Crash (w/ Alyssa Jane)

Produced by: @boyfifty & @areyougiovanni
Engineered by: @areyougiovanni
Written and performed by: @areyougiovanni

Picture Painted

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produced by boyfifty & fog lake

-lyrics- 

lxst boy:
i said that im fine but i promised that i lied yeah
tryna make it right but it gets harder in the night yeah
stuck here writing songs in my room its rainy weather
my shadows my only friend now we're miserable together x2

we're 2 different people i get that
but why didnt you tell me to step back
i was staying up waiting for a text back
and instead i got sad and i relapsed
yeah i tried and i tried, i fall down then i cry
pick myself up trip and fall then i die
you said its fine but really its not
you act clueless and watch as i rot
i check the time, its 4 or 5
then check my phone, cant see the light
i check my pulse, im half-alive
you picked my rose and watched it die
these castle walls aint fortified
i hear the lies and theyre not mine
cant feel nothing, my nerves are fried
spending every waking moment feeling dry

cavasoul:
i feel faint
lacking iron or protein
or maybe dying
been abandoned by my guide
cause i never see the signs
its over gimme one more time
you move on i fall behind
i always fake it don’t admit the fact
that i’m never feeling fine
i’m a mess most of the time
give my best i’m never right
i struggle with anxiety that makes me wanna die
no one listens
no one cares
really need to wash my hair
but i hardly leave my bed i’m miserable and losing air
suppressing my light make it snow in the summer
i wasted my time even thought that i loved her
i feel like i’m fading i’m losing my colour
i was losing my mind she was under another
another one that i can add to the list
i try to forget all the things that you did
when i think about him it be making me sick
you were wanting a high that i just couldn’t give
the time that you took from me never returned
when you give up your trust and it breaks then it burns
i’m tired i wish that the tables would turn
one day i’ll see you get what you deserve
i thought i could i save you but i was mistaken
concerned with the path you taking
you lied to my face now you can’t even face it
you leaving me here while i’m broken and shaking

lxst boy:
i said that im fine but i promised that i lied yeah
tryna make it right but it gets harder in the night yeah
stuck here writing songs in my room its rainy weather
my shadows my only friend now we're miserable together x2

miserable together w/ Cavasoul (boyfifty x fog lake)

Idgaf if u don’t like my shit bro😂😂

Interstellar Conversations (prod. Villain)

me n rxse first drop
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Goodbyes ft. Rxseboy

produced by boyfifty
mixed and mastered by lxst boy

-lyrics-

ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if i’m alive 
caught between the good times, thinking about the bad nights
i don’t wanna know if you’re gone this time 
maybe i’ll stay outside
tell me did i mess it up this time (this time)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
wishing i could take us back in time 

i don’t wanna know if you moved on, just forget it
know exactly where i went wrong, and i regret it
hoping that you don’t hate me i know you’re broken
say good night right before i’m losing hope yeah
ghost in my room yeah i know it’s you
over in the corner slightly out of view
staring through my skull as i write this song
baby this my renaissance 

(talking to myself lol)

ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if i’m alive 
caught between the good times, thinking about the bad nights
i don’t wanna know if you’re gone this time 
maybe i’ll stay outside
tell me did i mess it up this time (this time)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
wishing i could take us back in time 

baby it would hurt you to tell you the truth
God know i hurt you enough yes i do
say you won’t leave when i say that you should 
i’m on my own i got nothing to lose
nothing to lose but your heart in my hands
squeezed it so hard dripping blood on my pants
wrote you a letter i hope it’s enough 
babe you so innocent don’t waste your love on

me
on me
(me)
(me)

ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if i’m alive 
caught between the good times, thinking about the bad nights
i don’t wanna know if you’re gone this time 
maybe i’ll stay outside
tell me did i mess it up this time (this time)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
wishing i could take us back in time

ghost girl (boyfifty)

prod boyfifty
featuring soku
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Floating Away (feat. soku)

@rxseboy - used to have friends (prod. sundwn)

Lyrics...

This the way back like let’s turn and see
And I realize I ain’t living life I’m underneath 
All my peers I barley go outside I hold my peace
I ain’t tripping yeah I feel alright I’m building me
I’m gambling everything that I turn to a beast
Cause all my time it stays focused on finding words to a beat
Part of my life has been sacrificed on the craft that I speak
I guess I’ll trust in the process like I’m embiid on his way back like

Ima keep moving forward cause I don’t have many options
One of ‘em is a 9 to 5 but me I ain’t really bout it
Cause this shit on my shoulder keeps me in the darkness surrounded 
And when I think that it’s over it comes back stronger, I’ve had it
Iceland or London cause fuck it I need to take a vacation
I’m still debating if I’m loved or I’m hated but regardless 
I wanna be stronger person someone with no replacement 
I know there’s importance in patients but the flame is burning

Jet lag 
I know I’m tired as shit but I’ll find my way back
All them nights that I’ve given I’ll get ‘em right back
And some more with that deal
But that a dream like in ville
Trying not to get overwhelmed with
Jet lag 
I know I’m tired as shit but I’ll find my way back
All them nights that I’ve given I’ll get ‘em right back
And some more with that deal
But that a dream like in ville
Trying not to get overwhelmed with

Everything that I want or that I wanted to be
I overthink everything when I step on a beat just to remember there’s nothing for me I can actually lose 
I’m worried for nothing but y’all feeling something that’s close to redundance to fit in my shoes 
The shit I created you hate it or love it I promise that’s what i see life through huh
All of the struggles and moods
A pen and a pad that had sat in my hand with the blankets that padded the room
Flooring the pedal to move
You’d think that I wanted to die but I kept it inside me to use as a fuel
I made it this far with a goal on my mind so can you tell me how the fuck Ima lose 
The pressure been bubbling too
It feels like the weight on my shoulders increased or the gravity set to times two
Squaring up globes like in 96 when they won 72
I’m back on my bull
To shoot for the moon 
And I guess if I miss
my target then it’s
Snake way n a trip
like goku on his way back like

This the way back like let’s turn and see
And I realize I ain’t living life I’m underneath 
All my peers I barley go outside I hold my peace
I ain’t tripping yeah I feel alright I’m building me
I’m gambling everything that I turn to a beast
Cause all my time it stays focused on finding words to a beat
Part of my life has been sacrificed on the craft that I speak
I guess I’ll trust in the process like I’m embiid on his way back like

The Way Back (prod. falak)

I Don't Know Where To Go (Rxseboy & Drex Carter)

Lyrics 
She don’t eat bread but she walk on wine 
Shiver up my spine 
Fall asleep at 7 at night 
Want a bad girl with an innocent mind 

Where the cherry blossoms live
And the gossip is
About a girl that stole my consciousness
When my arm broke
I started liking you
Laughed at my cast but you signed it too

Dug deep inside this hole
I don’t wake up unless you call
Feel like I’m homeless without you
Under my roof you’ll have a room

I don’t know my love 
But I’m happy to solve it
You know how it’s done 
Pull me up from the bottom
Caught me in a slump 
But it’s all that matters now 

She don’t eat bread but she walk on wine 
Shiver up my spine 
Fall asleep at 7 at night 
Want a bad girl with an innocent mind 

She don’t eat bread but she walk on wine 
Shiver up my spine 
Fall asleep at 7 at night 
Want a bad girl with an innocent mind 

She looks straight out a catalogue
I still got my pajamas on
She the pyramids of Giza 
I’m the tower of Babylon
Feel my body heal when I make you laugh
Tell me what you want

What you want
I be sitting front row
Watching all your dances 
Drive you to your classes 
We can be that classic
Movie that’s romantic 
Gonna let the sparks fly 
Might burn down your attic 
Yea yea

(Nanananana) 
Who’s important
Me not so
(Nanananana)
Pouring rain 
Better change my clothes
(Nanananana)
It’s ok girl
It’s ok
(Nanananana)

She don’t eat bread but she walk on wine 
Shiver up my spine 
Fall asleep at 7 at night 
Want a bad girl with an innocent mind 

She don’t eat bread but she walk on wine 
Shiver up my spine 
Fall asleep at 7 at night 
Want a bad girl with an innocent mind

Milkshakes in the Valley, Powfu, Cody Lawless - walk on wine

Just a 17 year old trying to make music I like... from a bedroom

The Way Back (prod. falak)

Dysphoric

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