produced by @recyclexbin
feat. @diacetyl

(marku)
oh, oh, oh, oh
yeah, cross this blunt i'm smoking in fives
know that she love me just look at her eyes
i just came to fuck tonight
then i'm going for a drive
i got rik this ain't no tec
i don't wanna fuck i just want neck
talk too much i'm onto the next
cause one time i got left on read

if i don't make it then imma be upset
'cause half these rappers barely try it's fucking wack
i hear them on tiktok it's all recycled fucking trash
like do you really hear your songs are you fucking deaf
i'm too deep like the sea i can't look back
i take one step forward they take two back
but they take up too much space i can't fit in
rapping that you'll kill me but you're soft just like some linen
like am i just being sour
i can't bump their shit 'cause face to face they're fucking cowards
i'm tryna bloom just like a flower
i mean i put in all the hours
i'm the next big bang you a nerd like you howard 

yeah, hit the gas i won't get too far
been told that it's dangerous on this road 
i don't mind yeah,
dropping popping candy in my tussin 
no discussion
when i'm high i'm chasing hunnids 
ain't got time i do your doesn't's
yeah, bitch i'm fucking tired of fuckboys tryna run with me
you ain't seen what i see
you don't want this just retreat
and i think it's about time i start charging for feats
i need some respect on me
our bond turning rest in peace

(diacetyl)
oh lately i been feeling fatigued
i'm so pathetic and i'm looking for a reason
like what's the point when you're down on all seasons
choking on your words and struggling to breathe in
i'm apathetic and i've lost all feelings
i'm in turmoil and it holds no meaning
walking out the door i feel defeated oh, oh, oh
aren't you tired of calling me conceited 
i swear it's been months since we needed time
now we're all alone and i can't see the road and
i tried too hard to get back and now i'm stuck at square one
and it won't get back to where we was
and i'm so tired, oh
i need someone to put out all the lights and
take it all, goodbye

tone deaf

21 YEARS

from this past semester
dont rly feel attached to this anymore but its too good to scrap
prod. @deadyami <3
hope u enjoy

lyrics:
part of the problem’s always guessing where you went
i’m always back to that evening
i’ve tried to focus on the present since you left 
you know damn well it aint easy

so try as i may
im falling to pieces
when you’re not here

another step in the wrong direction
im losing grip on whats real 
if we’d just focus on communication
then i probably wouldn’t be here

so try as i may
im falling to pieces
when you’re not here
the sky’s far too grey
for me to get
over you this year

another case of what if
i know its face value but
theres still something there 
got my attention with a
post, not a mention and i
wish i didn’t care, i
will never get away
i’ll always be the same
i’m trapped in my room
i’m thinking of you again
i’ll never get away
i’ll always be the same
i’m trapped in my room
i’m thinking of you again

i’ll never get away
i’ll always be the same

so try as i may
im falling to pieces
when you’re not here
the sky’s far too grey
for me to get
over you this year
i’ll never get away
i’ll always be the same
i’m trapped in my room
i’m thinking of you again

telegraph, a motion picture [dead yami]

mixed/mastered by me 
-
produced by https://soundcloud.com/fantasycamp & https://soundcloud.com/sainttomorrow

asleep in ur arms (fantasy camp + saint tomorrow)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5ZlsBjDKHVNQXpw7NA38Rz?si=5c80c93cf9f54742

sometimes its better to not know? >_<

prod. @dercept & @prod5head

lyrics:
i heard theres a world beyond our heads
do i wanna know?
everything that happened to me yet 
a part of protocol 
half way down the bottle i feel set
to start to trauma dump 
cant stay tryna argue white and black 
when its all monochrome 

i tried hard to get out the borders of my skull 
breach from dimensions inside a dream
messed up, i messed up i swear ill make it out
six down in mentions i shouldnt read 
fuck this!
what a way to take me outta context 
ah shit...
"jora only cries because hes toxic"
congrats
what a way to bash a fucking lesson in 
the people i put faith in its emberassing

i heard theres a world beyond our heads
do i wanna know?
everything that happened to me yet 
a part of protocol 
half way down the bottle i feel set
to start to trauma dump 
cant stay tryna argue white and black 
when its all monochrome

cognitive dissonance | prod. dercept & 5head

Puddles of tears are laid across my web
All eight legs take very careful steps
Feel like i'm trapped in my own knots
I know its self sabotage but i can't stop

Ladybugs and butterflies they get it easy
But when i'm around people get uneasy
Even though me and ladybugs are alike
I don't understand what people dislike

world so big i wish i could make it
People try to tell me that i should fake it
But even when i try i still look the same
An eight legged creep with sharp fangs

And if i was red and had spots
Would they still leave me until i rot
I guess ill stay in my spider-utopia
I wish you didn't have Arachnophobia

I'm stuck in my home with nothing to do
wish i could go outside and play with you
But all eight legs are hard to carry
And all the other insects find me really scary

Im soft and delicate and scared of heights
I don't like getting in physical fights
I might seem frightening but i am not
I know its your views it is not my fault

world so big i wish i could make it
People try to tell me that i should fake it
But even when i try i still look the same
An eight legged creep with sharp fangs

And if i was red and had spots
Would they still leave me until i rot
I guess ill stay in my spider-utopia
I wish you didn't have Arachnophobia

Arachnophobia (prod. WHAT?BOY)

https://idm.fm/shadows

lyrics:

im on a slippery slope
got me holding on to hope
falling off a tightrope
i don't wanna sit and mope

switch up, switch up
and i'll take over the galaxy
what's real? what's fake
i don't know what has gotten into me
all my fake friends turned to LA devotees
it seems unlikely for me to leave
the city of the snow
i'm missing you more than you know
i need you most, cause im the scorpio
whenever im alone i see shadows

im crazy
nobody believes what i say
my vision look like static then it fades to grey
i got a one way ticket to the top if it goes my way 

i don't miss the past, didn't have enough haters
dream of fame, and i need that paper
fly by saturn, you are my saviour
the shadows are gone, nobody is greater bae

so get out my way
feeling tongue tied, i don't know what to say
don't know what to do when i'm feeling so fake

im on a slippery slope
got me holding on to hope
falling off a tightrope
i don't wanna sit and mope

switch up, switch up
and i'll take over the galaxy
what's real? what's fake
i don't know what has gotten into me
all my fake friends turned to LA devotees
it seems unlikely for me to leave
the city of the snow
i'm missing you more than you know
i need you most, cause im the scorpio
whenever im alone i see shadows

shadows

other platforms

www.carlbymusic.com
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @jolst

LYRICS
These days
Everything means nothing to me
I’m not phased
Can’t help but feel
I’m living in a movie
I’m so sick of simply getting by
I long to take control
To truly own my life

For years I have waited for the warmth of the sun to come
But it never does
And I fear attachment
‘Cause I know that this won't last
And if I hold on to my heart
Then no one can ever smash it
Into tiny bits just like you did
I guess that’s what I get for being selfless
I won't make that mistake again

Because I gave myself away
Trying to paint a picture
That would make you want to stay
I should have known better
‘Cause it’s right in front of me
Everything I needed yeah

Listen on Spotify!

Phased (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)

(prod. michael harrison)

am i the only whos touching you
am i the only whos fucking you
hard to believe the truth from the lies
when all i wanna do is love you

did you fabricate the truth to save me
lying to my face coz this aint what i need 
told me to be okay
im just delusional i know bae

im trying to be okay
and ive been fighting for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long

standing there im vacant
an empty shell a hollow soul
hate myself its dangerous
coz i can end it all i know
and i think is better than me
give u everything u seeking
do you think bout me
when your down on your knees
i know your not praying
giving what you gave to me
i hate to say it 

all these thoughts in my head
who am i to blame
i keep playing these games
over and over again

and can you see me love
coz i want us
overthink is tough
oh i cant stop

for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long x2

compromised

Produced by Morri
Written and performed by Morri
Mixed and Mastered by Morri

{lyrics}

(ur gonna lose your ability to hear after this)

you just wanted me dead
dont you try to hide it
all these choices
help me im indecisive
falling
again
you again denied it
trapped in your grip
plugging my ears 
out of fear
i mute the sound
i mute the sound
i mute the sound
i mute the sound 

can you help me now
cuz im fading
"but you fantasised 
that im wasted
cuz you changed me up
and i tore you down
and without my help 
who would you be right now?
you would be in a ditch
at the edge of town
with a bottle in your hand
and vomit over your gown"

"but i set a way
(can you help me cuz im fading)
for you up and down
but i set a way
for you up and down
(cuz im fading)~"

enjoy <3

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stoopid boy he gettin fat he busy eatin cheetos

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