losing myself

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end
tell me what u want, ik im not her
yk what i want
tryna be mature
i dont think its working, its kinda hurting
i dont think its worth it
u seemed so perfect
i dunno what u want
tell me ur favorite song
please dont hurt me!
youre always working
i dunno what i want
i needa kno whats wrong
see how ur hurting:((((((
but u seemed so perfectt...
i dont know what u want
i loved u from the start!!!
promise im holding on

u do what u want
n its making me kinda crayyzzz
u keep leaving me baby
i rlly miss my babyyyyyy.............

this isnt what i wanted
u made me think i was something
so many empty promises
u made me think u were honest

but u seemed so perfect

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end

u seemed so perfect

lyrics,,

dont stop
i dont wanna hear you again
oh darling i know you tried your best
lately it feels like im over my head
i wanna be someone else

was it something i said
that changed your mind?
why? i gave you all my time
oh time
is such a lonely thing
listen

dont stop
i dont wanna hear you again
oh darling i know you tried your best
lately it feels like im over my head
i wanna be someone else

i wanna be someone else

time is such a lonely thing

we cant talk much cause we’re too close 
and all the times ive tried to talk while youre sitting on your own 
losing sleep cause i fear that youll hear
and i 
i wanna let you know that i can be your type 
im worth the fight 
the fight

and i @kiheir

do you see me here?
would you even care?
i know, im such a joke
the emotions you evoke

when i saw your face
i tried to keep my place
i try, i know i won't
i like you but you don't
like me

if you like me
then i like you
we could hold hands
that's what we might do

I always try hard
when I'm with you
that's because I'm always trying to impress you
babygirl lemme know how to destress you
I'm tryna talk about our lives, I'm tryna text you
I'm just really fuckin hopin for that text soon
will it come thru ?

I know it's never coming
Another has your loving
It's not up for discussion but my mind tells me “discuss it”
I think I'm so disgusting
but you make me feel like something
and I got a fuckin dozen words for you, baby

do you see me here?
would you even care?
i know, im such a joke
the emotions you evoke

when i saw your face
i tried to keep my place
i try, i know i won't
i like you but you don't
like me

Do you like me
Like I like you
I will not lie
I just want the truth
You could have me
Baby no rules
I just need you to tell me

Tell me, am I wrong?
I'm making you a song
I know that it's been done
In the past by another one
who's not me

Can you stop for me 
This is obsolete
All my friends keep sayin that you not 4 me
But it's all cuz my history probably
I be makin bad choices cuz I gots to be
But I swear that you a place that I gots to be
Saw ya face and I thought I won the lottery
To not ruin everything it took a lot of me
It took a lot of me

Because I 
I can't bare to see your face
One more time without you seeing in my mind I want a taste
I'll look at your pretty face
Everytime I'm feelin down, text you, you're never around
That shit always makes me frown
I can't deal with this shit right now
In my room, I'll sleep alone
If you call me, hear the tone
I just want to be alone
You're probably stringing me along

do you see me here?
would you even care?
i know, im such a joke
the emotions you evoke

when i saw your face
i tried to keep my place
i try, i know i won't
i like you but you don't
like me

Do you like me
Like I like you
I will not lie
I just want the truth
You could have me
Baby no rules
I just need you to tell me

Tell me, am I wrong?
I'm making you a song
I know that it's been done
In the past by another one
who's not me

im not nothing special, i just hope im special enough

foolish flamingo

prod @requiem-for-you
To see your face again
while you've been away
I need you more than a friend 
Something that will never end

say you really miss me
say you wanna kiss me
we can be forever
wearing all my sweaters
fuck that other dude doing shit he could never

I dont want your love baby
I just want your body
no one else can have you bae its me or nobody
only I can treat you right
tell them stay from around me
if somethings really bothering you 
you can tell me its alright

I know its a secret 
only I can keep it
I know you're pretty mental from that shit I can see it
sorry I cant promise you all you can do is believe it 
in the end all I wanna say is.

something that will never end @requiem-for-you

prod @requiem-for-you


@revivle
oh, does knowing me more
lead to loving me less?
i must confess to you
all my regrets, do you
feel it too?

you read me like a book 
all these pages
oh baby i havent 
seen you in ages
im doing what i can

@revivle 
// @requiem-for-you

// hold my hand
 your hand in mine 

// do u understand
youre making me cry

// what u mean to me
its about time

// i feel its hard to see
i miss what was mine 

// nothin at all
what can i do? 

// ur so blind in the fog
what am i to you? 

//u r nothing to me
ill always run

//u make me feel incomplete
to you :(

//stuck in a dream 
babyyy

@revivle @requiem-for-you
u make me feel like im nothing
baby jus tell me that i could be something
but its so hard for me to watch u fade away
but i cant wait for the day

x2

something to you w/ requiem for you

skins

Chove devagar no telhado da cidade,

Teu hoodie cheira a canela e ao mar.

Ficas no sofá sem pressa nem vontade,

De ir embora — deixa o mundo esperar.

Dizes “calma”, eu digo “tanto faz”;

Se é contigo, o tempo volta atrás.

Deixa ficar, devagar,

Põe o coração no modo lunar;

Fica a cantar, sem falar,

Que o teu abraço sabe explicar.

Devagar (Slowly)

A psychedelic exploration of how the truth doesn't matter when you're billing by the hour.