Calm

The Upload

Rey-Infinite

i know that you are hurting
i'll try my best to stop it
your soul is slowly burning
you're running out of options
i'm breathing in these toxins
betrayed by all of my friends
the pain that you been feeling hurts me bad when i'm who caused it

staring at walls in my spare time
i try to forget all the white lies
maybe for once i could feel fine
where'd i go wrong living my life
i can't forgive what i did back then
i'm still just a kid but soon my story ends

i know that you are hurting
i'll try my best to stop it
i remain a burden
i think that i'm just toxic
i'm breathing in these toxins
i hate the place my mind is
the pain that you been feeling hurts me bad when i'm who caused it

i got way too many problems
i don't need a way to solve em
i don't think that you can stop it 
lemme finish off this bottle
yeah yeah
bitch i came right from the bottom
yeah yeah
bitch i came right from the bottom

the pain that you been feeling hurts me bad when i'm who caused it (prod. nilöwh)

if u can take my pain away

u can have my life, but i hope u don't end it...

if i could hold u

Lyrics: 
feel like I'm wasting all my time oh yeah
time is moving faster than my mind oh yeah
sit alone and think about the life I have left
will I crash and burn or will I rise above the rest
~
filled with uncertainty
what path am I taking to currency?
treacherous roads lead to gold
anxiety taking the wheel with no courtesy
so I take the path filled with mold
these creatures they lurking behind me in bold
i'm fucked in the head and my body is cold
these questions unanswered echo in my dome
~
rewind freeze time
I'm copin with the music, hope it fix my mind
I might be fucking useless but I sure can rhyme
I'm grinding no excuses boy I love the climb
~
feel like I'm wasting all my time oh yeah
time is moving faster than my mind oh yeah
sit alone and think about the life I have left
will I crash and burn or will I rise above the rest
~
I can't get enough love
always wanting more
I'm craving every single touch
body hit the floor right after puffin on that dutch
eating beats for breakfast but ill save her for my lunch
~
nothing in the pockets of my ripped jeans 
reminisce upon the times that she said that she missed me
focused on my own dreams
bleeding out my own seems
I can't seem to find a scene where everybody feels me
out of place I can't erase my actions so I just freeze 
anxiety and the nose bleeds
sobriety is not for me
society got me feelings so fucked up, find happiness by my own means

Time moves on, so should you [prod. yunny goldz]

Blow A Bag

Tell me 'bout your life, 
We can talk forever, 
do it every other night,
counting down the days til I can finally call you mine,
and tell you I love you, this song writes in virtue.

And like a bird I can leave after dawn,
she sings along to the words of my songs.
I feel my heart getting heavy, no one around me.
This song writes in virtue.

(I don't wanna live another lie, I've been crying every single night.)

Virtue (acoustic) (prod. venus)

You Completely Destroy Me, Pt. 2

You Completely Destroy Me Pt 2

lyrics:

I had bought me a step counter
I might as well move around more
I got a habit of always getting in the way
and Im just tryna be me better
But being me is even less appealing
When u stuck with him for the whole entire day
And yet we make it work

It feels like were losing time
So why would I wanna waste it tryna fight
I hope we arrive by the night we could try
But From the boat I see the same blue line
There’s a message in this bottle im tryna find
But I swear its at the bottom every time
Theres symbols in this text she just had wrote to me now
But I will not decipher this tonight

Look at the waves fly up onto the promenade
Day by day uh huh I cannot read my fate nuh uh
I came here to get fucked up I am not here to save ya
She told me the same Some things never change
I don’t even know myself I don’t expect u too I swear
Please don’t dig no deeper in me somethings under there
If u could see my face right now I know u’d pretend to care
Did u believe my enemies when telling u I was scared to come
Right before the pre I felt my body numb
Im Melting it feel my skin is in the desert sun
Im blowing on meteor
When I met u it felt like I was dead before

It feels like were losing time
So why would I wanna waste it tryna fight
I hope we arrive by the night we could try
But From the boat I see the same blue line
There’s a message in this bottle im tryna find
But I swear its at the bottom every time
Theres symbols in this text she just had wrote to me now
But I will not decipher this tonight

im trying to eat healthy (boyfifty x maxflynn x alexbrazy)

. . . fall.

Mixed and Mastered by @xo_jalen
Produced by SnowBlood

Chase (Prod. SnowBlood)

A Message to You..

lyrics:
//Intro
You know..
 
//Verse 1
There was a time when I loved you and you loved me
And honestly it feels so bad to me
How you're gone
in one night it feels so wrong
I'm sorry that I hurt you with my all my love too long
I let these feelings build up way too strong
That's just me
I just tried to be the best me that I could be
Told you you were beautiful
I guess that was the usual
I thought that we could work but you proved I was delusional
I..
I'm sorry that I failed you
I'm sorry that all of my love mentally derailed you
Tried to swim after as your friend but that ship sailed too
And honestly without you my skin is turning pale blue
but I'm thankful and blessed that I met you
Without you I wouldn't be the man that I'm meant to
So all I can say is I'm sorry and thank you
Even though the goodbye was really painful
I'm thankful for the time that we spent
It's like a good and bad thing that I dreamt
Emotionally through hell and heaven I went
But here I am now and I have no regrets
Cause you do not love me and that I accept
And in the future I hope for you the best
So when it comes to me as your stress
I Hope you can forgive me and lay it to rest
Cause I'm not perfect either, and that I get
We both definitely had our arguments
Because we both grew up as stubborn kids
And I gave out too many compliments
But we always made up and laughed about it
You could tell my emotions from the way I sounded
When you said those three words oh my chest pounded
I'll never forget how my chest pounded..
 
//Outro

Broken but Thankful

Broken but Thankful ft. Shiloh Dynasty (Prod. DatBoiDJ)

Broken but Thankful ft. Shiloh (Prod. DatBoiDJ) [Unmixed]

I dont condone suicide these were just the thoughts on my mind at a point in time...
prod by:@mental
MIxed by:@lofeetunes
art by:@oddyssi

spotify!

Dead And Cold

I hate this feeling of sadness and loneliness....
Mixed by: @skitallraps
Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/787567053558067159/

Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

You were the biggest inspiration to me and a lot of people around me. You've done a lot for me indirectly and a lot of people as well and I'm so thankful for that man, it's sad that you had to go so early, Rest In Paradise Legend ❤

This is not the only Remix of X I've written, there's more if you guys want more. Love you Jah, Rest In Paradise.

Mix: @kammichaelmusic
Original: @jahseh-onfroy
Prod by: Alason x XXXTENTACION

I spoke to the devil in miami, he said everything would be fine (Remix)

I Spoke To The Devil In Miami, He Said Everything Would Be Fine (Remix)

Falling

Something deep. Lmk what you think.

Mix: @kammichaelmusic

Distraught

Distraught ft. Lucy Rose (Prod. Syndrome)

Walk Away (ft. Aiko & Teqkoi)

Lyrics:
[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

4 am in my room and im high again
always treading cautious society's a lions den
feelin pain im just wishin that the shit would end
no one listens so im cryin on the internet
wont lie i dont know where should i go
got walls and a roof but this house aint home
rollin up dope ive been outta my zone
im drownin in issues im outta control
tell the reaper to take my life with a scythe quick
whi is the pain the only thing my brain can siphon
ive been on a journey tryna find some enlightment 
and why is death the only concept that gets me excited
so should i stay or should i go thats been on my mind
cause i feel like youll get bored of me ill be waste of time
and thoughts of you leaven been keepin me up at night
tell me we'll be alright 

[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

Not Enough (prod. Ryini Beats)

So uhh,
Thanks for being in my life and stuff, it really means a lot o wtv
I love you n stuff <3

Mix & Mastered: @kammichaelmusic
Produced: https://www.youtube.com/user/TheGeckow

My Perfect Friend (Prod. Zeeky)

i don't really know anymore.

Mixed and Mastered by @kammichaelmusic

Losing You (Prod. Young Taylor)

@beginningofoblivion

The universe has a beginning, but no end. — Infinite. Stars, too, have their own beginnings, but their own power results in their destruction. — Finite.

hey ghost. hope you're doing well, love to you