin on ur calls
i dont think that ill forget her
ill hold on to those thoughts

i dont wanna miss u
hope we make up real soon
i just wanna kiss u
it feels long overdue
nicotine and caffeine to get me through the day
but u were the only thing keeping me sane


bitter

prod @weirdogalore

lyrics 
@revivle
im holding my breath
waiting to talk 
again

biting my nails 
hoping its all
pretend

ur keeping me close 
but im feeling so far,
i cant

keep on playing these games 
im begging for you 
to care

keep your eyes on me
(eyes on me)
i dont wanna leave
(wanna leave)
please dont waste my time
n it all falls down

so im holding my breath
waiting to talk 
again

(if you were alone would u answer me now)

biting my nails 
hoping its all
pretend

(you promised me that u wont let me down)

ur keeping me close 
but im feeling so far,
i cant

(ur so far away n its getting so loud)

keep on playing these games 
im begging for you 
to care

(ur walking away n u wont turn around)