all my life i've been dying just to feel...so fucking deep i can see Adele rolling

stuff

como sonic (prod. matwyre)

SINGLE OFF THE ALBUM
'BITTER BLUE'

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

wasting time

mixed / mastered by lil narnia

take all the time that you need
this is all I have but I can bring you more
if you'd like
sink your teeth into me
let out all your pain 
i'll always be
by your side
make up your mind
take a deep breath if you need
swimmin in the depths
you know your feet won't touch
 on the ground
take all the blood that you need
thrust the scissors cut me deeper
its fine
ill be alright I know

and you say 
that sometimes
you think about the way things used to be
and how you wish that they could go back that way
honestly whats that supposed to mean
I'm terrified of what I might see
im so used to the same old routine
hating everything and living with no aim
just waiting patiently 
ill take all the blame
 if thats what it takes for you to talk to me

take all the time that you need
this is all I have but I can bring you more
if you'd like
sink your teeth into me
let out all your pain 
i'll always be
by your side
make up your mind
take a deep breath if you need
swimmin in the depths
you know your feet won't touch
 on the ground
take all the blood that you need
thrust the scissors cut me deeper
its fine
ill be alright I know

blood (feat. Lil Thuey) [prod. Glacier]

for real! w lil lotus

prod @adharmasatru

official video: https://youtu.be/nvMdKZ7KKbg

lyrics:

love me kiss me
hate me break me
i just want you here
would you spend the night maybe
fucked up fucked up
love drunk love drunk
your the only one
when i touch
leaves me star struck
(x2)

you dont really care and its alright
its not really fair that your not mine
hands all in your hair and i hold tight
nothing can compare when you shine bright

i just really need your touch
angel in discize but i know im not enough
when we kiss i get a rush
laying by your side i could never get enough

@ggravee - love letter (prod. adharmasatru) OFFICIAL VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION

coldworldgang 2018
vocals mixed by yungjzaisdead
produced by sk_coldworld
featuring yungjzaisdead

Hold On 🖤✨(ft. YungJZAisDead) prod. SK

SMRTDEATH X RITO 3K - THE ICE IN MY VEINS [PROD. ASTRONOMIKAL]

video - https://youtu.be/9mTGTjh39Kc

mix/master - @youngburial

nowadays I wonder
if you cared at all
I'm anxious from the topic
and the adderall

if I tell you that I'm sorry
and its all my fault
will you fuck me when its over
and the pills wear off 

lately I don't want no new friends
really I jus wan blow my head
maybe it's drugs I'm missing
really I'm numb to all this

outside I look calm
but in my head I'm fucked
like why you think
I always keep that bottle tucked

they talk about my life
as if they're living it
like we didn't crawl thru mud
to get to past where we been

nowadays i just am not sure
still giving everything
still need more

nowadays i just am not sure
I'm not sure
I'm not sure

nowadays I wonder
if you cared at all
I'm anxious from the topic
and the adderall

if I tell you that im sorry
and its all my fault
will you Fuck me when its over
and the pills wear off

lately I don't want no new friends
really I jus wan blow my head
mostly it's just drugs I'm missing
really I'm just numb to all this

anxious from the topic & the adderall

Prod. @deliverthecrush

Video Soon by https://twitter.com/DanielJordanK

STARZ </3

pretty thing (prod. 4evr)

idek

featuring @convolk
produced by @wtchcrft2

no emotion w/ convolk (wtchcrft)

day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
it all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

And all I ever really wanted was you in it
Maybe I'm meant to spend forever as a masochist

all I have left is in my head
a blank space with your name in it
wish you would have stayed but I understand
went too deep and drowned again
I think the pain made me love instead
pulled out the oages inside my head
felt what it means to see everything and
every being for what it is
I still miss you so much
but everythings hopeless and its not so bad
add another slash and run it back screaming

Day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
It all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

Day 38

day 38 (prod. shon lindauer)

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

self doubt again
cant get the fuck out my head
this might be the end
i think this might be the end

i cant trust this bitch i know she digging for gold
i dont know if i could ever trust a soul
got my hand on the blade if u want smoke we could go
i been screaming at the sky cus i been searching for some hope tonight

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

go fuck yourself i
dont care what you say
hope this storm will pass
drowning in my pain

for real! w lil lotus

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