Marigold

Complacent (feat. SadBoyProlific)

. . . fall.

Mixed and Mastered by @xo_jalen
Produced by SnowBlood

Chase (Prod. SnowBlood)

lxst boy
[hook]
i said that im fine but i promised that i lied yeah
tryna make it right but it gets harder in the night yeah
stuck here writing songs in my room its rainy weather
my shadows my only friend now we're miserable together x2

[verse]
we're 2 different people i get that
but why didnt you tell me to step back
i was staying up waiting for a text back
and instead i got sad and i relapsed
yeah i tried and i tried, i fall down then i cry
pick myself up trip and fall then i die
you said its fine but really its not
you act clueless and watch as i rot
i check the time, its 4 or 5
then check my phone, cant see the light
i check my pulse, im half-alive
you picked my rose and watched it die
these castle walls aint fortified
i hear the lies and theyre not mine
cant feel nothing, my nerves are fried
spending every waking moment feeling dry

cavasoul
[verse]
i feel faint
lacking iron or protein
or maybe dying
been abandoned by my guide
cause i never see the signs
its over gimme one more time
you move on i fall behind
i always fake it don’t admit the fact
that i’m never feeling fine
i’m a mess most of the time
give my best i’m never right
i struggle with anxiety that makes me wanna die
no one listens
no one cares
really need to wash my hair
but i hardly leave my bed i’m miserable and losing air
suppressing my light make it snow in the summer
i wasted my time even thought that i loved her
i feel like i’m fading i’m losing my colour
i was losing my mind she was under another
another one that i can add to the list
i try to forget all the things that you did
when i think about him it be making me sick
you were wanting a high that i just couldn’t give
the time that you took from me never returned
when you give up your trust and it breaks then it burns
i’m tired i wish that the tables would turn
one day i’ll see you get what you deserve
i thought i could i save you but i was mistaken
concerned with the path you taking
you lied to my face now you can’t even face it
you leaving me here while i’m broken and shaking

miserable together w/ lxst boy (prod. boyfifty)

Into The Void (Prod. Chronyc)

Lyrics

What do I do when you leave me here bleeding
How do I cope when my pasts not receding
How can I start to rebuild up my heart when you said to my face I’m a joke and your leaving

What do I do when you leave me alone
What do I do when you blow up my phone
How i text back when I know all the facts 
And You put up an act cause I know bout the cheating

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Forget the times when you gave me a meaning
Fell for your laugh fuck I fell for your breathing
Then you switched up like leaves in the seasons
Running away and I rot into pieces
Fuck with my mental not feeling enough
Feeling the pain and I’m taking a puff
Playing the victim like what have I done
I see through the lies I see through the bluffs

I’m hating my person
Thinking bout life and I guess I deserved it
Could have been better I was just a burden
Wouldn’t care right now even if the world end
World end 
World end
thinking right now and I’m wishing the world end
And if it did I would save you a spot yeah you hurt me a lot but your my favorite person

You were there for me so why did you lie
I fucking loved you and I felt alive
My only friend and you stuck at my side
But I guess that’s convenient cause you stuck a knife
And I fell for you once nah I fell for you twice
But I fell to the bottom it’s dark there’s no light
And I know I sound petty I don’t wanna die
But just thinking of you I don’t wanna live life

What do I do when you leave me here bleeding
How do I cope when my pasts not receding
How can I start to rebuild up my heart when you said to my face I’m a joke and your leaving

What do I do when you leave me alone
What do I do when you blow up my phone
How i text back when I know all the facts 
And You put up an act cause I know bout the cheating

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Cognitive Distortion (prod. tennis player)

Feat @cavasoul
Prod. @boyfifty
Art by @fairenofficial

Don't Cry (Feat. Cavasoul)(Prod. Boyfifty)

Lyrics...

This the way back like let’s turn and see
And I realize I ain’t living life I’m underneath 
All my peers I barley go outside I hold my peace
I ain’t tripping yeah I feel alright I’m building me
I’m gambling everything that I turn to a beast
Cause all my time it stays focused on finding words to a beat
Part of my life has been sacrificed on the craft that I speak
I guess I’ll trust in the process like I’m embiid on his way back like

Ima keep moving forward cause I don’t have many options
One of ‘em is a 9 to 5 but me I ain’t really bout it
Cause this shit on my shoulder keeps me in the darkness surrounded 
And when I think that it’s over it comes back stronger, I’ve had it
Iceland or London cause fuck it I need to take a vacation
I’m still debating if I’m loved or I’m hated but regardless 
I wanna be stronger person someone with no replacement 
I know there’s importance in patients but the flame is burning

Jet lag 
I know I’m tired as shit but I’ll find my way back
All them nights that I’ve given I’ll get ‘em right back
And some more with that deal
But that a dream like in ville
Trying not to get overwhelmed with
Jet lag 
I know I’m tired as shit but I’ll find my way back
All them nights that I’ve given I’ll get ‘em right back
And some more with that deal
But that a dream like in ville
Trying not to get overwhelmed with

Everything that I want or that I wanted to be
I overthink everything when I step on a beat just to remember there’s nothing for me I can actually lose 
I’m worried for nothing but y’all feeling something that’s close to redundance to fit in my shoes 
The shit I created you hate it or love it I promise that’s what i see life through huh
All of the struggles and moods
A pen and a pad that had sat in my hand with the blankets that padded the room
Flooring the pedal to move
You’d think that I wanted to die but I kept it inside me to use as a fuel
I made it this far with a goal on my mind so can you tell me how the fuck Ima lose 
The pressure been bubbling too
It feels like the weight on my shoes they increased or the gravity set to times two
Squaring up globes like in 96 when they won 72
I’m back on my bull
To shoot for the moon 
And I guess if I miss
my target then it’s
Snake way n a trip
like goku on his way back like

This the way back like let’s turn and see
And I realize I ain’t living life I’m underneath 
All my peers I barley go outside I hold my peace
I ain’t tripping yeah I feel alright I’m building me
I’m gambling everything that I turn to a beast
Cause all my time it stays focused on finding words to a beat
Part of my life has been sacrificed on the craft that I speak
I guess I’ll trust in the process like I’m embiid on his way back like

The Way Back (prod. falak)

produced by Boyfifty, Pizzle, & Lxst Boy

-lyrics-

(lxst boy)
second time around 
and nothings changing
see right through your face
you’re ghosting, im breaking
picking fights
will leave you on the pavement 
girl you ain’t quirky
wow, you’re just brain dead 
this ain’t the first instance 
where you been sneaking out
window cracked open
just hoping i wouldn’t find out
wouldn’t it be worth it
to end it with me and see him? 
(answer me)
i guess you like it
when dudes fight for your attention 
non-confrontation
you hit me with a side eye
no provocation 
but now i’m just the side guy
play me like nintendo 
cause only for tonight im
getting stepped on till i pop 
like i’m shy guy
woah
yeah that last line kinda hit hard
you’re the only reason 
i got good at making sad songs
when the time flies 
you’ll realize you miss me
think about that
when you roll down his street

ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if im still alive
(wait a minute)

(soku)
tell me why you think
that you could get back with me
been having long thoughts in drives
as you roll down his street?
i swear that time could never change the way
i perceive your image
i swear that i just really hate the way
you tell me you miss me
i got a couple bags
off a song that i wrote
but you ain't getting nothing
cause you left me here all alone
you liked the secret meetings
at his place while we dated
but baby that just wasn't secret
cause you know that i hated
yeah
every second
of your little endeavors
but now you messed up so bad
that i won't bother with letters
won't get a Christmas card or nothing
girl you messed up so bad
i hope the time you took away from me
will get you right back
i hope that one day
your console runs out of battery
and you can stop playing games
with guys that don't have control
i hope that one day
that you just run out of flattery
and you can find a better path
and offer Jesus your soul

(lxst boy)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if i’m alive 
caught between the good times, thinking about the bad nights
i don’t wanna know if you’re gone this time 
maybe i’ll stay outside
tell me did i mess it up this time (this time)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
wishing i could take us back in time 
oh back in time

back in time 
thoughts of you make me nauseous 
dropping you 
fixed a magic hole in my pocket
call me ten times
i’m ignoring your nonsense 
there’s hate in my heart but it’s a part of the process

ghost girl, pt. 2 (it’s too late to save us) w/ soku (boyfifty x pizzle x lxst boy)

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Lyrics:
I’ll hold your hand
Just to stop it from shaking
I
Can’t find my mind
While I’m watching you
Pacing
Oh baby won’t you take a seat
Cause I know that you can’t stand me

I’ll take a walk
While you’re calling your mother
We’ll battle every day
Then retreat under covers
Oh baby can we go to sleep
Talk it out the morning

Wish it easy to love me
Wish it was easy to love
Me
To love
To love
Me

I’ll take a drink
Just to drown out the silence
I’m
A castaway
All alone on this island
Oh baby can you say something 
Cause without you
I’ve been dying

I’ll dig a hole
Six feet in our backyard
When you want me back
Come pick up where we left off
Oh baby
I’ll be counting the days
But I know
It won’t be the same

Wish it was easy to love me
Wish it was easy to love
Me
To love
To love
Me

Easy to Love (prod. idly blare)

Follow - @rxseboy

Produced by @citrusgastank & @skinnyatlas

Cover art by ig @yaboyavid

argue with me w/ rxseboy (prod. citrusgastank & skinny atlas)

KID E$S

feellike

@beginningofoblivion

The universe has a beginning, but no end. — Infinite. Stars, too, have their own beginnings, but their own power results in their destruction. — Finite.

hey ghost. hope you're doing well, love to you

Chase (Prod. SnowBlood)

Rey-Infinite