October 22

(@prodnomu)
comic art by https://www.instagram.com/jigglytofu.art/
sample is 'adventure spirit' by yvette young 

always love u guys for all da support
//
Ill admit it im a little jealous 
When were together  
theres no problem no not whatsoever
But when im texting 
u i feel a stupid fucking pressure
My fucking head hurts 
Desperate times just call for desperate measures
Were both depressed and
Lately it feels like a lack of effort
In our affection
Lately it feels like there's been a sever
in our connection
Wish that you and me dint have this distance
So we’d feel better
cuz it all comes back when were together
Like hell to heaven 

dam hate how im selfish and full of myself
Manipulation’s not good for your health
I keep my mind off this sht but its always right there when im wishing that im someone else
someone that always jus knew how u felt
That way id take care of u by myself
I hate the feeling of helplessness tired of being a burden thats useless as hell
Stay by ur side
You say ur good but i still see u crying
You say its fine
Break out a smile
But i see through it i see that ur dying inside every time
But “its o kayyyy”
Thats what u say
But the fact that i know that ur hurting
Is the worst thing
Please jus go away
Cuz this feeling of familiar heartaches
It destroys me
But its okay
Buts its okay
Tell me its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay

yvette

spotify

@0arid


Lyrics:

I just wanted u to stay
To make me feel okay
Always breakin my heart
Ur the reason why it breaks 
Im in so much pain
I just wanna feel the same
The thought of u haunts me

I just wanted u to stay
To make me feel okay
Always breakin my heart
Ur the reason why it breaks 
Im in so much pain
I just wanna feel the same
The thought of u haunts me 

The thought of u haunts me 
The thought of u haunts me 

Fucked around
Got attached 
And leave me just like that 
Love in the bag all for u to have
But u broke my heart n half 

The voices in ur head they echo 
And they tellin u to let go
But the memories kept us so close
And now they haunt me like a ghost 

I just wanted u to stay
To make me feel okay
Always breakin my heart
Ur the reason why it breaks 
Im in so much pain
I just wanna feel the same
The thought of u haunts me

I just wanted u to stay
To make me feel okay
Always breakin my heart
Ur the reason why it breaks 
Im in so much pain
I just wanna feel the same
The thought of u haunts me 

The thought of u haunts me 
The thought of u haunts me

haunts me (arid)

when will i stop being the problem w/ tigerstar *p. uxbie

holding on

holding on [saikyo + tgwog]

w/ https://soundcloud.com/1kaido & https://soundcloud.com/ihatebixby Prod https://soundcloud.com/prodbyjoshwa & https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves
Why do leaves fall
After I pick em up
After Hours with sunsets can't get enough
You pushed me off of the swings think I fell in love
But it only ever started cuz of alcohol
I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feel like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

It’s like feeling i can’t get out
It’s like a feeling i can’t get out inside
You and i
i
You moved out of state
There’s no need to run away
I’m thinking it’s better on my own
I’m tryna find my way out of the darkness
Imma be an artist
Imma do it on my own
 
Tell me what's it's like
Does it feel right?
How to feel alive
in the daylight
I don't wanna try
It wasn't too late for us
In my head but it's too late
I see through your lies
Facing back i tried, I can't let go
How could I survive
Falling
I can't stop

I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feels like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

Deep In Love w/ Kaido & Bixby (Joshwa &  Rosesleeves)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6qJI58q8MwPwwpj7O8vlVl?si=kPYpj0HNSHWCg7yrEXS1rw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A1sZuH0UykS3ADMEgdBYIUu

lyrics 

Ur stuck in my head 
Ur stuck in my dreams
Close my eyes see u and me
Oh why cant i see
Oh this aint meant to be

U got me thinkin all night long
Thinkin bout how our love aint gone
Idk where my heart belongs 
Idk what my heart wants
But i dont wanna be in love
And i dont wanna be wit ya
But boy u got me stuck
Got me stuck onto ur love

Got me like oh yeah
Make a girl fall for ya
Yeah i dont wanna be in love
But now i am cuz of you u u 

And boy u got lucky
Cuz u got all of me
And girl u cant compete
Cuz babe im all he needs ;)

Ur stuck in my head 
Ur stuck in my dreams
Close my eyes see u and me
Oh why cant i see
Oh this aint meant to be
Oh ur love just has me blind
Oh babe i gotta be wise
Oh why cant i see
Oh this aint meant to be

@mental 
whats up?
whats that?
could u tell that i feel so bad?
could u tell that my hearts in wraps?
could u tell that i need love fast?
whats that?
u lied?
i can tell but that shits alright
i dont care that it's just a disguise
take it off ill still love whats inside

if i died then would u die for me
back and forth with all this irony
stole my heart just like some piracy
go ahead because its fine w me

anybody else ill pass
dont wanna get too attached but
ur the one i love my heart is broken
u could fix it if it meant that i got u back

Ur stuck in my head 
Ur stuck in my dreams
Close my eyes see u and me
Oh why cant i see
Oh this aint meant to be
Oh ur love just has me blind
Oh babe i gotta be wise
Oh why cant i see
Oh this aint meant to be

meant to be + mental

all instrumentation by me!
JUST STAY!!

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

so you think you'll waste your time?
well let me prove you right
i still need a reason why i think i should be alive
sent a message to myself, read it when im 35
the only question that i asked, if im gonna be alright
will this music shit survive, am i really living life?
i just turned 19 i just did my first show
im still debating on quittin this shits got me feeling low
but it still make me happy thats what im doin it for

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too quick someone should stop him

(awesome epic lead solo)

so how am i supposed to tell you you're wrong
how do you get so worked up over some little song?
and now that I am older, I'm still the same sloan
enjoy what you have right now, cuz you know it'll be gone

someone tell me where the time is at cuz im really tryna hit the sack
someone tell me where the moneys at, im tryna give it right back to mac
im really tryna this shit out of my system
you sayin that you love him you might as well kiss himmm
dont ask me for a reason why, i'm gon list em
don't ask me if i'm doin fine, there's no wisdom

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

what's the point if it all means nothing?

life is like an automation clip

produced, written, mixed by Bhertuy

my socials:
www.instagram.com/bhertuy
twitter.com/bhertuy

lyrics:

falling out of earth
how do i match ur worth
how do i deserve
ur whole entire world

so i’ve made a plan
i don’t want anyone laying
hands over u i don’t care bout what they’re saying

so i’ve made a plan
that will stop u misbehaving
pls don’t be mad
ill be there with u in haven

walk u out the door
with my knife beside
oh god i can’t decide
this is it i can’t revive
no explanations from me
i know the glass half empty
i had to feel it complete

kay, run it back how would u like me to play it from start
cuz
problems ascending as soon as i take it too far
well
spoilers alert you’ve been talking to my facade
so
criminal’s minds got a criminal heart

falling out of earth
how do i match ur worth
how do i deserve
ur whole entire world

so i’ve made a plan
i don’t want anyone laying
hands over u i don’t care bout what they’re saying

so i’ve made a plan
that will stop u misbehaving
pls don’t be mad
ill be there with u in haven

stream :)

haven

Prod @saiwai

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7IFMPvKFBnQ89JldrHzwqY?si=IeGMMi_HS5e7rSIPU35XYg

Lyrics:

Oh why do I feel this way 
Tell me everythings okay 
cause every word you say
Has me coming right back 
Oh just like that 0-0
I got so much to lose
And I don’t know what to do
cause every word you say
Has me coming right back 
Oh just like that

Never been like this 
Never been like that
Oh where are u at
I need u so bad
Cuz i keep on thinkin bout u
And my heart is beating for u
And all my feelings for u
Oh boy its nthn new

Cuz u got me like this ohhh
And u got me like that oohhh
Cuz u got me like this ohhh
And u got me like that oohhh

Cuz u got me just like this 
And u got me just like that
And i keep on coming back
Oh babe oh just like that

Oh why do I feel this way 
Tell me everythings okay 
cause every word you say
Has me coming right back 
Oh just like that 0-0
I got so much to lose
And I don’t know what to do
cause every word you say
Has me coming right back 
Oh just like that
why do i why do i
why do i feel this way
heart beating 
this feeling 
has me coming right back
oh just like that 
I got so much to lose
And I don’t know what to do
cause every word you say
Has me coming right back 
Oh just like that

just like that (sai)

@prodmino
www.instagram.com/888psych/
i love you ariel i am yours

i can see your wasting time <3 (mino)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4UX8Ba8smmBAQ1jPj6YW2o?si=XWSXpFGhQF-NtCQLmf0K7A

prod @saiwai & @poondauwu

lyrics 

Do u want me by ur side?
Our love u cant deny 
Cuz when the stars align 
I think that its a sign
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go 
So love me how i am
And boy just take my hand 
And why cant u understand 
Im urs til the end 
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go 

@reefuh

wanna fuck all night
i could tell your getting sick of me
ooh baby its not right
what you did to me
why punish me 
i like girls who like girls
my bad that was an epiphany... LMAO
drake sing like this bitch was a symphony
dont let me go, dont get rid of me
fucking on yo mama ya she got kids to feed
she said reef ya thats who i wanna be
bitch honestly, he just a wannabe
7.62 give him a lobotomy
i want a bitch w a bitch get on top of me
dont let go, hold onto me
play w me for the money like monopoly

Do u want me by ur side?
Our love u cant deny 
Cuz when the stars align
I think that its a sign
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go 
So love me how i am
And boy just take my hand 
And why cant u understand 
Im urs til the end 
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go

So love me how i am
And boy just take my hand 
And why cant u understand 
Im urs til the end 
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go

never gonna let me go + reef (sai x poonda)

PROD @saiwai

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2STm4tGHWq0tqvbuhqBNzo?si=q86Xs-hrR_-_woNFBFvKHQ

lyrics 

Ill do almost anything 
for u to say how u feel bout me
Tellin me that im the one
But im sure ive heard eveything 
Gotta stop my heart or smt
When u leave ill feel like nthn 
when its all up to u
U promise ull come thru
So tell me and ill think about it
Ill find my way around it
So tell me and ill think about it
Ill find my way around it 
So tell me and ill think about it 
ill find my way around it
When its all up to u
U promise ull come thru

@scrufff
you gon' play that card, play that card
you could prolly see the fainted heart, fainted heart
wanna laugh at me but ain't it hard, ain't it hard
go right back
its the reoccurrence in my head
I need reassurance in my dread
hop out with a 45
muhfucka I'm here if you gon cry
one soft tear, in your eye
don't come near, my side
wanna drive to the crib with a flat tire
got a knife in his ribs it wont backfire
mf took my heart with a flat iron
3 drinks to my side been a bad night

Ill do almost anything 
for u to say how u feel bout me
Tellin me that im the one
But im sure ive heard eveything 
Gotta stop my heart or smt
When u leave ill feel like nthn 
when its all up to u
U promise ull come thru
Cmon boy u decide
Idc what u choose tonight
When its all up to u
And what u wanna do
Boy ill go for the ride
Gotta stop my heart or smt
When u leave ill feel like nthn
When its all up to u
U promise ull come thru

you gon' play that card, play that card
you could prolly see the fainted heart, fainted heart
wanna laugh at me but ain't it hard, ain't it hard
when its all up to u
u promise ull come thru

just like that (sai)

ri4h

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