'the war III' produced by heylog

lyrics:
resting my eyes wonder if this is a dream
barely get by, drips of blood stain through my fleece
stumbled across some stones near the creek
stopping i pause and hear the angels sing
gasping breaths of air, vision narrow and it's blurred
stop telling me to calm down that only makes it worse
sharpen i got claws now, cutting through my shirt
this is not the end just know soon i will return
watching people die, i cannot look or see
covering my eyes, i hear the distant screams
plugging both my ears but the sound bleeds
crying more tears than it is raining
throw it all away could tell u didn't care
is that all u got? love when it ain't fair
move me out and crop the picture, never there
people love to talk but never wanna square

tell me what u want baby tell me what u need
going through it all everything is out of reach
engaging in a fight everyone is scared of me
but they will never know deep down i'm only weak
please just hear me out can u promise me one thing
i can never win if u promise you'll never leave
baby i'm alone, does life have any means?
falling through the cracks and slipping right through the seams
stepping on the gas
quarter of a tank
i gotta ways to go but i know i have the strength
not in crowds or packs
2 if even that
i fight all by myself, capable of what i have

go in pissed off risking my life
stranded, panic tracking the time
dangerous hatred, kill and divide
this is not what i had implied
bleeding out, mission abort
loose ties, cutting the cords
stable, carry support
no i don't care if this all distorts
contradicting yourself, you make no sense
i try to get me to talk but i'm so dense
shoot my thoughts at the floor and think again
my depression is war, a chain of events
u made a mistake of losing this
now i feel unworthy of so many things
i continue to grow, thanks to a screen
and continue to fly feeling free

trusting my gut
made the right choice
when is it time to stop feeling destroyed
bottom of the ocean
fell into a void
i kinda like it here no sign of any noise
fighting for my life
this is the war III
letting go of souls
who were so close to me
aching won't stop
my heart from leaving
charging with no hope
but i have to believe

believe
believe
believe oh, i need to believe

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the war III

Second single from the  record "Grow" out on Furious Hooves Records. Purchase here: http://music.furioushooves.com/album/grow

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so, i guess this is goodbye. w/ skrwd & unz3n (nothempts)

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lyrics:
fall slowly
all the debt it cost me
run, charge me
oh the pains so lovely
burn to ash
watch all unfold
safe before i crash
u were too hard to hold

it was too hard to hold
i had to let go
why won't the problems stay away
i swear this shits just getting old

fall slowly
all the debt it cost me
run, charge me
oh the pains so lovely
ur wasting so much time
but it's all apart of your plan
throw my soul in fire
as u wash me off your hands

so lovely

Lyrics:

(Intro)

This is the part where I pick myself up all again

(Chorus)

This is the part where I pick myself up cuz u won’t
And u know that
This is the part where I leave it all back in the past
And u hate that

(Verse)

I’m movin on, why can’t u just do the same?
Fix yo stupid fucking brain
I’m sorry, that was way too harsh
I’m kidding I hope life fucks you so hard 

(Chorus)

This is the part where I pick myself up cuz u won’t
And u know that
This is the part where I leave it all back in the past
And u hate that

(Verse)

Oh, it’s not hard to let me go
I know I know I’m the best but please just go
I sound so cocky but I’m lying
I’m such an asshole

(Chorus)

This is the part where I pick myself up cuz u won’t
And u know that
This is the part where I leave it all back in the past
And u hate that

all again (+aki)

li.sten.to/fallingfromeden

lyrics:
That was when it all changed
I was falling from eden
Tryna pick up the pieces
Tryna figure out what was wrong with my brain
I was wondering how to end this pain
That's when it all got worse
Now my vision is blurred

I reached my peak 
Just to fall right down
You took it all away from me
While you watched me drown, oh

You're nothing but a liar
You're just an addict no parental figure
It's hard to reason with ya, might as well just pulled the trigger
Hope you get more dirty pills, hole in my heart too big to fill
Now I don't know what is real
Do you comprehend what it's like to feel?
I love to pretend, one-day I'll heal
I'd hate to be you with a heart of steel
You're so pathetic, bro
If I saw you again we'd go toe to toe
Maybe punch you right in the nose
Maybe lace your snow, cause you love your blow
Back then, I had the best first date
Back then, I wasn't filled with hate
I've changed since then, and you did this to me
Stuck inside my head, and my conscious is free
Every second on LSD, wish you were charged with first degree
How could you think it'd be fine by me, how could you do it

I reached my peak 
Just to fall right down
You took it all away from me
While you watched me drown, oh

Won't forgive you for what you did
But I understand why you'd do it
Who would have thought the implications of my life
Changed who I am and now it's fine
Cause when you hit rock bottom
You find a way to be happy
And you pull yourself out of it
You find a way to numb the pain

I reached my peak 
Just to fall right down
You took it all away from me
While you watched me drown

I reached my peak 
Just to fall right down
You took it all away from me
While you watched me drown, oh

falling from eden

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produced by heylog

lyrics:
don't u ever talk about me or ur gonna get yourself hurt
i wake up and i'm winning, how does second feel when i'm first
my life might be lame but at least that i'm not lamer
i gotta get goin and i hope to see u never

i'm getting closer and closer
and closer
it's over
cause ima steer off if i keep losing composure
YOU'RE GETTING CLOSER AND CLOSER
AND CLOSER
IT'S OVER IT'S OVER
if u ever talk about me boy ur gonna get ur ego hurt
how does second feel when i'm consistently just placing first
maybe you'll reflect from your mistakes just how i have learned
we are not the same cause u are opposite of down to earth

i have fun, i don't need a beer
u talk and it goes out my ear
my hair smells like tobacco smoke
puff cigars, the bands maduro
she's wasted while i'm cookin heat
(damn son)
i can't talk i'm making a beat
can't text, i'm sweating down my chin
pump iron, bumping 2hollis

now don't you ever talk about me or ur gonna get urself hurt
wake up and i'm winning, how does second feel when i'm first
my life might be lame but at least that i'm not lamer
i gotta get going and i hope to see u never

maduro

SMITHEREENS

Die For You

Kingdom Hearts - Dearly Beloved - Yoko Shimomura

@me
do u know where we are
what were on
dnt look back
just move on
i think abt it alot
though im young
life is fast
almost done
cant think abt it enough

@gangppg
gimme
1 pill
do this shit again
ican not feel
u been in my head
so real
can u tell me wat u said
and my
heart racing
molly what she facing
im on drugs lik a patient
i won talk like a basic
i dnt want no conversation
do drugs
jus to wake up on the pavement

love lost
love cross
n i found it again
wont stop 
cant stop
ima do it again
im addicted to my old ways
take me bak to the old days

prod me :(

think abt it

think abt it w/ppgcasper

this is a cover btw

original song belongs to lil soda boi

all again (+aki)

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