Non-Fiction

Self Destruction

SELF DESTRUCTION - DISLA

dream- Von x M!xD

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Lyrics:
-chorus-
I’m seeking out a way to go forth and find my purpose.
I’m needing a way out because I wonder if its worth it.
I’m bleeding out my soul I’m weak it’s been too long I’m hurting.
I’m feeling pressure building it won’t be long before I’m bursting

The bursting. in my head.. its hurting its hurting!
The curses, in my life.. are lurking are lurking
The witches, they all said.. I hurt them, I hurt them?
Those bitches, never said a word my friend when asked a question 

-verse-
And so I stand here outside cold and watching my smoke rise away
The mad and damaged man is talking to his head again
They laugh and talk their smack it’s shocking to hear what is said 
They’re brash and clashing back against the things that I prevent 

They’re clocking, mocking, stopping memories before they spread 
They’re fucking up and bluffing in relationships ahead 
They store the stuffing, and the somethings darkness represents 
Tears and cuts gushing, make the tumbling tirades end instead
 
-chorus- 
-bridge-
-chorus-

-verse 2-
I wonder when I’m old if I’ll be in love or abandoned 
My lovers come then go but not just them so do my brothers 
My mother loves me so much, she can’t understand my words 
Shunners plunder upwards towards functions so I suffer

I’m seeking out a way, but I just can’t undo the damage 
I try it every day, but all I do is make them panic 
It’s woven in my soul my goal is make my world through passion 
Those bastards always acting, masking, asking why I’m lashing 

-chorus-
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Written by: Zacharay Milne
Prod: Zoch Music
Mix: Zoch Music
Master: Zoch Music
Album Art (Original): DenUngeHerrHolm
Siren Vox: Misha Buchan
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© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

pressure points - single

pressure points

Different Breed w/ Ryder! [Prod. When?] (spedup)

When I look at you my problems go away 
I hope you choose to stay
I’ve been broken to many times 
I’d probably die if it happened again 
I believe your the one that stole my broken heart
Maybe you could fix that my sweetheart 

Seen your, Dms, with that other guy on your phone 
It’s kinda funny how your all the same 
Take your shit and get the fuck away from me 
You’ll never find another guy like me 
My heart got comfortable 
My eyes in love with your black hair and lipstick 
You can take your fake empathy away from me 
My jealousy, is my enemy 
Baby you were my everything, my fantasy, my ecstasy 
And now your the thing that’s killing me. 

Late nights in my head you hold me close on my bed 
My brain and fingers hurt from writing all of these songs 
Could never find a place where I belong 
Played songs for you on my guitar by the water 
You would smile as you look me in my eyes 
That pretty soul connection 
Sneaking out your parents house 
Hopping in my car we hit 120 down the Highway 
Laughing like there’s no tomorrow
When tomorrow came we had consequences 
But that didn’t stop are crazy selves 
When I was around you I could be myself 

Seen your, Dms, with that other guy on your phone 
It’s kinda funny how your all the same 
Take your shit and get the fuck away from me 
You’ll never find another guy like me 
My heart got comfortable 
My eyes in love with your black hair and lipstick 
You can take your fake empathy away from me 
My jealousy, is my enemy 
Baby you were my everything, my fantasy, my ecstasy 
And now your the thing that’s killing me.

Black Haired Girl (slowed)

I don't wanna wake [Prod. The Ushanka Boy]

Too Much feat stankboy (Prod Bxxnose)

https://youtu.be/TeSfZQCcq7U?si=Py_YfiTb7-0gPJvh

SD card (prod.methboiswag) *MV in desc*

Oceanash - https://soundcloud.com/oceanash

YT - https://youtu.be/xJhdn2Rdy5M

Lyrics:
Looking to the sky
And the clouds are rolling by
And they’re blocking all the stars that are lighting up the night
Now I wanna see the blood from anything in sight
Fluid keep on spilling as I chomp and I bite
The moon is shining bright and it’s full
I might fucking howl and turn to a wolf
Causing rampage on the town
Shoot me I’m the head, now I’m out
Silver bullet spilling my brain on the ground
Ay
I was living in a shadow, moon is narrow like an eclipse
And my body’s fucking hollow cuz there’s in my ribs
Skeleton walking with no heart and silence in my lips
Living hanging by a thread waiting for a fucking snip
My heart keep on beating so I’m clutching my chest with a grip
I don’t wanna feel fucking shit

Bloody fingers bloody fingers
Watch me linger what
Getting paid just to sound the same
If you ask me that's real fucking lame
Motherfucker do not act like we the same
Preaching about them guns
Bitch I just have a chain
Full of dirt and rust
Yeah doing what I must
Every day is a blur
I can not control
Mind is full
Of death and gore
Skeletons at my door
Asking grey can we have some more?

GREY (feat. oceanash) - Umbra Cluster

Stream i'm in pain (agony):
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6m4DNNUqg0ZH6XbPFLkyS2?si=2002712e045d4547
YouTube: https://youtu.be/ietKFsPmLHo
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/im-in-pain-agony/1743779220?i=1743779230

Lyrics: (Chorus) 
i just wanna feel your pain
i already feel mine
so it’s not much to take 
i would rather feel it for you
than have you sit with it

i just wanna feel your pain
i already feel mine
so it’s not much to take 
i would rather feel it for you
than have you sit with it x2

(Bridge) 
In the same way I sit with mine x4

(Verse)
everyday I wake up 
do the same old shit
everyday I wake up
with a new obsession

a new thing to love 
a new thing to hate
something to compare 
to make myself feel worthless
and I don’t think 
that I deserve this
but life isn’t fair 
and It won’t ever be
i just wish they’d take care of me 
so that I don’t have to 
cause It’s too much
even on a good day 
fatigue physically 
and a voice in my head
gets the best of me
realistically, no recovery 
someone tell me why
this happens to me? 

(Outro Chorus) 
i just wanna feel your pain
i already feel mine
so it’s not much to take 
i would rather feel it for you
than have you sit with it

i just wanna feel your pain
i already feel mine
so it’s not much to take 
i would rather feel it for you
than have you sit with it 

i just wanna feel your pain
i already feel mine
so it’s not much to take 
i would rather feel it for you
than have you sit with it 

(Outro)
i just wanna feel your pain
i already feel mine
so it’s not much to take 
i, i'm in pain.

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Vocals Mixed By Nicolas Sales:
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i'm in pain (agony)(Prod. CapsCtrl)

we're all suffering, you're not alone.

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