See U In My Dreams (ft. XAN6ELX) (Prod. XENSHEL)

@reject333
@not-a-fucking-hero

maybe im not good enough
for you to gimme all ur love
i rly miss ur fuckin touch
so ima let out all my blood

dont take the knife away from me
there aint a point in savin me
my current state youd hate to see
so ill just end it hastily

ur make believe
i dont wanna be what u make me to be
and i dont wanna dissapoint my family
but this whole damn time nobody was there for me

so ill go


dont really wanna go but i know i cant stay
in the back of my mind voices takin their place
everybody linin up for the start of the race
when i hear the gunshot i cant keep the same pace

take a 9 millimeter to the side of my face 
so i dont have to sit here and count down the days
take a chunk of my flesh just to get you a taste
when i die fuckin happy ill be a disgrace

and i dont want my legacy to go to waste
so the fame and immortality is what ima chase
but everything i want is stuck behind a lens painted grey
i cant make out the faces cant make out the shapes 

[popularreject:]
baby im not good enough 
for you to even give a fuck 
my hands are tied 
my wrists are cut 
and ima drain out all my blood
you arent where youre supposed to be
you belong here close to me 
and ive been thinking overly 
you arent where youre supposed to be 
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
smoking so much i fill my chest up
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
babygirl jus-

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

disgrace

disgrace w/ popularreject (hero)

‘you are me’ is a track i wrote about coming to terms with the fact that the person you used to be will always exist inside you deep down no matter how much you try to forget your past actions or decisions

you are me (prod. grayskies)

New World Depression

Misery in Waking Hours

Misery In Waking Hours

lyrics //

wrong turn, girl it hurt
idk why
been having visions of ur face almost every night

walk down, every broken road
and ill tell you that im homebound
you just wanna play me like a joke
idk how
u could never get it out ur throat
spit it all out

make a list of every rule i broke
write it all down
just another number in a phone
i wont call now
autumn came and it left me so damn cold

(chorus)

just avoid all my pain god its pushing me down 
im not better now x2
got me scratching at my face
god i hate what you found
scared to sleep
ion wake up now
harder to speak 
when my head so loud
people and pressure be weighing  me down
walk in the function my eyes my eyes to the ground


(verse 2)

last week
spent some time got my mind out the gutter
and all you do is waste my time
girl that’s word to my mother 
it’s got me breaking every night
god i hope this gets better
 wrote down all my love
on the parchment  and paper
if i wasent enoigh
take it up with my maker
put ur knife in my gut
twist the fate with the saber
now im leaking out blood
and all the love that i gave her

(chorus)


(outro)
way too long iv been cointing my sheep
you love to break each bone
get me down ok my knees

scared to sleep [sorrow bringer]

-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
Main Artist: xipz
Featured Artist: @pinkcig
Produced by: xipz x @luffysome
Mixed by: xipz x pink cig
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art: DeadandDetached
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
LYRICS:

[intro: xipz]
when you say you love me, baby do you really mean that?
i been told that so much, it dont mean nothing
i been sitting in my room, i been feeling
all the emotions going to my head, im bleeding out

[verse 1: xipz]
know you worry bout the same shit i do
hope you know i would never try to hurt you
show you off baby, i would never hide you
take you out to eat baby, wanna try Thai food?

spend a rack n i make it right back
hope you know id never judge you for your past
want a benz truck, fully matte black
need you right beside me i hope you see that

[chorus: xipz]
i hope you know that youve never hurt me badly
all these things in my head are from past things
they cut me so deep that im still battling
but i know that you just want whats best for me

[verse 2: pink cig]
you cant hurt me more than anyone ive ever known
and i cant stay mad at you when youre mad at you the most
i felt the pressure that you were under to let go
and i have that happen too but its cuz of you i dont

only road close
imma hold you down till you make me let go
i know right now it aint hard to get lost
let me know how i connect to your thoughts

oh you know what i want, even when i might not
im a dumb man shawty you a know it all
i know my past is what gave me these scars
try n cut me up bad you could never draw blood

[chorus: xipz]
i hope you know that youve never hurt me badly
all these things in my head are from past things
they cut me so deep that im still battling
but i know that you just want whats best for me

bleedin out (w/ ✦pink cig✦)

Fire Inside of Me

not the 1 (ft. MU$ICO)

Inspired by Need2 by Pinegrove
"The only thing worse than the silence of an empty car is the sound of your own tears blurring the windshield as you drive on, trying to find a place where it's okay to fall apart."
Lyrics
Out of my mind, out of my mind, I though that we could work, I though that you were the one, I've run out of time, I spent it on you, I though that you would see, your made just for me, your all out of lives, all 9 is now gone, and now I'm all alone 

Need 2 (stop crying and driving)

https://youtu.be/qBOvYsyQQfs link to the music video

[prod. thislandis]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jDQJiyUrtRU

everybody hates me

running from my problems
see them always chasing 
sorry that i fucked up 
never not anxious

everybody hates me
i cant really blame them
thoughts of what it all means,
dont know how to say them

cinderella x8

when they see me on TV i fuckin know they hate it
how i came up from the bottom to be celebrated
getting recognized in public getting elevated
but inside i feel low like i aint gonna make it

i be takin mad shit
i dont wanna panic
i be getting so high 
on another planet

wish that i was thom yorke 
wish i had a talent
wish i wasnt useless
wish i wasnt Alex

cinderella x8

(at the same time)
i was on my own, never getting nothing from you
baby that sorrow, you would never know, never know

mirror says im sorry
broke soul broke body

nu davai pognali 

im not even in this room

cinderella

RIP 
(2004-2024) [read below]

Revoked passed away in a car crash. He loved music and I (his brother) knows he’d want his music out for the world to hear. I will be releasing all his music I can find, some songs may be lost as he had multiple files and places he kept them. RIP to my brother

Need 2 (stop crying and driving)

Revoked (RIP)